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I truly look at it as,

I'm not fucked up, the world is.

People are flawed, people are incredibly flawed,

and that fucking bothers me.

I hate it, it drives me crazy.

- Is that what's drawn you to wanna psychoanalyze everyone?

Yeah, I wanna know what their problem is.

The reason I bring this up is because,

every situation that I'm in,

when I feel like people are doing the wrong thing,

I feel like it's clear as day

that they're doing the wrong thing.

Most people are in the dark about everything, you know?

They're just going,

they're just going by impulse like, okay, what's today?

What do I gotta do today- - Why do you think

people don't think for themselves,

if there is a choice? - 'Cause it's easier.

It's easier, because it's like you can

just fucking sit there. - But, you think that

they realize that, that they know that it's easier?

No.

- What is it, what are you trying to understand with people?

With women, in particular, like your patients?

I wanna know why they do what they do.

I wanna know why they think how they think.

More of a guide, I'd rather be a guide like,

hey, listen, if you go down that road, it's no good,

you have to go this way.

Oh, good, thank you, I appreciate it.

And then, you go on their merry way,

and then they're on the good road, that's all.

You're here early today.

Why so early?

- I'm never on time, so I left early,

and I actually got here early, I don't know.

You have nothing better to do?

- I had things I could do, I just...

Well, there's gotta be a reason

you wanted to be here so early, is everything all right?

Yeah.

You hesitated.

Is everything really all right?

Can I put my feet up?

Sure.

I just, feel more comfortable like this.

I don't even know if me doing this,

is any kind of reflection of me.

I think I'm just doing it, because people fascinate me.

You're drawn to it.

I wanna help people with what I've learned.

Yeah.

Are you happy in your life?

Most of the time.

What do you want, what are you missing?

If you could have one thing in your life that's missing,

what would it be?

I want a boyfriend.

You want a boyfriend?

And so, how come you don't have a boyfriend already?

- I don't know the relationships I have don't stick.

Why not?

- 'Cause, I fucking love assholes and they're all dicks.

Are they dicks?

- No, they're dicks. - Or, maybe you're

doing something wrong?

- Nothing, I'm not doing anything that wrong.

Why do you love assholes?

I don't know, they're sexier.

Sexier.

- Definitely, your purpose is to try and help other people,

which is amazing, like you're a teacher.

That's probably part of your like, whole fate,

but another, also could be during this,

there's always gonna be something that

you're gonna learn for yourself that's very personal to you,

to your own evolution.

I remember messaging my mom

and she didn't answer me for three years.

Until I called her one day and I was like, bitch,

and I hung it up.

I got a phone call so fast, three years.

I'm taking about birthdays, I'm talking about everything,

and it took me to say, bitch, to get my mom to hit me up.

My pops called me like,

oh, you don't have to call your mom a bitch.

I'm like, hold on, man, I don't give a fuck,

you had a mom, you don't get it.

- I don't, I don't even know if I should be here, honestly.

That's what everybody says.

Well, I mean it.

So, the nice guy that every girl-

- I can't fucking stand nice guys.

- You don't like nice- - They're like, you know?

Fucking annoying.

Why is that?

'Cause, they're pussies,

they don't stand up for themselves.

They just let me walk all over them.

Right, I agree,

'cause you don't respect them, that's why.

They don't respect themselves.

They don't respect themselves.

That's right, and you can't respect somebody

who doesn't respect them- - No.

So, do you respect yourself?

Yeah.

You sure?

No.

You're a man,

so I don't know if you're the right person

I should be talking to.

That sounds a bit sexist, no?

Well,

talking to a man about men, seems like it wouldn't,

really work out, but I will give it a try.

You're here, because of men?

- I am here, because of men, yes.

Why is it okay for women

to be sexist against men?

Why is okay for women to label themselves,

as a woman, blah, blah, blah, and therefore,

I have to think this, this, this, this, and this,

you know what I'm saying?

- Yeah, I'm with you, I'm with you.

I think, and I get it, like I say,

I always have to play both sides, I have to be fair.

If I was a woman, I would say,

all this time they never got anything fair.

Nothing was ever was ever fair-

- Right, but is that the case?

Well, maybe these guys,

these assholes guys who don't respect you,

maybe you're that nice guy to them.

- Aren't I supposed to figure that out,

without you telling me?

Well, hey, that's what I'm here for, right?

To help you along.

Do you think or no?

- It sounds like it could be right.

I think that

in order to become better as a person,

you have to know the truth about who you are like,

duh, how are you gonna fucking fix the sink?

If you don't know what's clogging it,

you know what I'm saying?

You need to know shit.

- I know, I know. - It's why people,

they don't like that, they wanna live in denial.

- Yeah. - They want excuses

for their behavior instead of being like,

hey, you really shouldn't be like that.

Right.

Do you think that maybe

you feel bad about yourself?

So, you like, when guys treat you badly,

because you agree with them,

that you should be treated badly?

- I could see that being a thing.

How you doing?

I'm good, how are you?

Good, are you really good,

or you're just kind of good?

Honestly, I am spectacular.

- Really? - Yeah.

Why?

- I just kind of, feel like at bliss.

You know, when you kind of like,

feel like you're starting to be on your path

of finding your,

just finding your path,

you feel like you've finally found what you wanna do.

I feel like I'm finally getting there.

So, you think life sucks then,

you think life is very difficult and it sucks,

and you were dealt a shitty hand, and life sucks?

Yeah.

Why is that funny?

Because, it's funny that you think that.

But, it's my reality.

It's like, everything around me is like that.

Yeah, but the reality is that, your world,

is your world to make what you want of it.

And so, if you're blaming everything else for,

you having a shitty life, chances are it's your fault.

I am not married, no.

No?

Divorced.

Divorced, do you have a boyfriend?

No.

No, when's the last time you dated someone?

Like, dated or?

Like, serious relationship.

- Oh, it's been a couple of years.

Really?

Hello?

Oh, okay, so did you park on the side?

You pulled in the gate though or no?

Oh, you didn't?

Maybe you need to hear the truth.