Linkin Park Breaking The Habit

Memories consume,

Like opening the wound,

I'm picking me apart again.

You all assume,

I'm safe here in my room,

Unless I try to start again.

I don't want to be the one,

The battles always choose.

'Cause inside I realize,

That I'm the one confused.

I don't know what's worth fighting for,

or why I have to scream.

I don't know why I instigate,

and say what I don't mean.

I don't know how I got this way,

I know it's not alright.

So I'm breaking the habit,

I'm breaking the habit,

Tonight.

Clutching my cure,

I tightly lock the door,

I try to catch my breath again.

I hurt much more,

Than anytime before,

I had no options left again.

I don't want to be the one,