Dear Diary I Died

No, it can't be.

I just saw her yesterday.

She had a new boyfriend,

and her parents just bought a house that she loved.

I don't understand how this can be.

Please... Tell me it's not true.

Tell me you're wrong.

She was so young

and vibrant.

Say it's not true.

Please!

That was very, very good.

Thank you, Becca.

We'll be in touch with your manager.

Thank you very much.

Have a great day.

I'm home!

Mom?

Dad?

I had a great audition in case anyone was wondering.

Hey, sleepyhead, wake up.

Becca.

Becca.

-You're here! -Yeah, it's nice to see you too.

My break started early, so I figured I'd surprise you and the parentals.

Well, it worked.

When I didn't hear back from you, I didn't--

I know, I'm sorry. That's college.

Is that all it is?

Dee, I've been trying to get in touch with you

-for a while. -Okay, don't be melodramatic.

I know. I've been busy.

You're skipping college, so you don't know.

I'm here now.

So can I get some love, little sis'?

Lady di and becks together again.

-I missed you. -Me too.

It's so great to have you home, sweetie.

Thanks, I know. I'm so excited to be back.

I feel like I haven't seen in you forever.

I really missed you guys.

-Sorry.

Three favorite girls in the whole wide world.

-Oh. -It's great that you got that job, sweetie.

Uh, yeah, I mean, it's an internship.

-A paid internship. -Yeah, at dad's firm.

Hey, you're indispensable to Seth.

Yeah, he's, um, a great mentor.

Well, anyway, what I want to hear about is becks.

How was your senior play?

My blanche stole the show.

- Hmm. - -'Atta girl.

I wish you were there.

I know, I know. I really wanted to be.

No, it's okay.

I figured you wouldn't be, but...

In a perfect world,

I would've liked to have you there.

Oh, by the way, Dave got me an audition

-for an indie feature. -Oh?

- Wow, that's fantastic. -Dave?

Her manager.

Yeah, it'll shoot in six weeks...

A real budget and everything.

It's not one of those cattle calls.

It's... this one's major.

That's fantastic.

You're little sister has some great natural talent.

Aww.

Thanks, guys.

--I'm gonna get a head start, so...

- You all have a great day, okay?

-I love you. -Love you.

- Okay, dad. - -Love you all.

Okay...

I am full, actually. Thank you, mom.

This has been so great.

Oh! Okay, um...

It's great to have you back for a bit.

Dee?

Dee!

You scared me.

You look flustered. Are you okay?

Um, no, everything's fine.

Really.

Obviously something's up with you.

I wish you'd just tell me about it.

Dee, I'm your sister.

I have to go.

Whatever it is, just blow it off,

and I'll blow my thing off.

We can get fro-yo like old times.

You can talk about whatever it is if you want,

and if not... Hey, fro-yo.

You still think everything can be fixed with fro-yo...

And you're so right.

I'm driving.

And I'm the queen of england.

Nice catch, your majesty.

Becks, I...

I've got to postpone.

-Seriously? -I'm sorry.

I-- I wish I could.

It's okay.

I get it.

No. You know what?

I don't get it.

I thought you chose Cartwright over Stanford

because it's a half-hour from home.

So why are you never here?

Why are you ignoring all of my texts and my calls?

And why are you keeping all these secrets from me?

Dee...

I feel like I've lost the most important person in my life,

and... I don't understand why.

You're right, okay?

About what?

I did-- I did put distance between us,

but it's for a good reason.

Then tell me the reason.

You can't just say that and not tell me.

Okay, okay. I'll tell you,

but you have to promise not to tell anyone,

especially mom and dad.

Duh.

What's wrong?

Who is that?

No one. It's just... My boyfriend.

- I have to go. -Boyfriend?

You have a boyfriend?

For how long?

-Dee, how long? -It's like been a year, but...

Don't bother.

Becca, wait a minute.

Wait.

Here, this is Christian.

He's cute...

In a "fit to meet the parents" sort of way.

You could have told me.

It's complicated.

So explain it to me.

I... have to go take care of something,

but we'll talk later.

-Yeah? -I got to go to work, so...

Whatever.

Thank you for calling woods and Monroe.

How can I assist you?

Sure, I'll connect you.

Becca, call me back as soon as you get this.

Oh, I screwed up... bad.

I don't see a way out.

Dee?

I'm back!

Mom? Dad?

Dee?

I'm coming in.

Help!

Help!

- Where is she? - Oh--

-I'm sorry,

- but you can't touch her. - -Let me go!

My girl! Oh my god!

My baby!

Mr. Wilson, I'm sorry for your loss.

We're through here for tonight.

Was it suicide?

We're opening an investigation.

That's a question that many parents ask.

What are the next steps, detective?

An autopsy.

It's standard procedure for any apparent suicide.

Why? Why would she do that?

Everybody loved her?

Wait, the message.

Becca, call me back as soon as you get this.

I screwed up...

Bad and...

I don't see a way out.

See? She was scared of something...

Or someone.

I need to make a copy of that message please.

Maybe you should talk to her boyfriend.

She had a boyfriend?

She told me about him today.

Said they've been dating for about a year.

I think they were having problems.

His name is Christian.

-Christian. -She got a text from him today

and her whole attitude changed.

She got all distant.

And then I found her.

Okay.

Thank you. Let's go.

You awake?

You have to get up.

-We have to go pretty soon.

I know we haven't been close lately.

And part of that's on me...

But none of that matters right now.

And we need to be there for each other.