The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives

- These chairs are cute. - I know!

-Thank you. -Thank you.

-Hello! -Hi!

- Hello. -How are you guys?

Don't Taylor's boobs look cute?

Thank you. I'll take it as a compliment.

Jordan invited the DadTok and MomTok crew over for a barbecue.

I think he wanted to get his side of things out there, which is fair,

but I wasn't invited.

I was so hurt,

as an anxious relationship-type person, like, I just wanna be seen.

And I felt like I reacted extremely poorly.

I wanted the girls to come to brunch today so I could ask them what happened.

I mean, it was at my house

so I feel like I deserve to know the details.

The way he started out, it honestly felt like a church meeting.

-He's like, "Thank you guys for coming." -

He's using-- No, he's, like, using a church voice.

- It was. - It's like this calm, like, quiet.

It was like, "Thank you, guys. I really appreciate it.

Things have been really hard."

-Like, I was like-- -Jordan was crying and so like--

- Oh, he was? - He did.

-Oh. -I was holding back laughter

-'cause there were so-- - Oh.

There was many different times that he would be like,

"Yeah, and, like, I've just been talking to my friends about it." Dakota and Zac.

-Yeah, we're like-- -And we were like,

"Mm, that's a problem."

I could see when they were like, "If it's reversed,

"if, uh, Jace and Zac had an affair with the same girl...

-Oh wow. -"...and we were to meet up

and, like, go ask her questions, would you guys be upset?"

I would have a really hard time with that.

You know, Mayci and Mikayla feel some sort of way about Jordan

and they're protective, and that's great for them.

But I think we shouldn't be bashing her husband

if that's what they're trying to do is mend this.

Like, we should be supportive of both of 'em

but understand both sides.

Something I've learned in therapy is we should use some logic

and not just emotion, right?

And I think that goes for all of us in all our relationships.

He did say, "I've been controlling. I was awful to her."

I was like, "That's a man that loves her."

I think that Taylor tends to defend Jordan because he is trying to make changes

and she wishes Dakota would do that.

So, she just sees any man maybe working on things as a good thing.

But even if Jordan's trying, he has been emotionally abusive,

and it sometimes feels like she just forgets about that.

Jordan is making strides.

Like, I will say I-- I have noticed some changes and stuff,

there's still behaviors that aren't okay.

But, like, after you guys all left the barbecue,

he, like, put the kids to bed, he, like, massaged my feet,

he was like being really sweet and helpful.

And I was like, "This is great, but why weren't you like this before?"

Because if that would've happened six months ago

-or a year ago... -It'd be different.

...it would've been like so different.

Jordan and I are still separated.

He stays at the house two days,

and then I stay at a hotel, and then we switch.

I feel emotional one day and numb the next.

But ultimately, I've done a lot of self-reflection

and realizing what I've done wrong.

So I feel grateful that Jordan's trying to make a change.

So, by the way, Miranda's birthday party is on Tuesday.

-Oh. -And so Layla told me

that we're all doing like a Miranda look-alike.

-So we're to dress to look like Miranda. -Should I go blonde?

Yeah, no--

-She has a lot of the waves. -She does do that, like, the crimper.

I'm really excited for Miranda's birthday party.

Miranda is now part of MomTok officially.

We all seem like we're cordial right now and friendly, which I love.

I'm hoping we can kinda keep this positive energy moving forward.

You-- You know her style the best, I feel like.

Yeah. I'm just gonna look at her Instagram and kinda like try to match the vibes.

Taylor's like, "I actually know what she looks like better

-with her clothes off." -

I know both, but...

Taylor's like, "I'll do the naked version."

Yeah.

Shh.

Oh, my gosh, you guys, the baby goats!

-Wait, they're so cute! -Oh, my God!

Do you wanna ride those with me?

Oh, look at them, Nora!

-We should ride it, huh? - We ride it.

I gathered all of us girls so we could have a lighthearted day

because there's been so much drama with Jessi, Jordan, Demi,

and I honestly wanted to lighten the heaviness,

and I thought, "What would be better than little baby goats?"

And I also have some really exciting news to share with MomTok.

Oh, they're hungry! I know!

-Okay, hold on. -He said, "Let me in. I'm hungry."

- -I'm scared.

The big ones are terrifying and they're kinda ugly.

- -

But I feel like this is definitely exactly what MomTok needed right now

to get out into nature, do some bonding,

and kinda just get our minds off of everything that's happening.

-Oh, my God! -

Get the big ones with the scary horns outta here.

I want the baby ones.

He's okay.

Oh, hi!

You guys, I have some crazy news.

-You're pregnant. -No, she's on her period.

Why is that always the go-to?

'Cause there's been five pregnancies.

-I'm not pregnant. 'Kay? - Thank God.

- Okay, what is it? -What is it?

Our manager called me this morning

and she said that Dancing with the Stars wants to choose one of us to go on.

- No way! -Yeah.

Wait, that would be fun!

They're gonna interview, I think, next week

when we're in LA.

I've watched Dancing with the Stars since I was a little girl with my mom,

so this would be such a dream.

I feel like it would be a fun opportunity

for me to kind of find another cool outlet outside of MomTok.

But, I think at the end of the day, whoever gets it is gonna be really lucky.

But what about the pregnant girls? Like--

Wait, you could technically, 'cause it would be following--

I can't work out for six weeks after my C-section.

- Okay, so they're eliminated. -Well, it's three month--

three months postpartum.

I knew she would-- I knew she would.

I ran the New York City Marathon two months after I gave birth with the--

I knew she would be the one to say, "I'm still gonna do it."

Dancing with the Stars has been that one show

that I've always wanted to be a part of.

What Dancing with the Stars is is Salsa. Like, I was raised off of Salsa.

I never had any dancing lessons.

I just love dancing.

I definitely think Dancing with the Stars could reignite that light I lost

with going through everything that I went through.

- Everyone start practicing. -

Okay, so, my birthday party...

Yay.

I... invited... Whitney.

Oh, great.

She did send me a voice message the other day.

-What did she say to you? -Well, she was like apologizing.

Wait, I thought you and Whitney were good.

So what was she apologizing for?

Yeah, Whitney and I are fine,

but when she left MomTok,

it kinda felt like it was crickets, and I told her that.

To be honest, I experienced the exact same thing

that Miranda's talking about.

The minute she gets what she wants, it's automatic crickets.

I'm really conflicted with my relationship with Whitney

because a couple months ago,

she really was the only person that was there for me

during the lowest point of my life.

But the minute I left MomTok, I never heard from her.

And then she became best friends with Demi,

the one person that was bullying me during that time.

It felt like that was calculated for her to rejoin MomTok.

I just felt like a little weird after that.

But I did tell her that she was welcome

to come by my birthday party if she wanted to.

There's no way.

I understand why the girls feel a certain way about Whitney,

but I think it's important that we try and maintain

a somewhat cordial relationship,

especially because we have a press tour in LA, coming up.

And whether they like it or not,

both Whitney and me are gonna be there, so...

You might as well invite Demi, too.

- I did not invite Demi. -Let's invite Demi while we're at it!

Whitney's gonna bring her as her plus-one.

I swear to God.

Hey, babe.

-What do you need help with? -I just need you to make the chicken.

It's all prepped. I just need you to cook it.

- -Yeah.

- - Hello!