Hyde, Jekyll, Me (하이드 지킬, 나)

Episode 19

- Dad, you heard it, too? - Of course I did.

- You cried, didn't you? - No, I didn't cry.

What's wrong with that? I cried, too.

I was welling up with tears.

- That was your hormones acting up. - Hey!

Woo Jung, why is he such a brat lately?

You didn't have any other plans after the surprise event?

Like what?

Then it was just the cake, and the flowers?

What kind of an event is that?

Are you just going to feign innocence after having ruined our private time together?

Ah... did we do that?

Yes, you did do that because you were hoping to snag another drink.

Why are you making it sound like I did something wrong?

- You think everything is my fault. - Of course, it's your fault!

It's always your fault.

Why did Robin leave so early?

Ah... he was looking pretty tired, so I told him to go on home.

- Happy birthday, Ha Na! - Thank you!

Yes, Director Goo. Did you get home okay?

Did everything go okay?

Yeah, but...

I need to talk to you.

I listened to the radio show again while on my way here

and you sounded exactly like Robin.

I knew you've changed a bit, but it's like you're a completely different person.

I think you're the reason why Robin hasn't woken up.

- Because of me? - You know it's true.

Robin was always the one to concede, and make sacrifices

but now, you're the one doing it.

Sacrifice?

Getting rid of Robin was your goal in life

but now, you've decided to keep Robin with you for the rest of your life.

Whether that's for Ha Na, or not... Who would've thought you'd ever do that?

I've heard that accepting your illness is the first step to any cure

and I guess that really must be true.

- Director Goo. - What...

is that supposed to mean, Young Chan?

- Robin? - Seo Jin...

is doing what?

Robin, what happened to the gift? Why didn't you give it to Ha Na?

And how could you have left so early on a special day like today?

Did you get home okay?

I'm on my way home right now.

- I was completely fooled today. - Fooled?

I thought you were over the funk you were in, but you're not, are you?

You were just pretending to be okay because it was my birthday, weren't you?

Robin.

I don't really want for anything.

Don't try to hide it from me if you're struggling with something

and let's get through it together.

After all that we've been through together, there's nothing that we can't face.

Are you listening to me?

Where are you right now?

Do you like it?

What is your deal today? You've been so up and down all day.

You have no idea how much teasing I've had to put up with tonight.

They all thought that I had you wrapped around my little finger.

But... did you really do all that on purpose just to keep me on my toes?

But where did you ever find this? She looks so much like me.

You're right.

As soon as I saw this, I thought about how much she looked like you.

- Really? I was just making a comment. - Ha Na.

Every time you see this picture... I want you to always keep this in mind.

That this is the way...

that I'll always remember you.

You're doing it again. You're making me feel nervous.

No, never mind.

All day yesterday, I kept thinking about what it would like to be in your shoes

and really thought about things again.

To have everyone's sudden interest in everything that I do

and to have thousands of people commenting on a project that I'd publish online.

It made me more curious about your life. But the truth is...

since you can't let on the whole truth

I'm sure it makes you feel a sense of loneliness.

It would make me wonder about people's perception of me.

I had all sorts of thoughts going through my head.

So I immediately started to repent.

Because I feel like I've only been thinking about my own excitement, and happiness.

Are you happy lately?

- As long as I don't upset you? - Yes.

What is it?

I'm just reminded of the first time we met.

Back then...

I wasn't really sure about you, and I used to think you were quite odd.

You didn't seem quite normal yourself.

Yes, you're right. I wasn't quite sane back then either.

When I think about it now

I can't believe I followed a complete stranger all the way to a secluded resort.

Excuse me.

Director Goo.

Was that in Gapyeong?

I bet all the ice has melted by now, and the flowers are starting to bloom, too.

Let's go there for your birthday, Robin.

I'll make all the preparations. We can even have a barbeque out on the lawn.

I wonder what flowers have bloomed already.

I wish we could plant some of Director Goo's flowers in his greenhouse out there.

We could even make a garden out there

and raise dogs, and chickens, and go out there every weekend.

