Love Is Blind: Poland (Love is Blind: Polska)

- For you, monkey. - Thank you, kind sir.

It's as beautiful as you.

- Aw! -

I hope it will… last until…

- Until the wedding? -

I'll put it here.

So pretty.

How do you feel?

- Good. - Calm?

Did you feel calm yesterday?

You're not indifferent towards MP, I know that.

I know it stirred some emotions in you.

I saw you crying, so…

It was hard for me at one point.

I just went back in time yesterday.

And… that made it even harder for me,

because I felt like he still had feelings for me.

Especially since he told me

that he still feels the need to protect me.

That was really telling.

And I told him outright that I… I wouldn't change my mind,

and if I had to decide today, I would say yes to you

because I'm very happy.

To me, Marta is unique

and probably the best woman I've ever met.

Maybe I'm being too empathetic because I'm happy with you,

but I still feel sorry for him.

- That… it didn't work out for him. - Mm-hm.

Because you're like a golden ticket to the chocolate factory, right?

- I love you. - I love you too.

One more.

Do you think MP's is bigger?

For fuck's sake…

Tell me.

Oh, my God. Tragic.

POLAND

Let's do this.

Keep the weight close to your body. Great.

Ugh, the sacrifices I make to keep Kamil happy.

How are you and Filip? How do you feel after not seeing each other for so long?

It's not like he's gone for a long time. It's, like, three to four days,

but he's tired after the flight, and it's hard to balance it all.

But I'm trying to readjust to not feeling that emptiness

when the other person's not there.

I always said that my next relationship has to be based on open communication.

And that's the most important thing. I have to keep it that way.

Okay, girl, tell me how you are.

Well, I hope that it will be… That it will be fine.

Uh-huh.

Well, because my mom, she isn't very positive about it.

She just tells me that she has a bad feeling,

- that she kind of doesn't trust him. - Mm-hm.

Well, it's not nice to hear.

I had this first, like, inkling of Kamil possibly being too serious for me.

Mm-hm.

I don't know, sometimes it's hard for me to figure him out.

If he's mad at me, it's something I did, was I being too energetic?

I think it's hard for him to figure you out as well,

and you misinterpret each other.

I think he wants a calm, mature relationship,

but that doesn't mean he can't have that with someone who's very energetic.

You know?

You can't sweep these problems under the rug.

You're engaged and there's a reason why you made that decision.

I'm just asking you:

if you care about this, then fight for it a little.

That final decision is super important.

You know, now we're going to Norway, and that will show a lot.

- Definitely. - Maybe when he's in his element…

- At home. - …at home,

he'll feel more comfortable. And we'll see, right?

I don't know what should happen there, how you two should start communicating.

Just try to be gentle, don't attack him.

So that you can better understand what he means.

Yes, you're right, I'll talk to him. Yeah.

If you care about each other, if you wanna try,

someone has to take the first step and do something differently. Yeah?

You're right. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Just please: chill.

You know, you really shed some light on things today. Yeah.

You know, Daria helped me… a bit to understand some things.

- You wanna tell me? - Just when I…

talk about something I don't like or agree with,

don't take it as an attack, because that's not my intention.

I care about you, I don't want to attack you.

- Alright. - And if you…

felt that way, I'm sorry.

- Okay? - I accept that. Yeah.

We're a team and…

attacking you is not right.

Do you have anything to say to me?

Mmm…

Will you say "I do"? At the altar?

- Yeah. - Yes?

You're not crossing your fingers? No. Okay.

- My toes. - Your toes?

It's been… tough lately.

My girl is full of energy, and I'm super tired after the flight.

Hm… My energy is low.

I'm working like I have 15 jobs. Unfortunately.

It's just the flying, the destinations… You know, my battery is running low.

- You know, I want to be understanding… - Mm-hm.

…but it's hard, because we don't see each other for three, four days.

We miss each other.

So I'd like to spend time together when you get back and you need to rest.

- You knew what you were getting into. - I know.

I told you that honestly and openly, so you have to, you know, get used to it.

- I did let you rest, didn't I? - A little bit, yeah.

You let me rest for 20 minutes.

I would like Filip to do something special and unique for me sometimes,

because he said it was important to him and he promised that in the pods.

There's too much going on.

Everything's crazy now because… because of the wedding.

Let's stop complaining. We can go eat somewhere.

I'm getting restless, it's 3 p.m. You know that? Get up.

Let's chill out.

I can't take just sitting here or lying here.

It's a little frustrating when the… other person tells you,

"Hey, get up, no resting, let's get this show on the road."

But there's no getting past some things. If I've just flown five hours one way

and then six hours back,

there's no way, no way that I can be full of energy.

There are still feelings between us,

but… it's not the same as it was at the beginning.

- Do we have everything? - Yes.

Keys to the apartment? I told you, I asked you.

Fuck me.

- - Okay, I got them!

- Let's go. - Okay. I'm already tired as fuck.

- Everything okay? - What?

I'm just asking. Is asking if everything is okay a trigger for you?

I'm trying my best. Let's not argue.

- Some water? - Why not?

There's some kind of unusual tension today…

Fuck, I spilled it.

It's unnecessary.

The energy between us is different.

Maybe I'm imagining it, maybe I'm causing it somehow,

but I feel that it's there.

What am I doing wrong?

- I don't get it. - Well…

I mean, I would expect you to be mature enough

to make me feel I'm important to you.

Sometimes it's hard for me to understand the drop in energy. I like action.

I don't wanna sit around and do nothing. I just approach life a little differently.

Hearing you say, "I approach life a little differently,"

before the wedding isn't very encouraging, you know?

Well, honey, there's gonna be situations in our life that's gonna be hard for us.

- Like, do you remember… - Then my reactions will be different too.

I mean, I don't understand. Does it really bother you that I'm tired?

So I have a different approach to life.

Do you like it or not? Because I don't get it.

You complain about me all the time, and now you're saying,

I don't live up to your expectations? You thought it would be different?

I'm trying. Despite being tired, we do things, we go out.

I try to show it as little as possible, but then you tell me you notice it anyway.

So I see that my efforts are simply not enough.

One day feels different. One day.

Maybe I can't…

I shouldn't keep coming back to it, but I can't help it.

I'm learning. I don't want to…

I'm telling you I know it will get easier. Honey, I've only just started.

I'm in poor physical shape right now.

And I'm panicking too, because I heard that in previous relationships.

"You're fucked up, you're not enough." All the time.

I never said that. I never used those words.

I'm not even talking about "fucked up," I never said anything is wrong with you.

But just that today is especially hard, that's all.

In previous relationships, I felt like I was never enough.

So my whole life I was always giving 200%.

And that still wasn't enough.

So this is a huge, huge test.

Okay, I'm sorry I'm tired. Come here.

["The Way She Moves" by Photronique playing]

- Are you stressed? - Not at all. You?

Not anymore.