Joyful Mystery (സന്തോഷത്തിന്റെ ഒന്നാം രഹസ്യം)

Subtitles Exclusively Arranged By:- Samaksh ~ Varsha ~ Pankaj Jain

I am under so much stress and you are not bothered at all!

Who else do I talk to?

Papa just survived a heart attack. I can't tell my parents, can I?

Don't tell them.

And?

Don't tell anyone right now.

What do we do then?

We haven't confirmed the pregnancy yet. Let's get the test done first.

Please check the map.

It has been five weeks Jithin.

Jitin!

What? Isn't that your name anymore?

You said you would only call me 'Jithu', no matter what.

Consider yourself lucky that I am not swearing right now.

Has the cat got your tongue?

I have been telling you.

Don't play around Jithu.

Honey, we can do everything as you wish.

What if I am pregnant? Address that first.

Are you okay?

Maybe it is gas. That bread was a little off.

Apply some heat on the stomach, you will feel better.

Get me a lemon on the way.

Shall we go?

Subtitles Exclusively Arranged By:- Samaksh ~ Varsha ~ Pankaj Jain

Keep some paper on your tummy if its hurting.

Get a magazine from the glove box.

Do you think we can afford a baby right now?

May be not, but we will, if we have to.

You make it sound so easy.

Do you have any idea what my body will have to go through?

Do you think people would leave me alone if they come to know that I'm pregnant?

Can you imagine the social stigma my family has to face?

If anything happens to my Papa, I'll make you pay for it.

Why are you talking like this?

Then come up with a solution!

What's the big issue now?

So, we have no issues?

Of course, I shouldn't have expected anything from you.

Sudha had warned me long ago!

What?

If I knew you were such an idiot, I would have never gotten into this.

Maria, you should understand something; I didn't force you to sleep with me.

Whatever we did, we did on mutual consent.

You wanted to chuck condoms for better intimacy.

But you said that it was not the time of ovulation.

That can vary a little sometimes.

How am I supposed to know that?

Why are you blaming me for everything?

I haven't gotten my periods.

None of my family knows about us.

And you don't even have a regular job.

My head isn't straight, think about a solution.

Please don't come up with lame excuses like,

We are not sure yet, we will see when it comes to it etc.

Tell me what will we do if I am pregnant.

If that's the case, I will find a job.

And?

I will work and we will tell everything to our parents, that's all!

As if there is a job waiting just for you.

My friends have told me about a couple of openings.

Which friends?

Ani was talking about one.

Who else?

Ani has mentioned something. That's it.

That was in January, before the pandemic. You are still relying on that?

You were the one who asked me to follow my passion instead of going for a regular job!

Even my parents wanted otherwise, but I listened to you.

Had you gotten me pregnant back then?

What should I do now?

So you'll create problems and expect me to find the solutions!

I am getting worked up. Please say something.

Try to keep quiet for some time. Talking is what gives you stress.

I want to talk it out.

I hope the result will be negative.

In my opinion, even this test is pointless.

I don't need your "opinion" right now.

Why did the stick show positive then?

You are not supposed to read it after 5 mins.

It was only four minutes.

If you were pregnant, the line would have been clearer.

Then why the hell am I not getting my periods?

There must be other reasons.

Periods can be delayed due to stress.

But, by a whole week?

Most of my friends struggle with PCOD, PCOS and all.

But I have always had my periods on time.

The past six months were really stressful.

Yeah, working from home is taking a toll on everyone.

That's not an issue for me. Rather, I can work at my own pace now.

What else might be causing stress four your highness?

I am the one who does the cooking and the cleaning.

And it is me who remembers to pay the bills on time.

And you are saying that you are stressed!

Have you forgotten the hobos you brought home?

I had to cook two meals per day for them.

And who else gets all the necessary grocery on time?

So don't claim to be the only one doing chores.

You did something once and its a big deal now!

Have you forgotten everything?

When we shifted, all the household works were on me.

After office, I had to take care of housework too.

Then I took over, right?

After all those arguments.

See Maria, I get it.

May be its an occupational hazard or whatever.

But your habit of making stories is really helping you during arguments.

Now it's all become my fault!

And what fucking right do you have to judge my profession?

According to you, I'm only a jobless loser!

An artist has better integrity than someone who writes for a tabloid any day.

Where did your integrity disappear while hogging on the tabloid writer?

You better stop this here.

Hello?

I can't think straight.

Cant imagine bringing up a child.

Let alone an abortion.

An ectopic pregnancy can mimic these symptoms apparently.

Didn't you agree a little ago that we may have misread the result?

I didn't say that.

Why do you always try to evade the issues?

Carry on.

You were saying that an ectopic pregnancy could show false-positive.

Not that!

For God's sake can you stop diagnosing on Google?

Is Google the problem, right now?

Are you prepared to be a parent?

I cannot assure that I will be an excellent parent from tomorrow onwards.

People don't become ideal parents overnight.

They get there gradually.

I am not talking about people, but you.

I am okay.

But I am not.

I was planning to apply for a PhD abroad after my masters.

I had so many plans!

You can still do that.

Piss off!

You will just loiter around like other men.

And I will be stuck at home with houseworks and the baby.

Why don't you ever see how much I care for you?

I have been cleaning the house as you said that you are allergic to dust.

You would just twist the narratives as you please.

You would do it when I am your girlfriend. Wait for us to get married.

You are generalizing way too much.

Wouldn't it be a better idea never to get married at all?

What makes you think so?

Are you really into marriage?

What's the matter?

It is just a piece of paper anyway.

I'd not call it just a piece of paper.

One should be able to walk out at any point.

Would you want to walk out?

Maybe, after all, we are all humans.

Maria! what are you even trying to say?

Are you okay with an abortion?

In my opinion, a woman has absolute autonomy over any decision concerning her body.

If I have to take all the decisions by myself, then why the fuck are we together?

Why would I need a relationship? I could just have one night stands instead.

Now, why don't you come down to reality instead of going all theatrical.

I will go to any extent for your happiness and our peace.

I see, what extent would that be?

I will be the one who goes through a pregnancy and abortion!

Oh my God!! What is your actual question?

Are you okay with the concept of abortion?

If that is what you want, we will get that done.

Did you just agree to keep me quiet?

No. I am serious. Let's do that if that's what you want.

But you shouldn't be depressed or stressed out after that.

So I should handle the complete mental stress and trauma all by myself!

Maria, can you please stop this blame-game?

It could be false positive, right?

There is a limit to my patience. Been telling you it is nothing.

Don't you understand?

Keep your voice down. Why are you shouting?

All this shouting has made my stress really worse.

You yourself are responsible for your BP and stress.

You don't fucking care about anyone but yourself.

Everything is about you and your problems.

We are going to get the test done. Let the result tell.

You still got plenty of time to start worrying.

One should carry the umbrella only when it is raining.

Later, Later.. When are you actually gonna take a decision?

One should be prepared for life.

Take a look at your career.

Actors like Tovino and Sreenath Bhasi are all of your age.

At least one of us should be a bit serious about things.

You can't imagine the mental stress I am going through.

You can't stand me being cool and happy.

As a matter of fact,

Your carelessness is exactly my problem.

So you'd never ever leave me in peace!

Everybody has problems in their life. We have to manage it together.

Start addressing my concerns. What if my family or colleagues come to know about this?

What the hell do you want from me?

Keep your voice down!

You just give me a proper answer. What are we going to do if I am pregnant?

Pregnancy is a biological process.

You are not the first woman to give birth to a baby.

You should just follow what other women have been doing.