Angels in White/Itsumademo Shiroi Hane (いつまでも白い羽根)

It's not your fault.

If your patient pass away, there's nothing you can do.

You have to accept this fact...

if you want to become a nurse.

Every time you smile, I always think,

how can you still smile...

when you killed my sister?

Hey, have you heard? The principal is resigning.

What? Really? - Yes.

I heard some lecturers talking about it.

Wait. What happened?

What?

I have a secret crush on him.

It's so strange! I can't believe he's resigning now.

What happened?

The person I like...

is Dr. Bansho.

What is it?

Nothing.

Excuse me.

The...

The Affairs Office...

need your signature in this document.

Principal.

I'm not the principal anymore.

I'll...

I'll come back for it later.

No struggle, no arguments.

That's you.

Dr. Bansho, he...

He's not going back to the university hospital...

and he resigned from his position in the nursing school, as well.

The media previously checked with us...

if we plan to hire Dr. Bansho,

who was involved in a medical incident,

as the Head of Cardiovascular Surgery.

But that incident...

was not entirely Dr. Bansho's fault.

I think so too.

Even if the success rate of the operation is very low,

somebody has to do it.

Or else, we cannot pave the way for the future of medicine.

Dr. Bansho did not do anything wrong.

Then why did this happen?

Because... - Did the patient's family...

say something?

Yes.

They said that if we rehire Dr. Bansho,

they will file the case again.

It's been more than ten years.

Why do they still have to bring that up?

Do you want to go to that coffee shop in Aoyama?

Sure.

Who is it? Is it Shunya?

No.

You don't have to keep it from me.

I told you how I feel before.

After saying I can't let it go,

I actually felt so much better on a certain level.

I still have to write a bunch of reports.

I'll go ahead.

Chinatsu!

Based on the reports at that time,

her parents wanted to make an appeal,

but they didn't.

She was probably still in junior high school that time.

She couldn't do anything with her parent's decision.

She must have felt so much regret.

Her parents divorced afterward.

After she grew up,

she put it upon herself to find that doctor.

I'm looking for that doctor...

The man who killed my sister.

Then she found Dr. Bansho.

Yes.

But how did she find Dr. Bansho?

Her sister's surgeon...

should only have met with her parents.

And he changed his name too.

Because...

Because?

She probably just did a check.

Even so,

have you heard her say anything about it?

I think she might have told you.

If you know something, please tell me.

There must have been an opportunity for her to find out.

They might not be just principal and student.

Is it possible that the person she likes...

Dr. Bansho...

He's the doctor who killed my sister.

I can't believe we're meeting here for the last time...

in front of Nightingale.

Even Nightingale herself...

must not be able to keep herself pure forever.

Even if the surgery failed because of its high difficulty level,

but if that surgery can pave the way for the future of medicine,

I thought that was still the right thing to do.

But...

you made me understand that I might be wrong.

I lost everything.

I planned to start all over.

Every time you smile, I always think,

how can you still smile...

when you killed my sister?

Please always stay by my side.

I hope that you'll always be on my side.

Of course.

I was completely fooled by you.

It's such a shame.

I was the one who lost.

I'm sorry...

for not telling you.

I can't believe it. She and Dr. Bansho...

If only I was able to let her give up on her revenge,

this might not have happened.

It's not your fault.

I should have helped her more.

And even if she was successful on her revenge,

she has to live with this dark memory...

all her life.

It must be hard, right?

You still like her...

so much.

Honestly,

I don't know,

even if I'm aware that she would not be with me.

Even if everything about her...

become blurry in your memories...

with the passage of time,

but you still like her. This kind of encounter...

is once in a lifetime,

even if it's just one-sided.

I'll...

leave now.

Today, I have something to tell everyone.

Dr. Bansho is leaving the school...

for personal reasons.

Before you graduate,

the vice principal will serve as the acting principal.

Juniors, in the final days of your internship,

I'm sorry this has happened.

But I hope everyone will still persevere...

and complete the remaining days...

of your internship.

Yes.

After your internship,

you'll be able to graduate.

If you pass the national exam,

you'll become...

nurses.

Yes.

Jonathan...

call me Little Cookie.

They call me that ever since I was small.

One day, I asked Jonathan why did he call me that.

He said it's because I like to eat cookies.

Thanks for reading it to me.

Thank you.

Good girl.

Here, feed her.

Okay.

Lift the bottle up a little.

Or else the baby will only be sucking the air in the bottle.

Sorry.

Ms. Yamada. - What are you doing here?

Sorry.

What do you want to eat? - This one.

Okay, I'll feed you.

Eat some more. You have to get well soon.

She's almost here. - Yes.

Maybe she's already at the hospital's lobby.

Maybe she's already inside the elevator.

Maybe she's already at the hallway.

Mom! - Yuka, how are you feeling?

I'm doing well. - Really? That's good.

This is Rumi.

I'm the intern that's taking care of Yuka,

Kizaki Rumi.

Nice meeting you. I'm Yuka's mom.

Thank you for taking care of her.

No, I didn't do anything special.

Since Rumi came,

I've been so happy every day.

Thank you.

By the way, did you buy it?

Here.

Shiny and dazzling.

Can I stick them on the book? - Yes.

And you say you're not good with kids.

You're getting along well with her, right?

Look how happy you are.

Mind your own business.

I'll need to give a baby a bath later.

The little baby is so cute!

She would smile at me when she sees me.

It seems she's able to remember me.

Ms. Yamada, what are you doing?

Hurry. - Yes.

She's mad at me again.