Monster

I always wanted to be in the movies

When I was little I thought for sure 1 day, I could be a big big star...

Or maybe just beautiful...

Beautiful and rich, like the women on TV

Yeah, I had a lot of dreams

And I guess you can call me a real romantic

Because I truly believe that one day... they'll come true

So I dream about it for hours

As the years went by, I learnt to stop sharing this with people

They said I was dreaming

But back then, I believed it whole heartily

So whenever I was down, I would just escape into my mind

To my other live, where I was someone else

It made me happy to think that all these people...

just didn't know yet who I was gonna be

But 1 day they'll all see

I heard that Marilyn Monroe was discovered in a soda shop

And I thought for sure, it could be like that

So I started growing up real young...

And I always secretly looking for who is gonna discover me?

Was it this guy?

Or maybe this one?

You never knew

But even if they couldn't take me all the way... like Marilyn

They would somehow believe in me just enough

They would see me for what I could be, and think I was beautiful

Like a diamond in the rough

They'll take me away...

To my new life

And my new world

Where everything would be different

Yeah, I lived that way for long long time

And my head dreaming like that

It was nice

1 day it just stopped

By the time I met you all...

Shame... all I want is a beer

How are you doing? - Great

Anyone sitting here?

No

Madam our services are for patrons only

Give me a beer whatever cheapest

So what it is like, a gay place or what?

Yeah

Hey, whatever, man

Can I buy you that drink?

I got my own money

I'll have a pitcher, whatever she's having

Look, I'm not gay alrite?

Well, it makes sense

So what are you doing here then?

My truck broke down, I'm a...

I got a pressure cleaning business

What's pressure cleaning?

You know steam clean?

Upholstery, carpets, you know, shit like that

So I'm just getting out of the rain

My name is Selby

You owe me change!

Fuck! I'm out of here

Oh, are you sure?

Get your fucking hands off me! you dumb dyke...

I'm not gonna fuck you for fucking beer ok

Stop wasting your fucking time!

I wasn't trying to fuck you!

I just wanna talk to you

I thought that if I bought you some beer maybe you'll talk to me

I just trying to have one decent night out, you know..

Just talk to someone before I've to go back to my parents closet

I'm sorry

You don't have to stay

So are you really a steam cleaner?

No, I'm not

No man, actually it's a real good job...

Pressure cleaning

You want some?

Oh come on don't let me down now

You ready?

1... no, you don't get to do this

Shit, I don't fucking trust you

You ready?

1, 2, go!

You do suck

You're just a sore winner

Yeah, winner though, man

Oh, man that's all my cast

You spilled some good shit there

I'm gonna lick it up like a dog

We need 2 more

What's that bullshit?

What time is it?

The bar is closed

Then why don't you take that stick out of your ass...

Now would be a good time, don't you think huh?

Now that the bar's closed

What you do for is that?

We had a good time though

Yeah, I know, it was fun

I'm sorry, I called you dumb dyke

I don't care

And thanks for the drinks

No... No Problem.

So see you around ok

Do you wanna stay with me?

I didn't mean... you know you don't have to do anything

Shit I know

Fuck it

Yeah? My truck's broken down

Ok, car's over here, come here, this way

All I wanted was a beer

But the day I met Selby I'd spent most of the afternoon sitting in the rain, about to kill myself

So you can understand

I was flexible, I mean everybody gotta have faith in something

For me? For me all I had left was love

And I was getting pretty sure that, I wasn't gonna love a man again

So I was gonna do it

And the only reason I did it was a five dollar bill

I knew I probably given some asshole a blowjob for it

So really tried to piss me off that if I killed myself without spending it

Basically I sucked him off for free

So I made a deal

I said God, I gotta spend this 5 bucks

But when it's gone so am I

If you've got something for me in this life, you better bring it on

And there she was

Just some friends my parents and I are staying with

You wanna take a shower or anything?

Goodnite - Goodnite

I can't believe you are here

Me neither

Can I touch your face?

Sure

Honey!

God Donna! Donna sorry, just a sec!

I'm sorry, I'm supposed to be ready for church

Hey, where's my shirt?

Look at this, it's 5 o'clock in the morning and she ain't dressed yet

I'm sorry about that

No, it's alrite

Hey thanks for letting me crash

No, that was nice

So when are you leaving?

Tuesday

But you know, I'm gonna be hanging out at the Moon Nite, around 5

About 2 blocks up - Yeah yeah yeah

Maybe I'll swing by

Alrite

You have fun at church, alrite

Who was that person?

She's just a friend I made

Honey, I think she was a straight person

Did you check your stuff, because she might have stole something

No... I checked it, she didn't take anything

Listen, honey, you cannot bring people like that here, what if Charles had seen her?

I'm sorry

A person like that... no Mdm

We have no business with people like that

I'm just getting some stuff

You'll give it to me when you get it

Want some sandwich?

Ham don't do it for me - Thanks, man

I'll buy it if you want

It's alrite

You'll pay me when you get it

How are you doing?

I'm good

I met a friend - Really? good for you

Hope it's not some asshole like the last guy...

who almost trampled you half to death

No, she is... real nice, you know

Thanks, man

Hang on a sec

Hang the fuck on!

You look good

Thanks

Man, you know what I'm going to give you the $5...

I got it. I got it

So you came

Yeah I was around, you know, thought I'll swing by

So where's your friends?

Well, I... I'm not...

You're mean

Can I ask you a question?

Are you a prostitute?

Yeah

I don't know

People like pay to be with you, it's wild!

Men must just line up to be with a girl like you

I guess, I don't know, not really, you know!

What do you do to them?

All kind of things, you know, whatever they want

How do you know what they want?

Well they ain't shy to tell you

Really?

Well shit, men are real easy to read anyway

Well, how about that guy?

How about him?

Oh, he's gay

No way

Yeah, man, look at him, he tries too hard