Rectify

Felt like a dream.

What happened?

You cried and...

I held you, and you fell asleep.

And here we are.

Here we are.

I don't want to go out there.

You don't have to -- not yet.

But eventually.

Eventually.

I used to dream about the morning sunlight.

I'd run my hand through it in my dream.

Like this.

And now it's real.

It is.

I should be filled with joy.

I'm leaving.

Me too.

Do you know where you're going?

No.

Do you?

No.

Tawney?

Please call me when you get this.

Got to let me know you're okay.

Just leave a message, all right? I won't answer.

I just grabbed things from the refrigerator,

Crying and... Dumping stuff in a bag --

"I'll take one, I'll leave teddy one.

I'll take one, I'll leave teddy one."

My overriding thought was, "I have to have food."

That's not rational.

Maybe it's too rational.

Different people do different things

Under that kind of stress.

I evidently hoard food.

I don't think we need the whipping cream

At this picnic.

Maybe on your corn chips?

Well, I hadn't thought of that.

Well...

Let's see.

Mmm.

The salty, the sweet, the crunch --

It's actually not bad.

Really? No, it's bad.

Uh, I was hungry.

It's good for you to eat.

I guess.

May I?

Thank you.

I was so used to him... Being mad at me.

I'd never seen him so broken-down like that...

So shattered.

You can never come back here if you sign those papers?

No.

Such a price to pay, daniel.

Not really.

What is it, daniel?

Before you leave...

Before you decide what your life may be,

I need to tell you something, tawney.

It's about teddy.

What do you mean?

He's been dealing with a lot lately --

Things you don't know about.

And -- and you do?

After the baptism,

He told me to stay away from you.

He was your husband, and I know he was right.

And I told him I would.

Then he said some other things.

What things?

Just words... Lined up together.

I've heard them before.

Similar, anyway.

They're just words, but he was afraid.

He was afraid of losing you.

But I couldn't see that then.

I hurt him... Humiliated him.

Something I learned in prison.

Something to make a man feel...Powerless.

It wasn't rape.

But it was violent.

And...

And what?

Unhinged.

I wish I could go back.

Because he didn't deserve that.

And he doesn't deserve to have to live with it.

He never said anything.

I always thought it was me.

Janet: Hey, teddy.

Hey, mom.

Just doing the books for the store.

Well, we appreciate it. I-I know that can be a pain.

Not at all.

Don't tell ted, but I kind of look forward to it.

So, what brings you here this morning?

Uh, is daniel around?

Well, he didn't come in last night.

I know, teddy.

It's just where he is right now,

You know, in his life.

He's like an adolescent in some ways.

Just got to let him go through it, I guess.

I guess.

He -- he might be at amantha's by now.

I think jon had to talk over a few things with him.

So, is he gonna take the plea deal?

I don't know, honey.

I know he doesn't want to go back to jail.

He's already talking about moving.

Where?

I'm not sure. Away from paulie.

It's all happening so quick.

Teddy...

What's happened to your hand?

O-ohh.

I, uh... I-I got distracted

And got it caught in a door.

aw.

Oh, it's fine. It's fine.

Teddy, you okay?

Yeah, I'm good.

Teddy.

It's me you're talking to.

We lost the baby.

Tawney miscarried.

Oh, my god. I'm so sorry, sweetheart.

The doctor said, uh, it's nature's way.

You know?

These things are pretty common.

Happen more often than people think.

That's true.

But, still, that's sad.

It is that.

How's tawney dealing with it?

It's hard to tell, really.

Of course.

Things must be so complicated for her right now.

Come here, honey.

You have my full support, now, sondra.

I want you to know that.

That means a lot, senator.

I wasn't sure holden would go for banishment.

You must've been very persuasive.

Well, he hasn't signed off on it yet.

Did you threaten to revoke his bond if he doesn't?

I did.

Would you?

I would certainly consider it.

I see.

And what judge will sign off on this plea deal?

Judge kelter.

Uh-oh.

Should I worry?

Well, you should always worry, sondra, generally speaking,

But especially with the honorable marcus kelter.

He'll need some hand-holding

On certain aspects of this case --

Why you dropped the rape charge, for one.

No sperm, no witness.

He'll still want details -- specific details.

Meaning?

Have holden debrief.

Have him walk us through the night of the murder --

His latest version.

I know what a debrief is.

That way, when kelter asks

Why you didn't charge holden with hanna's rape,

You can point to the transcript where it says,

"I killed her -- I didn't rape her."

If he says that.

It would just be better if he signs the confession.

He better say it.

What's the point of his plea

If he's not willing to confess?

Isn't that what this is all about?

It's a little late in the game to add demands, roland --

Especially a debrief.

I want to hear it from the horse's mouth.

I don't want there to be any talk

That this was a-a plea deal to save face on our side.

Do you?

Of course not.

I-I just can't imagine

That mr. Stern would allow his client to go through that.

Through what?

The humiliation of having to answer for his actions

Once and for all?

I can't imagine judge kelter

Signing off on a plea agreement without one.

In fact, I can guarantee you he won't.

Get the debrief, sondra,

Or all your good work will likely be for naught.

[ engine shuts off, ignition beeping ]

George.

Hello! George!

Anybody home?