Heavy Sweetness, Ash like Frost (Ashes of Love / Xiang Mi Chen Chen Jin Ru Shuang / 香蜜沉沉烬如霜)

"Ashes of Love"

"Episode 45"

Phoenix killed my father!

Phoenix would never do that!

Phoenix admitted it himself that he was involved,

the dream let out by beast of dream was the proof.

I saw it with my own bare eyes.

Just from a dream?

This dream was Phoenix's dream of reality.

How can you be sure that a dream of reality is real?

What we see is the reality, how could it not be real?

I don't believe it!

Because I only believe in my heart.

Even if the world turns upside down,

Xu Feng would never be a murderer!

Why are you being all sneaky...

dragging me all the way here?

Guess who I saw entering the Qi Wu Palace?

- Who? - Jin Mi.

Jin Mi?

How dare she still step foot into Qi Wu Palace?

When she was unconscious,

His Majesty watched over her day and night,

we never stood a chance back then.

But now that she's awake and free to go anywhere,

I think...

this must be our golden opportunity.

You mean...

His Highness has been blinded by love and killed by this witch!

We're greatly indebted to His Highness.

We'll never live with ourselves...

if we don't take revenge for His Highness.

What are you thinking?

Trick her to Lin Yuan Terrace, then we'll push her down.

No.

The spies of the Heavenly Emperor are all over Heaven,

won't it be too obvious if we do that?

There is another way.

What is it?

First, we find out...

where Jin Mi's internal alchemy is situated in her body.

Then, we pretend to have forgiven her.

Ask her for a drink, for old times' sake.

Then we'll get her drunk.

Stab her right in her internal alchemy.

Blow her soul up into pieces.

Great plan, let's do that.

- Let's go. - Go.

And how do you exactly plan to find out...

where Jin Mi's internal alchemy is?

- Immortal. - Immortal.

If I had known both of you were so eager to die,

I shouldn't have saved you and took you back to House of Marriage.

If you were really to hurt Jin Mi,

Heavenly Emperor would never let you off.

When that happens, even I'll get dragged in.

- But she killed His Highness! - Yeah.

And if you do kill her,

will Xu Feng come back to life?

When I saw her just now,

I wanted to chop her into pieces!

But, then what?

Would I get Xu Feng's life back?

Fatal destiny, fatal destiny indeed.

How could I have been so blind...

to want to match up these two that were doomed to be?

Immortal, we...

Both of you better stay put at House of Marriage.

With the likes of you two, you'll never make Jin Mi budge.

From now on, just live your life peacefully.

Don't cause me any more troubles.

Yes.

What goes around, comes around.

No way.

No way I could've been mistaken.

No way.

I like you.

I... I like you too.

Fish Fairy?

Kuang Lu?

Fish Fairy, let's stay together forever.

Just you and me forever, alright?

Yes.

Never leave my side, Jin Mi.

The Yun Elixir actually broke.

Mi Er.

I'm sorry.

I'd rather you never know what love is than losing you.

Forgive me, please.

- Fish fairy. - Mi Er.

I'm sorry.

Fish Fairy.

I like you.

I like you too.

Fish Fairy.

Let's stay together forever. Just you and me forever, alright?

I know this is just a dream.

But I never want to wake up.

Yun Elixir?

What is that?

Was that really the Yun Elixir?

But why is it in my body?

Why did Fish Fairy lie to me and fix it?

Everything on earth has been arranged,

thank you for your hard work.

Yes.

I'll pay a visit to Jin Mi in Heaven Realm tomorrow.

I wonder, if she is feeling better.

Chief Zhang!

Chief Zhang! Chief Zhang!

The little one... the little one, she...

she's back!

Jin Mi.

You've avenged Water Immortal and Wind Immortal.

You've fulfilled your filial duty.

They would hate to see you feeling down and sad.

You should pull yourself together.

Chief Zhang.

I came...

to ask you something.

What's the matter?

In the name of my parents and Aunt Lin Xiu...

Chief Zhang, please be honest with me.

Where did the Yun Elixir within me come from?

How did you know about that?

I accidentally saw it through a dream from the beast of dream,

I even saw Run Yu restoring my Yun Elixir.

Restore?

It's gone, how did this happen?

It's true.

It really had something to do with the Yun Elixir.

That day, after I killed Xu Feng...

I felt a strong aching in my heart.

As if something inside me was being blown apart.

Phoenix!

At first, I thought...

I had...

I had this feeling because of my overwhelming hatred.

But it seems now, it was because of the Yun Elixir.

But, why do I have Yun Elixir?

The Yun Elixir was put in by the former chief.

My mother?

Former chief was torn by love, she was deeply hurt.

I've only ever loved the Heavenly Emperor,

you should just go and be with Lin Xiu.

So, when you were born,

she fed you the Yun Elixir.

With this elixir, one will be detached from love.

Without love, one will be strong.

Without love, one will be free.

This is the best blessing that I can give to her.

She made you incapable of love.

Hoping you would then be strong and forever happy.

Your mother only wanted what was best for you.

She just never wanted you to repeat her mistake.

Without love, one will be strong.

Why would my mother think that?

We can all tell that, unlike the late Heavenly Emperor,

His Majesty is loyal.

He has always loved you like no other.

He's truly sincere.

You should be grateful and never let him down.

But in my heart,

I feel nothing but guilt for him.

Could it be that you're still thinking of Fire Immortal?

I don't know.

I just can't help thinking about him.

When I think of him, my heart starts to ache.

Every now and then, I feel guilty.

He killed my father.

I feel so sorry to my father.

But...

but I still can't let it go.

When I close my eyes, he's all I see.

I...

Former chief didn't want to see you like this,

that's why she fed you the Yun Elixir.

Now that you've broken the Yun Elixir,

it's inevitable for you to feel this pain.

Stop thinking about what could've have been.

You're now a Water Immortal with great magical prowess.

The new Heavenly Emperor has risen with great fame.

He's well received.

You're about to become the new Heavenly Empress.

From now on,

all will be smooth sailing, and days will be a bliss.

Mother.

Thank you for taking care of me.

But even if you are my mother,

you should've never taken away my right to love.

I was controlled by the Yun Elixir.

There was much I did not know,

I've done many foolish things.

Now that I have broken free of the Yun Elixir,

I have no reason to hide no more.

Get out.

Seeing you in torment,

I am at ease.

You killed my mother,

your son killed my father,