High School - First Season

Do you want me?

Yes.

I think we should just go back to being friends.

I feel like I wanna help you, but I don't know what to do.

I like boys.

I only like you.

You know, there's a lot about my life that's shitty.

But when I'm with you, I kind of forget about all that.

Why are you so upset about this?

You've been using me as, like, a filler friend

while Sara was ignoring you.

You're really important to me.

- Did she like it? - She wasn't there.

Tegan, this is Cass. Cass, this is Tegan.

The girls are playing music now.

Wow! You must be so proud.

Why? They're not his kids.

So you've just been a musical genius this whole time?

They should play at the party.

Yeah, we'd love to.

I suck.

No, you don't. That sounded great.

I just wanna do a really good job.

How are you and Patrick?

We don't wanna do the same things.

When we have the most fun is when we're in a room full of people

and we don't have to interact.

What's wrong?

Okay, would you excuse me?

Of course. If there's anything we can do, let us know, okay?

I appreciate that so much.

Hey, guys. Thanks for coming.

Should we be talking to people?

How should I know? I've never done this before.

Oh, hi, girls.

-Hi. -Hi, Mary.

Ohh.

I'm sorry about... you know.

Thank you, dear.

Can we get you anything?

No, I'm okay.

Oh, Patrick gave me one of your tapes.

It's not usually my kind of music, but I loved it.

Thank you.

He's very proud of you, you know.

Well, what's new in your life?

Oh, not much, just finishing up with school.

Mom, are you sure you don't want me to drive you home?

I'm okay.

Okay, here, take this.

Hey, how's she doing?

If that selfish asshole wasn't dead,

I would kill him myself for doing this to her.

I should have never let her marry him.

I just didn't want her to be alone.

I guess I'm the selfish asshole.

No. No, you're not.

What is she gonna do now?

Hey, it's gonna be okay.

It's gonna be all right.

What if we're not any good?

What if we totally embarrass ourselves in front of everybody at the party?

Will wouldn't have asked us to play if we weren't any good.

But what if I'm not any good?

Are you kidding? You're so good.

And we can practice any time you want.

You're not doing this alone.

Oh, my God.

You're so cheesy.

- Shut up. -

I have this new song I've been working on.

Can I play it for you?

Duh.

That's all I have so far.

I love it.

Thank you for playing it for me.

You're welcome.

I'm really happy that we're doing this.

I've had a lot of fun.

Now look who's cheesy.

- -Whatever.

So I have listened to the tape upwards of 500 times,

which makes me the expert, I think.

And "Plunk” is definitely the best song.

Well, you know, I wrote that one.

And that does not surprise me at all.

It's really cool that you're into me playing music.

I mean, why wouldn't I be?

I don't know. Um, just... not everyone is.

Do you mean Maya?

Yeah.

Hmm.

Well, maybe you should tell her how much it matters to you.

I mean, if she's your friend, she'll get it.

I don't know what happened.

He was fine at the funeral.

I've never really seen him cry before.

Hmm.

Maybe you should try and talk to him about how he's feeling.

I don't know.

Things have felt weird ever since we had that fight a couple weeks ago.

Well, I'm sure that's not what he's thinking about right now.

Come here.

I can't wait for summer so we can hang out all the time.

Would it have killed them to smile?

Hey, Mom, anything else, uh, you need us to do?

Mary?

I'm okay.

Do you have anything to eat for dinner tonight?

Uh, I still have leftovers from the memorial service.

Um, those are over a week old now.

You know what? I'm gonna be back in this area tonight,

I'll bring you some dinner, okay?

See you then.

I love you, Mom.

I take my territory with me and right now, you're in it.

Well, we're still $80 short, so it's not gonna work.

What if we sold our CDs?

I'd rather sell my lungs.

Hey, you guys knock over a liquor store or something?

Well, this is just all the money that we've saved so far.

How's it going?

We won't have enough to buy a guitar before the party,

but we'll have enough before summer's over.

Well, I really do admire you guys for trying.

-Thanks? - Mm-hmm.

Why are you being so nice?

What's wrong?

I'm... I'm nice.

Also, um, I realized

that, uh, since Buck's death,

I never really checked in with you guys.

And I wanted to see how you're feeling

and if you had any questions.

Well, is it bad if we don't really feel anything?

There's no right way to feel.

Why did he do that?

I wish I had an answer,

but the truth is, this is one of those things

we just have to accept never knowing the reason why.

Ahh, the sound of summer officially starting.

I've learned nothing from you.

Maya.

I'll catch up with you guys.

-Hi. -Hi.

Sara and I are playing at Will's party.

Yeah, I heard something about that.

Are you going?

I'm not sure. My dance card's pretty full.

Look, I know things have been weird with us lately,

but it would mean a lot to me if you were there.

Yeah, maybe I'll try and stop by.

I'll see you around.

I was just so focused on getting into character

that I didn't pay much attention to the actual dialogue,

which turned out to be a mistake.

But as an artist, you have to take risks,

so I feel like on that level, the play was a success.

I thought you did a great job.

Yeah, I didn't even realize that you made up most of the words.

Well, you see, that's just my character work paying off.

Is that a new song?

Yeah, but it's not finished yet.

Maybe I can hear it when it is.

Yeah, totally.

I'll get it.

-Hey! - Hi.

Come on.

-Hey. - Hey.

Where's Phoebe?

Um, her mom said she needed her to do something.

I don't know. Sorry. I have to pee so bad. Tegan, will you go with me?

-Oh, yeah. -Okay.

I have to tell you something, but you have to promise

not to say anything to Sara.

-Okay. -Okay.

So, Phoebe got into this French immersion program in Montreal

and she's spending the summer there.