Kuzu no Honkai (Scum's Wish / クズの本懐)

Your glasses.

I'm sorry.

Last night...

I had sex with Mr. Kanai.

A person who can readily do what I can't.

She is robbing me of everything.

Even though she doesn't really want any of it.

Hey, what does it feel like to

play with peoples' emotions?

Welcome to the X-Dimension

I want to treasure the most What is most precious

But even something so simple Is the one thing I can't do

"If destiny is real

Then you are the person I'm destined to be with"

Those are the words I can't say Because I'm scared it will destroy what we have

Even when you're near, you feel so far

This feeling that comes and goes

"Give up" "Don't give up"

The petals I pick are never-ending

The treasure box remains locked

Embracing the sparkling feelings

Hiding the faintly colored fragments in my sighs

If our eyes meet Please, don't look away

See through this lie I've locked away

I don't know how much more I can take

So please don't say anything yet

It hurts

I love you so much it's scary

Playing with peoples' emotions.

I wonder if it's something...

that feels good to do.

You wouldn't believe how much.

In that case...

I want to take everyone obsessed with you

and make them my own.

Then we'll be...

Even if somebody gets hurt?

I know that...

I know that I'm only thinking about myself.

But I just can't stop.

I want the feelings people have for her.

I want to beat her.

If I don't, I know I'm just going to become empty inside.

Feelings aren't things to steal or be stolen.

Shut up.

There is no way doing that will make you feel fulfilled.

Just shut up!

I know that I'm pathetic.

Brat.

I know I'm being self-righteous.

Mugi, I think we should date.

Okay?

We really get along.

I'm sure we'd make a good couple.

I think you'll fall in love with me too.

You're not coming home with me?

No, I've got something to do.

Oh, Hanabi.

What did you want?

I know that I'm thoughtless and selfish.

Ecchan, I've...

I've decided to start dating Mugi for real.

But you're the only person...

Ecchan, you're the only one I can't bring myself to use anymore.

Because you're my only friend. You're so important to me.

So what?

Just use me.

Oh, don't look at me like that.

Not at this point.

You knew, didn't you?

Have you started to realize it?

This is what I'm prepared to do.

I won't see you after school alone anymore.

Really? Okay.

That's right.

I've done something I can't take back.

I'm too scared to look back.

I can't look at what kind of face you're making.

I'm sure I'm supposed to look.

It's my responsibility to...

It's the least that I can do...

But then why...?

Oh, why?

I won't.

I won't

let you go.

Teacher's Meeting: Free Study

My head kind of hurts.

I didn't get a lot of sleep last night.

Oh, you want to go to the library too, Ms. Yasuraoka?

Oh, sure.

I feel like reading a book.

It's so noisy in here. Want to go together?

Yeah. If you bring it up with the teacher...

Library

Oh, you came too, Ms. Ebato.

Can I join you?

Be our guest.

Why?

Oh, right.

She's trying to act normal for me.

We can at school, though, right?

Hey, no talking here.

Oh, sorry.

Whoops, we got in trouble.

We should be quiet.

I want you to forgive me.

I want you to forgive me.

I completely took advantage

and pushed my selfish wishes on you.

I deserve this punishment.

You should have told me you had a fever.

You didn't give me a chance to tell you.

Sorry.

No.

We have to stop doing this.

There's nothing to worry about.

Nobody else knows about us.

Hey, Hanabi.

Why did you start things up with Awaya again?

Is it really to get your crush's attention?

There's somebody that I like.

Oh, that's...

You're already so attractive the way you are.

Who would you go through all this trouble for?

It makes me jealous.

That's not true.

It is true.

What makes you great is your danger.

Getting a man to fall for you is easy.

So it makes me want to watch.

Watch you fill with darkness.

And no matter how corrupted or hurt you become,

I will always accept you.

I will always accept you.

What you do is pretend to open up to them.

You don't really have to.

Not actually.

You'll break if you don't keep your feelings closed off.

What if I want them to know my true feelings?

What's wrong with having yourself be the only one who knows who you truly are?

That moment,

I don't know why, but I felt that she might say the same thing.

So, what does that mean?

There was something sad about Ecchan's words.

Which means...

everyone is sad and lonely?

Even her?

Hanabi.

Hanabi. You're awake, aren't you?

Can you go to the store for me?

Did I forget anything?

I'm sorry.

Hey, you're Akane's student.

Oh, from the diner.

Hey, you forgot about me, didn't you?

You've got some nerve.

Don't touch me, don't get near me.

Oh, wait. He's one of Akane's...

Pretend to open up to them.

Of course I remember you.

You must live nearby.

Getting a man to fall for you is easy.

Hey, why don't you give me your number, Hanabi?

Oh, wait. Weren't you with your boyfriend at the diner?

No, we're not like that.

Really?

Well, let's go out sometime, then.

Is that all I need to do?

Will this really fulfill me?