It's Okay, That's Love (Gwaenchana, Sarangiya / 괜찮아, 사랑이야)

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My girlfriend...

chose a really perfect gift.

Author Jang.

Do you not...

want me to come anymore?

My girlfriend...

wants me to tell you, thank you.

She told me that had I never met you...

I probably wouldn't have been able to...

have lived this long because of all the guilt that I felt.

She told me that by caring for you

I was in fact...

caring for myself.

Thank you for everything, Kang Woo.

After having met you, I realized something.

Even though I may have acted strong...

the abuse that I took from my stepfather and my brother...

really frightened me, and scarred me.

Even as I witnessed the beatings my mom

took, I couldn't even do anything about it.

That weak little boy I used to be...

I didn't realize until now how much I resented him.

Whenever I made my escape by running through the road barefoot...

even though I didn't cry out loud...

I realized that I was...

I was so very much afraid.

That's...

all in the past now.

Yes.

I was just a young boy back then

and it's all things of the past now.

But somehow...

I grew up to be a pretty decent adult.

That's what I've come to realize.

Even if...

I do come back, don't acknowledge me anymore, okay?

But if...

once in a while...

you happen to think of me, and miss me...

then just take a look in the mirror.

Because you're me.

Okay.

It's...

time for me to go now.

Goodbye...

Han Kang Woo.

Goodbye...

Jang Jae Yeol.

Wow... our Hye Soo did it.

You're going to become a great doctor.

Okay, be careful heading home.

Okay.

What did Hye Soo say?

Jae Yeol's found his way back to reality.

He's now ready to start the real treatment process.

Ugh, so annoying. I'm still acting like a jackass.

Why are you hitting what's mine?

Nasty, hot tempered idiot.

That's the first episode you've had in weeks

so you should be congratulating yourself for it!

But why are you hitting yourself instead?

Do you want a beating?

Do you want me to hit you instead?

What's her deal?

What do you think? She's my girlfriend.

You two are like a couple of lovesick puppies.

- Hello. - Hello.

You watched what you wanted yesterday, too.

How old are you?

Being older doesn't give you the right to always watch whatever you want.

So what if I do?

What do you think you're doing?

Everyone in this room has a right to watch TV.

Without regard to age or gender, everyone will take turns

and remain fair in watching a program of their choice for enjoyment.

If we cause trouble over this now, then we're going to lose our TV privileges.

But that's not what you want, is it?

Hello everyone!

Hello.

What's with that expression on your face?

It's nothing, right?

- Did you sleep well last night? - Yes, I slept fine.

No, he didn't sleep very well.

Since you didn't sleep very well, you

should probably seek treatment for that.

It seems as though Mr. Jang Jae Yeol has become the leader of this group.

Ms. Lee Yeo Sun, did you have a nice breakfast this morning?

I think we can probably lower Jang Jae Yeol's dosage of medication now.

- What do you think? - Yes, I'm sure that you're right.

You are so arrogant.

Aren't you even going to thank me?

I even begged the disciplinary board to let you off probation for you.

Come on, is that really necessary between us?

Knock it off.

What was that all about?

That was my mom.

Your mom has been very patient. Stop avoiding her and meet with her.

Oh my... Mother! You're here.

I don't think I can sell the restaurant because the business is doing too well.

But Yoon Soo said that she'll give you the

money she's been saving up for a house.

So quit your job at the hospital and leave to go study abroad.

Let's go and talk about this at home.

Hye Soo.

- Hye Soo looks upset. - I agree.

Let's go. We're here to see Jae Yeol anyway.

I always feel sorry to Yoon Chul.

I worry about ruining his life...

and about how much will he have to suffer again if I have another relapse.

Do you ever just feel like leaving Yoon Chul

and running away when you feel that way?

Running away would be too easy.

So this is what I told her.

If she feels sorry to me

then be patient and understanding even if she gets angry at me

and just love me that much more.

Don't just think and worry about Hye Soo.

You have every right to be happy, too.

Mother.

I'll talk to Hye Soo and help convince her to leave.

I have a favor to ask of you.

Don't say anything to Hye Soo, and just tell her to come see me.

Please, Mother.

I will... talk to Hye Soo and help convince her.

Please put your trust in me.

Tell me whatever it is that you have to say to me.

Mother.

Mother.

If...

you're not going to talk, then I'll go first.

I'm so sorry to say this.

But even if you and Yoon Soo tell me that you'll never see me again...

Jae Yeol wants you to come see him at the hospital right now.

Go see him, and we can talk again after that.

Where are you going?

Hye Soo.

Your books are selling that well?

Author Jang Jae Yeol.

Since the news of him being a schizophrenic broke out

sales of all the books he's ever written

have skyrocketed through the roof.

All on-line and off-line books and has

made a return to the best sellers chart.

How does that make you feel?

Tae Yong called me earlier.

The radio show that I used to host invited me to come back on as a guest.

- What do you think about that? - Do it.

Go on the show

and shatter the uneducated ignorance that people have about not even

being able to tell the difference between a

shameless criminal without a sense of guilt

and a schizoid patient suffering from heartaches and pain.

I'll think about it.

And as for you...

I want you to go on your trip as planned.

Did you ask me to come here just to tell me that?

To tell me to leave?

Yes.

What is this? Are we breaking up again?

Maintain your loyalty to your mom.

I've already given her plenty of money through the years.

You've not been very nice to your mom, and doing this to her isn't right.

I can do whatever I want with my own life.

Even after I'm discharged from the hospital...

I'll keep up with all my treatment sessions.

Love doesn't mean...

giving something up for the other person.

But it means to achieve something.

Don't give up an important life plan that you've had planned, just for me.

With the freedom of your own two feet, leave as you had planned to.

Are you being serious right now?

Do everything you can to forget me in the next year.

But if you still aren't able to forget me...

then come back to me.

Don't call me.

As I'm sure you already know... I won't answer even if you do call.

As of today, I'm going to refuse anymore visits from you.

And if you try to enforce your authority

as a doctor to come around me

then I'm going to move to a different hospital.

Is it... that easy for you to send me away like this?

No, it's hard.

But I have to endure this difficulty...

so that I can face and tell your family in the future

and tell them that I've done everything that I could

with confidence and without any shame.

What if I go on this trip...

and end up meeting another man?

I'm perfect for you.

But if that happens...

I'll realize that I must've been mistaken,

and wish you happiness in life.

I'm not going to concede on this.

Just like how I came to realize the truth about Kang Woo with your help

you're going to go on this trip with my help

and come back much stronger, and wiser.

It's time for you to go now.

You're not going to give in on this, are you?

No.