It's Jang's birthday today

and it's an hour before the radio show goes on air.

But you didn't wake up from your sleep.

She's already been worried about you for days

and I don't have the heart to tell her that you didn't wake up on her birthday.

I'm under the understanding that you've prepared something special for her.

I'm sure that it must be upsetting to have me do it for you in your place

but I can't be blamed for this.

If you're upset by it, then keep to the agreed upon schedule.

What Jang needs...

is you.

If Seo Jin also has feelings for you, and if he really does love you

then tell him to make a sacrifice of his own.

Seo Jin won't be able to do that.

Getting rid of Robin was your goal in life

but now, you've decided to keep Robin with you for the rest of your life.

You weren't supposed to go this far.

If you become this good, and kind...

then where does that leave me?

Then there's no more room...

left for me to stand.

I think that's when it happened. That's when he woke up, and called me.

Then you had drinks with him, and he met up with Jang to give her the gift.

You're remembering his memories again?

Yeah.

I can see Robin in my memories.

Not just a simple image of him

but I even remember the confusion, and the fear that he was feeling.

I can't even fathom what that must be like.

But do you think his gradual memory loss is something like having Alzheimer's?

No, not just his memories.

Little by little...

I'm sure he's feeling as though he's starting to fade and disappear.

What about Ha Na? How is she doing?

She doesn't know what's happening yet.

I'm not sure what to do. Should I tell her about it?

Shouldn't we tell her about it so that she has time to prepare herself?

I'm not sure.

Ugh, seriously.

Yes, I know what you've said, but Director Goo is on a six-month leave.

Just take care of it yourselves.

Wonderland has recently been voted as one of the five best amusement parks in the world

and the projects initiated by Director Goo before his leave of absence

are projecting a great increase in profits, even in the overseas markets.

No.

By adapting Director Goo's projects into works of animation

with popular Hallyu stars, and Idols lending their voices to the characters

we are forecasting that we'll be able to successfully transition into

the 3D and 4D animation entertainment industry.

No, this is absurd.

Just the requests for interviews alone that we're receiving...

No, this can't be. This is all a lie!

Our PR Department is even proposing

that we use Director Goo as the new spokes model for this season's campaign.

Shall we go ahead with the plans?

He's just as handsome as any fashion models out there.

I guess we're lucky that he didn't take after you too much.

Our PR Department is even receiving offers to publish an autobiography on Director Goo.

There's a great interest from the public on the double life that he's led...

It's not a double life.

He didn't lead a double life...

but he has a dual personality.

What a scoundrel.

He has DID... otherwise known as, Dual Personality Disorder.

Excuse me?

What are you saying?

It's not a double life he leads... but he has a multiple personality disorder?

Yes, that's right.

You're all being deceived right now.

All these years...

he's been keeping his mental illness a secret from everyone

and he's been deceiving all of us.

And he's still doing that now!

CEO Ryu.

Do you have something that you'd like to say?

No, please continue.

Go on.

Robin is the best.

Keep this up, and you'll lose everything. Have you gone crazy?

Yeah, I've gone crazy.

- I'm crazy. - Are you finally admitting it?

- Yeah... I'm like a mad scientist. - What?

Haven't you seen the movie?

No one believed him even after the hail, the tornado, and the earthquake.

Only the mad scientist kept telling everyone to flee if they want to save their own lives.

That's exactly what's going on right now. Everyone's deceived by an illusion.

If the company falls into Seo Jin's hands like this...

then Wonder Group will be brought to a ruin.

Seo Jin is ultimately going to destroy our company.

Director Goo, and Robin both...

are way too normal, and way too capable for that to happen.

I feel so lonely.

Even you have left me now.

Maybe it's because he's an artist, but he has a different eye for things.

More than anything else, I love how sensible he is.

He could've drawn something himself, but he didn't.

Yes, and that's the important part.

We, women, do not like handmade things.

Ugh, you women...

This is why the bag with Picasso's drawing got less respect than a designer brand.