A Sister's Nightmare

No! Get off of me!

No! Get off of me!

No!

No! Get off of me! No! Please!!

Cassidy?

Cassidy?

Cassidy?

I'm waiting for your answer.

Would other members of your family be at risk

if I were to allow you to leave this hospital?

Is something funny?

Yes, Dr. Gershman.

Would you care to share it with me?

No.

I see you've been drawing on your arm again.

Do the black squares represent something?

Just a game.

What sort of a game?

What sort of a game, Cassidy?

Hey hey hey. It's okay.

Mama's here. Mama's here.

Come on. It's okay. Mama's here. It's okay.

I couldn't breathe. I know, I know, it's okay. Here.

That roaring in my ears. Let's get this off of you, okay?

Do you want your bucket?

No.

Alright here we go sweetie.

Under your tongue, under your tongue, okay.

I couldn't.

I know sweetheart. Let it dissolve.

Okay?

I couldn't get up to the surface.

I know sweetie. It was just a nightmare.

It was so real. I know.

The whistling. Everything.

I know. But it wasn't real, was it?

Hi Phil.

Sorry I woke you up again.

It's okay. Sleep's overrated.

Okay. You gonna be alright?

Promise? You sure?

Yeah. You're not gonna wake me up again?

I love you. I love you too.

Get some sleep, okay? And I'm right upstairs.

Okay.

I love you.

I'd have given up on me years ago.

Good thing your mom's not you.

What? Your mom's no quitter, em.

Face it.

We're not going to Jamaica or

Mexico or anywhere together

after grad unless you beat this thing.

You think I could be going crazy and not know it?

You're not going crazy, Emily.

Okay, maybe a little bit.

Tina!

Lighten up, will ya?

According to my mom,

tons of girls our age have anxiety attacks.

She sees them all the time in emerg.

They think they're having heart attacks.

Stabs right here?

I've had those.

Really?

Like when?

Remember when bigsley laid that surprise test on us?

Then.

Just please, don't quit your lessons.

Or, say goodbye to Mr. Hottie.

Cassidy.

Dr. Schwartzien said these should hold you off

until they could make you an outpatient.

Is someone coming to pick you up?

No.

I hope things work out for you, Cassidy.

Morning.

Hey.

Just the way you like it.

Thank you.

Behavioral therapy.

Aren't you already an authority on that?

Well I was hoping this site would give us

some different ideas.

Things we haven't tried before.

But all the same stuff.

Maybe you and em need a break.

I mean, you said it yourself,

the poor kid goes from one therapy to another

and you research every one of them.

Em's a teenager now and this might be something

she needs to figure out herself.

Thanks, Phil.

Thank you Phil.

You better get dressed. It's a big day.

Can I have your attention please.

Now don't forget you guys need a warrant

before you go outfitting your perp's car with a GPS tracker.

Anyone have any questions?

Captain.

Yes, rydert.

How many did ridgewood get?

18 surveillance cameras and 12 GPS trackers.

Are these strictly for narcotics captain?

Everyone meet Vic Monroe, Rydert's new partner.

Morning.welcome.

And the equipment is for anyone who needs it and clears it with me.

I'll be in my office.

Alright, that's all folks.

Smoke? Oh, no thank you. I haven't touched one of those

since my daughter was about that size.

Cop with no vices, huh?

Gum.

I chew gum. Sometimes I like to crack it.

Ooh, you're a dangerous girl.

Ah well.

How long you been in ridgewood?

Um, 12 years.

I moved here so I could afford to buy a house.

Couldn't see raising my little girl in a one-bedroom apartment in Portland.

That's where you're from, Portland?

Yeah, forest grove.

Used to be a small town,

and then Portland gobbled it all up.

Why'd you leave Seattle?

I had my fill of big cities.

I grew up in a small town, like this in the Midwest.

Friend of mine invited me out to visit him here.

Ridgewood felt like home.

Never been married?

Nope. No?

No, I never saw a reason.

No kids.

Alright.

Sergeant rydert! Look, I got a new bike!

Hey, great! Keep your hand on the bike, Brooks.

You know everybody around here?

No, just most of them.

Keep them moving, everybody.

Keep them moving. That's it.

Here, let me help you.

Lean back, that's it.

Good.

Light slip and let your legs slide up.

Okay, keep moving.

That's good, good.

Now try it on your own.

Thought you'd given up.

I would if my mom would let me.

Well, we just started.

Come on, you better follow me now,

or he's going to have my Hyde for leaving the group.

Thanks for waiting.

I could have called to say it was going over time

if mom would let me have a cell phone.

No problem.

So let me get this straight.

You sat beside

while you let some fat lady lay on Josh's hand?

I didn't let her, Tina.

I can't float.

Not if you don't get in the water.

It's not like I don't try.

I do.

Did I say a word?

Anything?

You're good.

Did your mom get an Avon lady?

See ya.

Bye.

Excuse me! Are you lost or something?

No, I'm looking for Jane Rydert's house?

That's her house right there.

I'm Emily. Her daughter.

You're much prettier than Jane.

Thanks, I guess.

I'm Cassidy.

Emily.

Oh, I said that already, didn't I?

Come on in!

Mom? Someone's here to see you.

Okay, be right there!

Cass.

Hello Janie.

What are you doing here?

I was discharged this morning.

I've been in the hospital.

Oh.

Well, you're just full of surprises.

I had no idea you were getting out.

I need a place to stay for a few days,

just until I get set up.

Wow, it's so private here.

Could do anything you want and no one would ever know.

Everybody watches everything you do at the hospital.

Am I welcome, Janie?

Of course.

Um.

We have a pullout couch in the storage room,

I'll show you. Come on.