The Smile Has Left Your Eyes

You're just you.

No matter what happens,

you are just you to me.

I need a gun.

A gun? Are you going to kill someone for real?

You're here.

It seems like you know who I am.

Yes.

You're Kang Sun Ho.

How interesting.

Is that why you despised me?

You called me a devil and a murderer.

Are you really going to shoot?

If you are, let's do it outside, not here.

I said, not here.

How is it to hear the gunshot?

Thanks to it, it brought back memories that I had forgotten about.

How about you?

If you're asking whether I killed your father or not,

then yes.

I killed him.

I killed Kang Soon Goo.

So that was his name.

I...

shot him.

Why?

It was a mistake.

No, not that.

Why did you do it?

Tell me.

If you made a mistake, tell me why, how,

and what kind of mistake you made to kill my dad.

Today,

I found out his name for the first time.

I found out through my father's killer, you.

If you were so confident about calling me a devil or a murderer,

there should be a good reason.

Before you came into my life, I was living a happy life.

I still remember it.

It was a shabby house in the mountains, but I was happy.

But you ruined it all.

My childhood.

My house.

My family.

You trampled all over them.

You're right. - So why?

Tell me the reason.

If you shoot me,

you'll truly become a murderer.

Don't become one just because of me.

I'm at a loss for words.

I shouldn't kill for my own sake?

Look at you pretending to be concerned about me.

You can shoot me if you want. But before that,

promise me this one thing.

Don't let...

Jin Kang see it.

People like you disgust me the most.

Is he not home?

It's freezing. - Who is it?

It's me.

Why isn't he opening the door?

Why didn't you open sooner?

Jin Kang told me to ask you...

What was that?

Come in. - Wait, what was that?

I smell gunpowder.

It's gunpowder from a gun, right?

Stop letting him control you.

Look at what's happening!

Come eat first. - Okay.

Ma'am.

What's on the menu? - I'm so hungry.

Kang Soon Goo.

First, check this out.

He was a murderer.

He killed Mom.

It was a mistake.

No, not that. Tell me.

If you made a mistake, tell me why, how,

and what kind of mistake you made to kill my dad.

Before you came into my life, I was living a happy life.

I still remember it.

It was a shabby house in the mountains, but I was happy.

But you ruined it all.

My childhood.

My house.

My family.

You trampled all over them.

You're right.

I'm going to pass on morning workouts today. Sorry.

So was this the real reason...

why you didn't search for me, Doctor?

How ridiculous.

I thought he was a police officer, but he was a murderer.

And he murdered his wife, of all people.

Drink up.

That's just your father's business.

It's just something that was buried deep in your memories...

and had nothing to do with you.

I feel disgusting.

It may have nothing to do with me,

but why does it feel like...

it explains so much about me?

And that's the reason why I'm the way I am now?

Kim Moo Young.

Kim Moo Young.

My father was a murder.

How very befitting someone like me.

Someone once told me...

that I'm not even human.

And that I was evil incarnate.

But he was right.

Are you saying that murderous tendencies are hereditary?

What do I look like to you?

We're the same in that way.

My father was a murderer too.

The child mentioned in the first chapter of my book,

the murderer's child, is me.

That's why I couldn't hold you back.

I thought that was the final chance that I could give to you back then.

But I regret that now. I was mistaken.

I only found out after turning 40...

that my father's business was merely his own business.

Moo Young.

The past doesn't explain who you've become.

What you are now...

is a testimony to who you are.

Don't let yourself get hurt by something unrelated to you.

Hurt? As if.

I don't get hurt.

No matter who your rage may be directed toward,

your rage will end up hurting you in the end.

It will hurt you...

and those you care about.

Did you meet him? - Yes.

You didn't take long. Did he give in easily?

Yes, ma'am.

Who is that guy?

You used to work at Haesan Police Station, correct?

In the autumn of 1993?

Here are the recording files.

As to be expected.

No one can resist money after all.

Contact him.

You're here, Jin Kang.

How was the morning workout?

Where have you been?

I went to see Mr. Yang.

I'm hungry.

I'm going to make ramyeon. Want some too?

Something happened, right?

Nothing happened.

Really. Nothing happened.

It seems like something happened to you.

What's wrong?

Why are you throwing it away?

It's all fake.

I made that foolish story up.

How is that fake?

Kids' drawings don't lie.

I guess mine did.

Moo Young.

I want to tell you everything.

I really do.

I feel like your parents...

were really nice people.

Seeing as how they chose such a name for their son,

they are definitely nice people.

But not now.

I'm hungry. Let's eat first.

I'm hungry too.

What shall I do?

I want eggs in it.

Do you want them too?

You dropped them.

My father killed people.

What?

Not just one but three.

He killed three people.

He killed people?

Please leave.

Moo Young.

I want to be alone.

Please.

You don't want me to be here with you?

Not now.

Let me keep this drawing.

It's all fake.

I made that foolish story up.

Hey.

Don't be late for the meeting.

Sure.

You look down.

It seems like you didn't get to use the gun.

Go listen to it.

You'll see once you listen. It's nothing new.

The youngest officer who worked at Haesan Police Station at the time...

currently is the detective at Wonyoung Police Station.

His name is Lee Kyung Chul.