Inside North Korea's Dynasty

(IN KOREAN) As a child I saw Kim Il-Sung.

A young man came to the stage.

Everyone was caught by surprise.

I could hear the older people saying,

"Isn't he a fake? He's too young."

Every city was a collection of chimneys.

I don't why houses collapsed and chimneys did not...

but I saw thousands of chimneys and that... that was all.

(IN KOREAN) Three generations of my family

were dragged to the prison camp,

which included my father,

uncle, sister and me...

we went when I was 9,

and we were there 10 years.

I still don't know what my grandfather did wrong.

During the first three months...

many died of starvation or malnutrition.

If you buried the bodies, they gave you a bowl of corn noodle soup.

(IN KOREAN) As we approached the Blue House...

there was an entire army unit waiting for us, blocking the road.

And the battle started.

A big battle.

As soon as the firing started...

I realized we will never make it...

to the Blue House. So I escaped.

I ran away from my team

and climbed the hill behind me.

That was how I survived.

(IN KOREAN) The pursued enemy gang was completely exhausted

and the fury of our team to hunt down every last one of them was sky high.

They shouted, "Come out. And you will live."

I had a hand on a grenade...

And was about to pull the pin,

But I thought, "I want to live."

I didn't think of Kim Il-Sung, I didn't think of the revolution or my family.

I couldn't think of anything but myself.

I was only 25 years old...

with a sudden, growing attachment to life.

I put down the grenade...

and I surrendered.

(IN KOREAN) I had to identify...

my comrades' bodies.

I thought, "You guys are better than me,

you sacrificed your lives for the revolution."

I had to accept the fact that my parents,

my family, would face execution...

and so, I heard the news...

they executed my parents publicly...

in Chung-Jin Stadium...

they said, "Comrade Kim Shin-Jo, is a traitor.

Is a traitor."

I will never forgive Kim Il-Sung.

On the other hand, I am a pastor

and I will forgive him as a religious man.

But personally? No, not personally.

Our great leader Kim Il-Sung

said the country is in danger.

American imperialists are intensifying their aggression...

and their tricks to provoke a new war

are becoming more and more cunning

so said the great leader.

Let's pulverize the American imperialists!

When we approached the enemy ship

they hoisted a flag, and it was American.

The moment I saw that, I was so furious my eyes were shooting daggers.

I wanted to rush at the enemy,

tear their hearts out and shove them in the water.

The American invaders are the aggressors.

They are my personal enemy