Be with You (好想談戀愛)

Episode 31

Chairman, have some water.

Let the Chairman rest for now. Let's continue in ten minutes.

Okay.

- Chairman! - Chairman!

- Chairman! Hurry and call an ambulance! - Okay.

Chairman...

Mom.

- Eat while it's still hot. - Okay.

Be careful of getting burned.

I'll get it.

Hello? Yes.

What? The Chairman fainted?

Zheng Ying Qian!

Ying Jie, Mom, you guys are finally here.

When the Chairman was at the shipyard, he suddenly fainted

and his breathing and heartbeat stopped.

- No breathing or heartbeat? - Don't worry.

- Mom! - Madam!

An employee at the shipyard immediately performed CPR on him

and after he was resuscitated, he was immediately brought to the hospital.

Mom, don't worry. Dad will be okay.

Yes, Buddha bless him.

Bless the Chairman be safe and sound.

Merciful Buddha!

- Doctor! - Yes?

Excuse me, how is my dad?

It was an acute myocardial infarction.

The patient's condition is stable now and there are no problems.

But it is still necessary to do follow up observations and treatment.

So please help him fill out the in-patient paperwork later.

- Okay. Thank you, Doctor. - Thank you.

Madam, that's great! The Chairman is okay. He is okay!

Ying Jie, are you okay? Remember to rest. Don't exhaust yourself.

I am fine. You should go to sleep early too!

How could you be fine?

Man An.

I knew you would feel sad.

Dad.

If I didn't let Ying Jie make the decision

maybe Uncle Zheng wouldn't...

All right. Don't say these things. The Chairman is fine now.

You don't need to blame yourself.

Dad.

I'm really worried about Uncle Zheng.

I want to go visit him.

Okay. I'll take the day off tomorrow. We can go see him together.

All right.

Here.

Still awake?

How come you're crying?

Mom. Do you still remember this?

Of course I remember.

When you were young

your dad gave you this, marked with the name Ying Qian.

You still have it?

I always thought Dad would be just like this ship.

Strong and powerful

and no matter how many years pass, he won't break down.

- But now, he-- - Okay, okay. Don't be sad.

The doctor already said your dad is fine.

He will be able to leave the hospital soon and be that powerful father figure.

He is a powerful dad but I am a very lousy son.

I have never made him proud of me.

I only know how to get in trouble and make him mad.

He must feel very disappointed in me.

Who said?

In your dad's heart, you also have merits and areas that deserve approval.

Even I don't know what merits I have. How would Dad know?

Then why else would he place you in the Sales Department?

I remember he said it was to train me

and to have me learn from Ying Jie and gain experience.

Besides these, there are other reasons too.

Because your dad thinks

your unpredictability is very suitable for the growth of the Sales Department

and you can develop your potential there.

How do you know? Did Dad tell you?

He said although your brother is very capable

he has a cautious personality

and isn't tactful enough at handling things.

With you by his side, you make up for his shortcomings.

Then does Dad think I am helpful to Ying Jie?

Of course. You two helped the company grow.

The company has reached its level today

not just because of Ying Jie's contributions.

You have contributed too.

In your dad's heart, you are very important too.

The two of you are the most important to him.

All right. You are all grown up now and you still love to cry.

Don't cry any more.

This ship carries your dad's dreams.

Now it is up to you two kids to help him fulfill it.

I know.

From now on, I will work even harder

so that Dad will be more and more proud of me.

You are fortunate.

Your existence proves your dad's love for me

and also let me have Ying Qian.

So in my heart

you and Ying Qian are both irreplaceable.

In the beginning, we adopted you

because I had been married into the Zheng family for so many years

but still hadn't conceived.

I was under a lot of pressure. So much that I almost couldn't bear it.

Your dad loved me dearly.

He decided to take on all the pressure

and use your adoption to solve the problem.

Dad.

Where does it hurt? I'll get the doctor.

Right now

what identity are you using to do right now?

Right now, you and I...

have what kind of a relationship?

Father and son.

The relationship I wanted has always been father and son.

A real father and son.

So you think...

our relationship over these 32 years

wasn't a father and son relationship?

Men can only start learning how to be a father

after becoming one.

You are my first child

and also the start of my education.

I always thought I learned well

and did a good job.

But now it looks like

that is not the case.

But...

no matter how poorly I did as a father...

I wouldn't have thought I had taught my child to be

a yes man who only says yes

and begs

and doesn't dare to have his own assertions.

This time

you have really shocked me

Ying Jie.

You have made me see my failure

in these 32 years.

At once, a full

and complete failure.

Dad.

I am a businessman.

In public

I have to know how to observe

and know how to scheme

in order to be able to survive

in all those rounds of tournaments.

But at home

I don't need to fight or carefully observe a person's every move.

Because

I always thought nothing needs to be held back

between family members.

Because

home is a place where I can fully relax.

Dad. But I--

You want to ask me, since this was the case

why I kept the truth about your birth a secret

right?

That wasn't a secret.

To me and Qin Zhen, your birth

wasn't a secret that needs to be concealed.

It is because

the reason doesn't matter.

Since you are already my son

why purposely bring it up and explain it?

But...

you actually treated it

as a secret

and kept it in your heart for so many years

pitying yourself

and making yourself

suffer in pain.

What I want to ask is...

what is family to you?

Right now...

who is the one not thinking of the other as his family?

Is a being a blood relation

really that important to you?

Aren't the most precious things

between family members

the memories and feelings

that were accumulated bit by bit?

If...

I didn't think of you as my own son

would I hand over my life's work to you?

If I didn't think of you as my son

would I be so happy and proud that my business

can continue on

and grow under your lead?

If...

I didn't think of you as my son, when I thought

you also held a vision

for the future of the company

would I work so hard to help you accomplish your dreams?

Yet you...

actually...

thought I didn't think of you as my own son!

Dad.

I'm sorry.

It was because I was too scared. I didn't know who I was.