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Before my son, Shen Chun, wakes up, you must protect Shen Yi Zhen well.
No matter what you have to do, make sure to protect him.
Are we clear?
To get the painting tools, he went to the art store.
Then, he needed to find a place to paint freely, without disturbances.
And a place he could jump from after he finished his will.
Maybe the sky is the best place to be.
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Xiao Jun! Don't move.
Xiao Jun, Come here. Can we talk? Okay? Xiao Jun.
- Don't come closer. - I won't.
- Don't. - I won't move. I won't come to you.
Stand still.
Xiao Jun.
Did you paint all these?
They're so good.
I also like painting very much. But I'm not too good at it.
How about this? Xiao Jun, come here.
Tell me how you painted these, okay?
Come.
These are my last words.
What use do last words have if you are going to die?
I just want everyone to know.
About those of us who lived in Yi Zhen's body, before he disappears.
Did you ask the other personalities?
Do they also want to die?
Isn't there even one who wants to live?
So you didn't ask them.
You made such a big decision by yourself?
I'll just make the decision that they don't dare to make.
But you don't have the right to do that.
Your body doesn't belong to you alone.
Just because of that.
Because we share one body, we are seen as outsiders.
That's why we're in pain.
But you aren't an outsider!
There are a lot of people in the world that are like you.
In each of our hearts, there are different personalities.
There's one that wants to die. There's one that wants to live.
There's one that wants to give up.
And there's one that's struggling, suffering, and wanting to try again.
Those different parts of me, we work hard every day.
We fight, we struggle to live.
But you, why don't you have even a little bit of courage to live?
Xiao Jun, I beg you.
I beg you, don't jump, okay?
- You don't know me. - I beg you. Don't jump.
Please, please. I beg you, Xiao Jun.
You want to get rid of me anyway.
If you really wanted to save us, you shouldn't have been late.
- You were two minutes late. - Xiao Jun.
- Rules are rules. - Xiao Jun.
Xiao Jun, don't. Don't jump. Don't. I beg you.
- Miss. - Xiao Jun, I beg you. Don't jump.
The world is so big, there's a lot you haven't seen.
You can try. Give yourself a chance.
Give Shen Yi Zhen a chance too. Don't die, okay?
Please, I ask you to hold on, hold on one more time.
Shen Yi Zhen!
Shen Yi Zhen, come out.
Shen Yi Zhen.
Shen Yi Zhen, come out!
Shen Yi Zhen, how can you just give up?
No, you wouldn't. You won't!
If you wanted to give up
you wouldn't have fought by yourself all these years.
Right, Shen Yi Zhen?
Please don't go, Shen Yi Zhen.
Do you hear me? You don't want to die, do you?
I beg you, come out now. I won't let you die.
I won't let you die, come out!
Hear me? Shen Yi Zhen.
Shen Yi Zhen, come out.
Do you hear me? Do you hear my voice?
Shen Yi Zhen, I don't want you to die. Don't go.
I beg you, come out, Shen Yi Zhen.
I am Shen Yi Zhen.
I am Shen Yi Zhen.
I barely stopped him from jumping just now.
It scared me to death. Do you know?
I thought I wouldn't see you again.
I am so scared. So scared.
I thought I wouldn't see you again.
Do you know how worried I was?
Don't do that to me again.
I beg you. I'm scared.
Director Su, how are you? Should I announce you first?
No need, I'll just go in.
Dong Jie! Did I scare you?
You were so focused, you didn't see me come in?
Why didn't you knock?
This is the company, not home.
Where is Assistant Cui?
Why didn't he inform me?
I asked him not to.
What's wrong with you? Where is this sudden anger coming from?
All the people I have are like Assistant Cui.
None of them can help.
So what brings you here?
What else?
I came to talk about meeting your parents tomorrow of course.
You can decide those kinds of things yourself.
You don't have to ask me.
Tell me the time and location when you decide.
I need to go.
Why is he like that again?
- What is this? - Crush this medicine into a powder.
- Divide it into five portions. - This little into five portions?
Do I need your thoughts before every order I give you?
No. That's not what I meant. I'll do it right away.
So the weather is good today.
You probably got stuck in traffic on the way here, huh?
How did you get here?
By yourself? Or did your driver drive you here?
You can be straightforward. You're not too good at this.
I heard that you asked Dr. Bai to be your doctor.
Yes.
I initially planned to send her to Johns Hopkins for further study.
And Dr. Bai soon agreed.
This is the second time she was sent to the emergency room.
At this rate, Dr. Bai's life might be at risk.
I understand your situation.
But I must still ask you
to not put Dr. Bai between you and Cui Hao Yue.
In my eyes, she's just a little girl.
Things between you and Cui Hao Yue
is a burden that can't be solved or shouldered by her.
You know what?
When Xiao Jun was using my body, I heard Bai Xin Xin's voice.
She called my name desperately.
Her voice brought me out.
It's the first time in my life that's happened.
After that, I suddenly had an idea.
Every time I lose control of my body
and I can't fix myself...
If there was someone like her
who could wake me up, that would be perfect.
You must think I'm dreaming, right?
Am I to be an outsider for all my life?
And keep hiding?
Here, have a candy.
Thank you.
It has vitamins, polyphenol, and isoflavone.
You'll feel a bit better after you eat it.
Dr. Bai gave me this candy.
She said that when you're troubled
eating candy will make things more bearable.
She's a doctor, but she says such unprofessional things.
Did you see someone else?
Who is it this time?
If it's Mo Xiao Jun, can you tell him that
next time we meet, I won't let him off so easily.
Bai Xin Xin.
Do you want to be rich?
What do you want?
Don't tell me you're trying to sell me something?
Will you introduce protein, vitamins, or other health care products next?
All the people who know my secret have become rich.
Wow, really? So I should be a super rich woman!
I know so many secrets of yours!
I've met three of your personalities.
After they became rich, they all left me.
I was sad about it.
I didn't understand why all of them
just wanted the money...
and didn't want to be my friend.
Now I understand.
They chose wisely.
It's dangerous to be my friend.
After I understood that, I didn't make friends anymore.
I gradually built high walls around myself.
I built a castle where I was the only prisoner.
I abandoned all my feelings.
I thought I could do the same to you...
pay you, and have no other feelings.
But now, I'm not sure.
Bai Xin Xin, I withdraw my request for you to be my secret doctor.
I think you just got lost and stumbled into my territory.
This time, I'll show you the way home.
So stay away from me, as far as possible.
- And never come back. - Shen Yi Zhen.
Everything you saw, heard, and felt during this time will remain secret.
In exchange, you'll become rich.
If you feel sorry for or are curious about me, please stop.
Because there's no need for you to spend your time and energy on people like me.
I bring disaster to everyone around me.
I really don't deserve it.
- Hello, Mom. - Yi Zhen, how are you?
You haven't come home lately. I almost forgot what you look like.
Sorry, Mom, I am fine. I'll come see you soon.
Are you in good health?
Me? Except for getting angered by that old woman sometimes, everything is fine.
What about you?
Do you still have those nightmares?
Why do you suddenly ask about that?
Before, you often had nightmares when you were stressed or in a new place.
Fang told me that you went to the wine cellar the other day.
You don't drink. Why did you go there?
Were you in a bad mood? What's wrong?
Nothing's wrong. The nightmares have...
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