Heavy Sweetness, Ash like Frost (Ashes of Love / Xiang Mi Chen Chen Jin Ru Shuang / 香蜜沉沉烬如霜)

"Ashes of Love"

"Episode 36"

It really did break.

Jin Mi,

how could you give your all to Xu Feng?

Do you know that,

as I saw the dream shown by the beast of dream.

Showing that both of you are tangled in a lover's embrace...

do you know how much my heart hurts?

I would rather that you've never learned...

what love actually is.

This way, you will love no one,

you will love nothing,

and you will love no more.

Your little Fish Fairy,

he has nothing left,

except you.

Please don't leave me,

please?

Frost flower, why did you ignore me?

Don't you want to get out of here?

Liu Ying.

Jin Mi, I need your help on something important.

Since you have borrowed the beast of dream from Immortal Jin Mi,

then we should not waste this opportunity and hesitate no more.

I am only afraid of peeking into Mu Ci's past.

I'm here with you.

Greetings, Your Majesty.

How are Sui He and Xu Feng?

Your Majesty, both of them are safe and sound.

They've been born safely in the mortal world.

Recover Sui He's memory quickly,

so that they could grow their love for each other during this time.

Yes.

Then what about Jin Mi?

The Heavenly Emperor has sent Immortal Yuanji...

to look after Jin Mi day and night.

I wasn't able to get a chance to strike at her.

Never mind.

We can do it after a few days.

Lest the Emperor will use it against me.

I understand.

Have you made your Immortality Destructing arrow?

Your Majesty,

as the arrow is welded by my own blood and bones,

it is going to take some time.

Please give me a few more days.

Fine then.

I will give you a few days more.

Thank you, Your Majesty.

Do you still love me?

I do,

as always,

and I've loved you since a long time ago.

But I am in love with someone else now.

You are neither fairy nor demon,

how could I be with you?

Why are you so silly?

You are the only one I love, since ever.

I never thought that it's the Heavenly Empress who is controlling Mu Ci.

She is going to hurt Jin Mi.

No,

I must let Jin Mi know about this...

and warn her to stay alert against the Empress.

Jin Mi,

thank you for lending us your beast of dream.

You are very much welcome.

If it were not for your help in mortal world,

I am afraid that I would have disintegrated into ashes,

just like Rou Rou.

Did this beast of dream...

actually help that old friend of yours?

Jin Mi, to be frank,

the one who killed Qiang Huo with the Immortality Destructing Arrow...

was that old friend of mine.

His name is Mu Ci.

He was a kind man,

but someone has gained control over him and he was forced to attack you.

If you could not forgive him,

then direct your anger towards me.

No matter what you wish to do,

I am willing to endure it for him.

Please rise.

By whom your friend is controlled?

- The Heavenly Empress. - The Heavenly Empress?

I have no idea why would the Empress harm you.

It is better for you to stay in the Flora Realm.

If you return to the Heaven Realm in the future,

you must stay very vigilant.

My Lord,

the counter-charge of the silkworm is too powerful.

Actually,

controlling Body Decomposing Silkworm and let it feed on Mu Ci's power...

is not entirely impossible.

I have raised Mu Ci since young.

My affection towards him is no lesser than that of Liu Ying.

I could not bear to see him suffers in his agony.

My Lord, I know what you are thinking.

But to control this Body Decomposing Silkworm...

Father,

what should we do to control this Body Decomposing Silkworm?

Liu Ying, as for the method to save Mu Ci,

it is better for you not to know about it.

Why?

The reason is that this method...

will cause a great strain on whoever is helping him.

I know,

you will do anything to save Mu Ci,

even if it will cost your life.

But this is not what I wish to see.

Father.

No.

I don't want that.

No!

Liu Ying,

let go of him.

Let go of him now!

Let me go! I want to save him!

If he dies, my will to stay alive shall follow suit!

Silly child,

if you transfer your power to him now by force,

you will only cause him more pain.

Father, then what can I do to save Mu Ci?

Father, what are you doing?

Hold him up quickly.

There is actually no way to control this Body Decomposing Silkworm.

However, the blood and bones of a powerful man can be used to...

slow down the Silkworm in his body temporary...

and ease his pain.

However, this man, after losing his blood and bones...

will suffer a drastic decrement of power.

His body will be extremely overhauled.

I did not want you to attempt this previously...

is because I was afraid that you could not withstand the effects.

Father.

Mu Ci is also my child whom I have raised since young.

I know you like him truly,

and I only wish to see that you will be happy again.

Father,

I've failed as a daughter.

I know,

when Xu Feng was grounded,

that Jin Mi had stolen her way into the Qi Wu Palace.

That mischievous fairy,

I failed to eliminate her in the mortal world.

And now, the affection between Xu Feng and her...

did not fade but it has grown deeper instead.

If you could've been more useful,

we will not arrive at this predicament.

I've let you down, my aunt.

Alright, be seated.

That Run Yu too,

when he stands before others...

he appears to be so gentle and harmless.

But who knows what he is planning in his own heart?

Until what happened by Dong Ting Lake...

only he revealed his true self.

I don't believe that...

he has no intention to take the throne.

The moment he marries Jin Mi,

Water Immortal and Wind Immortal, as well as the Flora Realm...

will contribute to his strength.

If Xu Feng remains unrepentant and stubborn...

in his feelings towards Jin Mi,

the consequence will be disastrous.

In the end it is Jin Mi who has caused us all these headaches.

There is only one way left,

we must eliminate Jin Mi.

It is the only way to stop Xu Feng's feelings...

and reduce Run Yu's allies.

However, to lay our hands on Jin Mi now...

in either Flora Realm or Heaven Realm is highly difficult.

As long as our will is strong,

there is nothing we can't achieve.

Mi Er had gone to the Qi Wu Palace twice,

what do you think about it?

Finally, I have reunited with my daughter.

I wanted her to live free of worries and fear.

I would be fine if she liked the Night Immortal instead.

The Night Immortal has always stood aloof from the rest of the world.

Our family could live our days at a leisurely pace.

However, she has chosen the Fire Immortal instead.

Their affection for each other is totally unexpected.

It matters little to me as to how the rests of the Heaven Realm think.

What matters most,

is that the Heavenly Empress will not be easy on her.

We must not merely fold our hands here and watch...

what is going to happen to Mi Er.

As for us,

the Heavenly Empress will not let us go easily either.

Our peaceful days...

have now come to an end.

So what if I have to give up my days in leisure,

or if I have to fight against the Heavenly Empress,

I have no fear of it.

I only want Mi Er to be well.

However, her trip to the mortal world is indeed worrying.

If Mi Er insists to stay with the Fire Immortal,

who knows what sort of foul plans the Empress will design to trap her.

I am afraid that we have no means to circumvent it.