Goodbye to Goodbye (이별이 떠났다)

Young Hee, what happened?

What do you mean?

I heard Jung Hyo's in a hospital.

What? Where?

Did you not know about it?

So...

I think you should come with us.

What...

can I do for her?

I don't know yet either.

And Mr. Jung doesn't know either.

Mom, I'll call you later. - Let me talk to her.

What happened?

Just put her on the phone. It's an emergency.

Jung Hyo's in a hospital.

You should talk to her.

It's my mom.

Jung Hyo's in a hospital.

Hello?

She's young, but she's going through so much.

This wasn't what we planned.

It'll get worse since it has started.

I hoped this wouldn't happen.

But it turned out like this.

Will it get better at any point?

It will repeat getting better and worse.

But they say things will end up just getting worse.

Then must we...

get rid of... - Yes.

Or it'll be a pre term birth.

But that's only possible if she can bear it a bit more.

However,

if her condition keeps being like this,

I don't know if she'll be able to handle it anymore.

This is all because of my ignorance.

I didn't know it would be this hard for her.

I didn't know either.

This is not a common case.

We can't know about everything just because we had a baby before.

Don't blame yourself too much.

But I'm relieved...

to see that she had someone else to rely on...

other than just me.

I think I'll keep staying here.

Why would you do that?

I don't know.

But...

it doesn't feel like I can turn away from this.

You can go back though.

Mother.

I heard everything from Min Soo's mom.

You didn't get a donor test.

You must be uncomfortable to meet her.

Just go back.

Why would you want to stay here?

Why are you here with that woman?

I don't know.

Why am I here?

That young girl isn't even my own daughter.

And I'm not here because I like Min Soo's mom either.

Let's go now. - Se Young.

I want to stay. - But why?

Why are you trying to take blame for my guilt?

It's not like that.

I'm satisfying my resentment.

Your resentment? - When you delivered Yoo Yeon,

I was not there for you.

Having no memory of that moment became my resentment.

You can leave now.

I'm going in.

It's from Mr. Jung.

I wonder if he came with her.

He should come with her.

Who is she?

Jung Hyo's mom.

Did he go to bring her?

Yes.

I'm sure it's better if the mother takes care of her own child.

You can go. I'll stay here.

Okay.

Hello?

Yes.

Ms. Seo.

You're here.

My daughter's real mom is here.

Jung Hyo.

The doctor said it would be easier for her to stay asleep.

Is she all right?

The doctor said we can be relieved now.

And she took various tests, so we need to wait for the results.

Nothing serious will happen for now, so don't worry.

What brought you here?

I guess I should be away for a minute.

Let her sleep. Otherwise, it would be hard for her.

What were you thinking?

She's still sleeping.

I'm sure you want to see her now, but please wait for a while.

I wonder...

how hard it must have been for you.

Are you talking about toxemia?

No.

I'm talking about being pushed around.

Everyone forces us to act a certain way as a mother.

"A mom should be like this."

"A mom should be like that."

"A mom..."

They force moms to only love her child.

And they say moms should not be afraid or feel pain.

People are harsh on moms.

How hard was it for you?

Excuse me.

Yes?

I thought you would understand me,

but I don't think you do.

It was not hard for me. Not at all.

Was it not hard for you?

I felt upset.

As I felt upset for a long time,

I felt hatred...

and loathing.

However...

Now,

I feel pain.

If I see Jung Hyo now...

I'm afraid...

this pain will change to something else.

I'm afraid I can't stop taking my medication...

because Jung Hyo resembles myself.

Did you know that she has toxemia?

And you didn't take the test to check the donor compatibility?

I guess you were afraid.

Do you really think little of me like that?

I'm not saying that you were afraid of giving your kidney.

You were afraid...

of being deserted.

You were afraid Min Soo and Young Hee...

would turn their backs against you once you donated your kidney.

I think you probably thought that giving them money...

would've been better to prevent them from deserting you.

Won't you do the same?

If I don't have a role to play,

I have no place to go.

There is no love left.

The only thing I can do in this hateful situation...

is earning money by working my own body.

You know it so well.

However,

your choice would be important,

but I hope you take the test.

Jung Hyo became Young Hee's everything.

She had an opportunity to come out to the world...

because of Jung Hyo.

I can feel...

how much she cares for Jung Hyo.

So?

If I took you from her,

I should at least help her keep Jung Hyo...

since she became everything for Young Hee.

I think you and I...

will be free only then.

I'll think about it.

I won't desert you.

It was my dream for all of my life.

I don't care...

if you become jobless or disabled.

An intact family...

is all I want.

So I will give my kidney to her!

Don't you get it?

Since I'm an OBGYN doctor,

I can't explain accurately, but that's impossible.

Why can't I do that?

How old are you?

I'm 67 years old.

She might not have a chance for a transplant again in her life.

Once she has a kidney transplant,

she can use it for about 15 years.

Jung Hyo will be able to live for at least 50 years.

But if she receives your kidney, would it last that long?

There's no one else now.

Unless she's in the worst situation,

it's best to get a transplant from a donor of a similar age.

Then isn't there something like this?

If I give mine to someone else,

there's a way for her to get the transplant sooner.

I saw it on television.

You're not her family.

And it's dangerous since you're old.

I...

don't have much time left now.

But I have too many grudges.

I must resolve such grudges...

before I die or go to a long-term care facility.

Is there really no way to help her?

I can see only after the test results come out,

but her blood pressure is too high and it's acute.

So I'm not sure if her kidney can hold out.

That's what I'm talking about.

Let me know anything I can do so I can do that.

When you get to be my age, you have nothing to fear.