The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives

So excited to go home.

-Did you have fun? -What?

- I said, "Did you have fun?" -Um, I had fun at the club.

I think the club unites everybody.

Yeah, for sure.

- Jessi, I need you. - Yes!

-Do I look at the camera? -Yeah.

- That is so good! -You look so tiny!

I literally look 12.

I'm gonna do the easiest one.

-This is not easy, Taylor. -This is not easy, Taylor.

-Turn it off. -What? This is hard?

It's two moves. This and this.

That is not what it looks like in the video!

Wait. Layla, are you still doing a Friendsgiving?

The only reason I say that is 'cause I don't know if I can come. I'm so sad.

Yeah, I'm still having one, but I need to...

Figure out who's going?

Well, anyways, um, any more TikToks?

It's the last day of the girls' trip

and there's been some drama, there's been some tension,

but there's never enough tension to not do a TikTok together,

like one happy family.

Wait, you know what could be fun

is if we have the table in the back and some people are on the table

and then some people are on the front.

I wanna rejoin MomTok, and coming on this trip,

I really wanted the girls in MomTok to see my loyalty to this group.

I know a lot of things need to change

in order for me to do that, and I'm trying.

-Damn! -Ooh! Wait, we look good.

Look at us. We look good! I like the formation.

Does this mean, after this trip, I'm officially back in MomTok?

-I wouldn't say that. - I think we need to take a vote.

You're like, "You have 12 more initiations

-to complete." -Vote, vote, vote, vote!

Am I allowed to vote? I'm just kidding.

I'm like, "Hey."

To be completely honest with you, like, I initially said it as a joke.

Haha, like, so funny. Do we need to take a vote?

I think the rule is that if you willingly left MomTok,

there needs to be, like, an initiation process coming back.

Should we take a vote?

And they took it very seriously.

All in favor, keep your hands raised.

Okay, Taylor.

I think everyone deserves a shot to redeem themselves.

'Cause I've been also on the other side, and I get it.

I am voting for Whitney because I feel like everyone deserves a second chance.

And if anyone knows that feeling, it's me.

She gave me that at a really hard time, so I wanted to return to her.

Alright, Demi, what's your answer?

I feel like we've made a lot of strides.

With that being said, I do know that there's a lot of tension here,

and I have to respect that.

-And so, this is more of a loyalty vote... - Yeah. Same.

...for Mikayla.

I agree. I don't think I can make a decision off of one weekend.

-Okay. We know Mikayla's vote. - Sure do.

Considering I was just screamed at yesterday, yeah, no.

I'm gonna say no.

Mayci?

What if you wanna vote for the independent party?

- What does that mean? -Which is nobody.

But you need to say yes or no I think.

Okay, then no for now. Because there's so much contention in the group,

I feel like it'll take some time.

Okay.

They're like, "Sorry, Whitney, it's not your time."

Um, that was rough.

I am so glad I didn't even try to get voted in

because after watching how it went for Whitney

and seeing how disappointed she looked, not worth it.

Let's go home!

I really think all of the other women would've voted me back in

if I was good with Mikayla.

I don't ever see Mikayla changing her mind.

So, does that mean I'm just never gonna be voted back into MomTok?

I told you. It's heavy.

There's no button.

- -Oh, thanks.

Like, come down more.

If it falls on my face and I break my nose,

I'll get a nose job, so...

Ah!

-Hey, how are you? -Hello! Good, how are you?

-Do you want me to bring these in? - I just ordered these

for you girls.

-Okay, I can't wait! - Yes!

Yes, Amazon Prime's the best 'cause it's so fast.

The best!

After Arizona, I'm really excited to get into the holiday spirit.

Demi is throwing a Christmas party.

Cam and Layla are doing a Friendsgiving.

Who do you think this is for?

-"Let's Get Deep." -Questions for friends.

I feel like this is a gift to yourself

'cause you love to, like, get deep with people.

I do, but I got it for someone who doesn't know how to be a friend.

Taylor?

Yes.

Here in Utah, people go all-out for holidays.

Halloween, Christmas, Utah just gets into, like,

the "home-making" aspect of anything.

At my house, we always start planning in, like, August, and it's super fun.

So, I want it to feel very, like, elevated,

celebrating, like, the end of the year with MomTok, all we've been through.

How do you feel after the trip?

- -I know the pregnancy thing was rough.

Yeah, yeah, that was rough.

It is so emotionally draining.

Because you can't figure out, like, what's going on?

I want so bad for this to work out for me and Bret

because I'm so in love with him.

I wanna know what it's like to do all the things with him.

And what our DNA would look like together, and what we would create.

So, what's the plan now?

Bret knows that he needs to, like, go get the varicose vein taken care of,

-and then, I know-- -So, the vein's, like, doing what?

-Like, what's the problem? -They say it's, like, suffocating

the sperm. Like, I guess

they said that the chances of you getting pregnant naturally

go up by, like, 20% to 60%.

So, we're like, "Let's definitely take care of that."

'Cause if you get endometriosis surgery and it still doesn't work,

he gets his surgery and it still doesn't work,

like, who is the problem? Like--

I don't know.

Seeing Demi get emotional about her fertility struggles

is breaking my heart.

I know how hard this has been for her.

But I'm also really glad that Demi's opening up to the group about this,

because it shows that she has a really vulnerable, soft side.

I know that she's been fighting and she can come across really fiery,

but the more we open up to the group about our struggles and our insecurities,

the closer we can all be.

So, okay, like, let's say you find out Bret is the problem

and it, like, won't work, would you do a sperm donor?

No, I wouldn't, but I would allow Bret to have sex with Layla

-if she would carry my baby. -Oh, my gosh, I'm dying.

-We were talking about that. -She's willing.

I was like, "Layla offered and I think it would be pretty painless,

-so it'd save us some cost." - She's had an orgasm now,

-so she knows what she's doing. -Jessi!

-Criminal. -I'm dying.

Ever. Hey, it's okay.

It's okay.

- Hi. How are you? - Hi.

-Good. How are you? -You wanna come in?

Dakota and I are not living together, but we are co-parenting.

I do feel like the decision to take a step back and focus on ourselves

has been the best decision for us.

There's really no other answers other than, like,

I feel, like taking a good step back.

Yeah.

We're fighting a lot less, and actually focusing on ourselves.

-You look cute. I like your outfit. -Thanks. I'm out of breath.

-Thank you! -That's cool.

-Green looks good on you. -Thanks. Really?

Ever, you got spiky hair, buddy!

-Oh, my gosh. -He cried the whole way here.

-Oh, he did? -Normally, he passes out in the car,

so I was like I don't know what

-his deal was. -That's 'cause you was with mama, huh?

-But-- -Dude, he's so cute with the little hair.

- That's why. - What? Oh, no.

Wait! Oh, my gosh. Babe, your mom took my wipes.

- Are you shitting me? -I'm not shitting you. Remember?

What do we do from here?

Babe-- Or Dakota.

That's not my fault. That's your mom's fault.

You literally don't have anything?

You gotta remember, okay? I-- This is a big transformation.

I just-- I'm trying to, like, get everything together.

It's tough.

Uh, who'd you make your bed for? Who you trying to impress?

- That's for you. - Yeah, right.

What do you mean, "Yeah, right"?

I've never seen you make your bed.

It looks like shit.

Uh, someone I saw online-- someone was like,