Gushing Prayer: A 15-Year-Old Prostitute (噴出祈願 十五代の売春婦)

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You said you felt something. Where? How did it feel?

What did your body feel?

You're doing it for two hours now, but you feel as always.

When the girl who had just turned seventeen said farewell to this world,

there was no sign of sentiment or dream

in her ugly face nor in the bottom of her heart.

People will perhaps not believe

in the unmoveable truth I've experimented with.

17 year old girl. Suicide by taking poison.

It's totally different from yesterday.

But what exactly is different? Tell me!

Wait your turn.

I suppose it's no good this way.

You feel it after all?

But we knew from the beginning that sex was useless!

But it must not necessarily be.

Shit!

Only because you slept with an adult who knows more about sex than we do.

What do you feel with your body?

I don't know.

But haven't we decided not to feel sex with our body?

Yes.

Why then did you have sex with goddam teacher?

Weren't you embarassed of your body?

You prostituted yourself! Shit!

Don't be so rough!

I'm not rough!

No!

Don't hurt her Koichi! There's a baby in Yasuko's belly.

Do you want to kill our baby?

Sex is no big deal.

I make sex with all of you and bear the child.

If we raise the child properly, it may mean we can beat sex.

You mean we can no longer trust heart and body?

Yesterday I thought it's no good the way it is.

Adults have sex in order to get children and then they raise them.

That's the normal way, isn't it?

But when I am doing it with my mind, why should that be the sex of the flesh?

Because we do it with mind and body.

A 16 year old feels with her skin.

Are you kidding? I'm 15!

If we become mums and dads at 15 our whole sex could be overturned.

Throughout Japan.

But I won't turn over.

I'll just become a mother.

So when you felt with your body, did the world turn over?

Not at all.

That's the problem! No sex with pleasure!

Didn't we promise that?

No question, that's a betrayal. Right?

A betrayal of what?

Us!

I had no intention to betray you. It's just...

Just what? What is it?

I was scared and anxious and afraid to tell you.

Because it's too much for you.

She's gone mad because she's already a fully fledged adult.

You're hiding something!

I'm hiding nothing.

Hiding means betrayal!

But I'm not hiding anything.

I, for one, have no idea what's going on.

Yes, but it's clear that Yasuko has prostituted herself.

Let's straighten it out once more.

That's what I want too.

Shit! Let's make an on-the-site inspection.

An on-the-site inspection?

Yes.

Gushing Prayer: A 15 Year Old Prostitute

Directed by ADACHI MASAO

I asked him to come for a personal consultation.

I said that I'll wait here.

He showed up on time.

He came half running, right?

Yes.

I said straight into his face:

In fact I'm four months pregnant.

But since I was promiscuous, I don't know who the father is.

He just nodded and meant that this is a prevalent aspect of our time.

Then we started to walk.

I wanted to do it like the couples around us

and linked arms with him.

Like this.

Then I said that I'm going to have an abortion and wanted him to come.

Nonsense! We've decided to give birth to the child!

I just said that to delude him.

As expected he nodded and said alright.

One can not definitively say that a decisive moment for one person

is exclusively decisive if another person intervenes.

That's what he said while his eyes where sparkling.

I said that I was in love with him all along

and got ready to kiss him.

Teacher, I love you!

You have the money for the abortion?

Well then.

When you say you're in love with me

you're trying to evade sex, your age and your whole life, right?

Yes. But since it would result in a strange relationship

if you just accompany me to the abortion I want to make a deal.

A deal? You mean with society and the whole world?

No. A deal only with you, teacher.

I want you to sleep with me before you accompany me to the abortion.

That way it is give and take.

Do I gain something economically if I sleep with you?

But I love you.

A prostitute. That's what you are now.

Yes.

So you suggest to establish an unconditional relation?

I understand. Alright.

At that point my body and my heart had totally forgotten that he was my teacher

I was just thinking about the way he was getting down to business.

So it's fine to do exactly the same thing?

Let's do it.

Yes, do it.

He didn't bother with formalities...

So, he got down to business right away?

Yes. He lifted my skirt.

He didn't act sad or so.

He was just a lecherous middle-aged man.

I felt I was doing exactly the same thing as all adults.

Come to the interesting part?

That's it.

Teacher!

No!

I'm not your teacher!

You are a prostitute. I'm your client!

I'm buying your sex, I'm not buying your youth!

Can a prostitute live eternal youth?

For me this is a new experience.

Bataille says

that the labor of prostitutes regulates us all

but that it cannot negate the eroticism of youth.

The discovery of a historical truth is now in progress.

What does that mean? What did your body feel?

To associate with adults, your body makes you a prostitute.

That's against the rule!

So the stupid lie of goddam teacher turned you on?

No!

You simply got excited because you're pregnant, right?

No! I'm a pregnant prostitute.

That's why I felt something. Like now.

So you're saying I'm your client?

Yes.

Our rule stipulates to not hide anything from each other,

and to not sell anything.

I get the feeling that I'm now selling myself to Koichi.

What did you sell?

Can you sell that to me as well?

Yes.

But I'm not sure of what I'm selling.

You're afraid of bearing the child

and of having an abortion.

You just got turned on because you thought that sleeping

with goddam teacher means happiness.

You've turned Koichi into an adult like goddam teacher.

What opportunism! You pig!

It's fine with me to be a pig.

But I was the only one who felt it. And I'm the only one who's pregnant.

I'm going to die. Goodbye.

18 year old girl. Suicide by taking poison.

Morning sickness?

Hello little baby...

Hana ichimonme.

A balloon that can't fly won't fly...

Yasuko!

Yes!

Where are you, Yasuko?

I'm here.

Your friends are here.

I'm coming.

Hana ichimonme.

A balloon that can't burst won't burst...

When the girl who had just turned seventeen said farewell to this world,

there was no sign of sentiment or dream

in her ugly face nor in the bottom of her heart.

People will perhaps not believe in the unmoveable truth I've experimented with.

The fortuneteller said that there is no need to hurry with marriage.

One must be grateful to live for 10 years.

He also said that long life doesn't necessarily mean happiness.

But a short life is fine.

It's fine to be not happy.

It's fine to carry a heavy burden.

If only one can live a human life.

Not to wait until life is worn down,

but to burn it until there is nothing left.

Suicide by jumping in front of a train. 20 years old.

Watch closely.

They're adults, but they're feeling sufficiently with their bodies.

The woman is my mother. She's not a prostitute!

Watch closely.

Is what you felt with your body the same thing my mother is feeling?

It was the first time we held hands.

If only I could bring back this sweet evening in June.

Please drink the Suntory Red that I've brought along.

300 Brovarin sleeping pills. Suicide by taking poison.

Where and how is it different?

Oh, when did you come home?

Yasuko, tell me!

It's perhaps the same after all.