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Anna, my love,
I won't leave until I've finished writing you,
even then, I may no longer be able to look into your eyes.
At times I feel a trembling inside
although it's not cold and outside it's still summer.
The man before you is just the shadow of what you imagine.
He's not what you think,
there's nothing behind him, nor in front.
You won't make him better than what he is.
He'll never stand by you as you hoped.
Hi.
It's good !
Feel the heat today? It's airless.
How do I look?
Wonderful.
With these?
Wonderful.
Dino and Anna have always seemed like a perfect couple.
Anna met Dino with me at a beach party,
back then she was with Alessandro.
At that party she and Dino started dancing,
at a certain point I left them alone and joined other friends.
I thought she'd leave with him,
instead, when the party was over, she was at the car,
alone, waiting for me.
She had a strange expression,
I didn't ask her anything,
but it was the first time I'd seen her really in love.
There are vacant rooms,
come with us?
Why not?
I had a strange dream yesterday.
We were alone in the desert, walking along...
Then we take an elevator,
it stops suddenly but we aren't afraid.
And then?
We manage to get out,
an old man helps us, you say he's your father,
but you're not so sure.
And then?
Then he leaves on a tiny bicycle,
and I realize I'm naked,
you caress my head and say I have beautiful hair.
And then...
did we make love?
No.
Now, don't think about anything,
relax.
Close your eyes.
Count with me:
five...
four...
three...
two...
one.
You bit my lips.
You're a bitch, you shouldn't kiss your customers.
Are you alone?
Any brothers?
No, and you?
Yes, one.
What's his name?
What do you care about his name?
When will I see you again?
I don't know.
It's less noticeable, see?
Let go... stop it !
Keep the change.
How can you tell if I lie to you?
We took these pictures in Rome, she looks happy here.
She suddenly said one day, "You don't give me room to love you..."
She said she'd filled all the spaces in her life,
she had nothing else, just my suffocating love.
She'd met Dino at a beach party with a friend.
He came looking for me months ago at my club,
he said we'd met on the street, with Anna.
He was really unpleasant, with all those questions.
I thought he was jealous, but no...
that wasn't it.
Excuse me,
you're Alessandro, aren't you?
- Yes, why? - I'm Dino, remember me?
We met one evening some months ago.
No, I'm sorry.
I was with Anna,
you stopped us on the street, you wanted to say hello.
Yes, I'm sorry.
May I sit down?
Please do.
May I offer you something?
Coffee, thank you.
Paolo, two coffees.
I heard you manage this club,
it's nice.
Your father is the president, right?
What do you do?
I'm an anesthesiologist.
- A job with great responsibility. - I know.
You and Anna were together almost three years.
Three and a half years.
That's a long time.
I'm not sure it's long, depends.
Why do you ask?
Simple curiosity.
I didn't mean to be indiscreet.
We've been together for almost a year.
I know.
I know when you met,
Anna told me almost right away.
What did she say about me?
Nothing.
I didn't even know your name.
Did she ever look you up again?
No, and neither did I if you really want to know.
Maybe she needed someone like you.
How do you know what I'm like?
I don't.
Do you still think about her?
Listen...
the evening we met on the street was pure chance, it ends there.
Excuse me, I have to go.
I think Anna has never forgotten you.
You should look her up, call her.
You have my permission.
You're crazy.
No,
I'm sincere.
Does she know you came looking for me?
No, and she never will,
I love her too much.
A man in love doesn't talk like you.
I'd like to see her happy.
Actually not, I wish she'd dump me, it would all be different.
Never come here again.
I wonder what would be of us if we'd done like those who love,
if I could bite your lips,
kiss your neck,
stretch out under you, feel your sex,
it would take all of me, even my soul.
Maybe it would be all the same, or all different, I don't know.
Maybe I wouldn't feel you as close to me as I do now.
I'd like to stay here forever,
forget everything,
even you.
I love you, Anna.
lt was the first evening of our journey,
we'd met a short while before,
it was love at first sight.
"I never knew love before I met you",
that was his declaration of love.
I didn't believe one word, but I felt he was sincere.
I felt it from his eyes.
We spent five days together, without ever making love.
One morning I went down to the beach, and was alone for a few hours,
not seeing him arrive, I went back to the room,
he wasn't there.
A short note was on the bed:
"Don't look for me, forget me,
I'd just hurt you".
Now, don't think about anything,
relax.
Close your eyes.
Count with me:
five...
You're both still dressed !
Pull it out for him, Emma.
Like that...
Now lick his balls.
Great...
shove it right down your throat.
Like that...
Drive him crazy,
drive him crazy, come on.
Come to me, Emma,
come to me...
The next time we'll see the footage together.
Who says there'll be a next time !
There will be.
I know you liked it, and so did my wife.
I have your number, so till next time.
Next time you can bring a woman if you have one.
No, I'm alone,
if I'm enough, okay, if not, forget it.
Alright, good night.
I was walking in a park,
he was on a bench,
stretched out, like a hobo.
He was sleeping in broad daylight.
Some kids threw a ball at him but he didn't move,
he stayed there even when it started raining and everyone left.
I didn't go up to him, I didn't have the nerve,
I left without turning back.
It's such a vivid dream, maybe it really happened.
Mr. Laudani !
Yes?
ls it for the technical files?
No, I'm Dino, I called you yesterday, you said to come by.
I thought I'd never seen you.
I hesitated to call, I didn't know your reaction.
Actually, you were a little vague on the phone,
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