Unspeakable

It can't be about punishment, or worse, revenge.

It should be.

I think you should testify.

I don't see the need to relive it.

I don't owe anybody my story.

The AZT doesn't seem to be helping.

You really need to take it easy.

Give the meds a chance.

Say I take that rifle,

and I point it at your head, and I pull the trigger,

someone's gonna call that murder, dontcha think?

I'm so sorry.

He's gone.

Will you marry me?

I want kids.

We don't really know how long I have.

Doesn't change how I feel.

I watched my husband become bitter, hateful, and vengeful.

They're all filing suit.

They're basically saying we sandbagged them.

They buried my friends,

now they're trying to bury the truth.

Canadians are another step closer

to learning the result

of the multi-year Krever Commission's inquiry

into the safety of Canada's blood system.

The Federal Court of Appeal

today rejected the Red Cross and other government officials'

attempt to block Krever from assigning blame in his report.

While today's ruling was certainly good news,

the battle is not over.

The case is now going to the Supreme Court,

and hopefully, they will agree with the lower courts,

but we can't assume anything.

And as the fight for the truth continues...

we continue to bury the dead.

It's good.

Lameck wants to cut it.

Why?

He says it appeals to emotions rather than facts.

Well, this is

the Supreme Court we're talking about,

so your oral arguments are limited.

Your best shot to make your case is with the written factum.

I know that.

So are you worried?

Every court so far has ruled in our favour.

It wouldn't have gotten this far if it was a sure thing.

Lameck is your lawyer.

He works for you.

I told him the paragraph stays in.

...Well, because, milady,

Section 13 speaks of misconduct.

There is virtually no judicial definition

of what misconduct is.

We all know what misconduct is,

or easily can find that out.

But it can be short of findings

that are the equivalent of civil and criminal--

We're out of milk.

Pick some up if you can.

Mismanagement can be a form--

Can you believe this shit?

These idiots are arguing

about the definition of "misconduct."

I mean, nobody seems to care

that the bastards actually deserve to be blamed.

I'm going to be home late again.

We're out of milk!

--for the most part, of criminal or civil liability...

Wait, what is happening here?

Uh, pan-seared salmon,

saffron rice,

and broccoli.

Who are you,

and what have you done with my husband?

I'm actually feeling pretty good today.

Even went for a walk.

Wow.

Good for you.

How was your day?

Uh, the usual.

I did, uh, run across one...

fun bit of news.

Oh yeah?

Um, doctors in Italy,

they invented this procedure called "sperm washing."

Sperm washing?

The HIV virus is actually only in the semen.

They use a centrifuge

to separate out individual sperms.

Then inject them into the woman

through artificial insemination.

I'm thinking that...

spring is a...

beautiful time of year in Rome.

I know what you're gonna say.

But I've been saving a little...

vacation slash artificial insemination fund.

Look, it's not just because

I'm afraid of transmitting the virus.

Oh, shit!

Open up-- open up the door...

I can't believe he actually fell for it.

"Is that suit custom made?"

I'd throw up in my mouth

if I tried saying something like that.

People like compliments.

You know, Brian's a smart guy.

He should see right though Chad

and know he's just sucking up,

but he eats it up.

You're a brilliant architect,

and I'm sure you'll impress your boss with your talent.

I assume that's why they hired you.

Thanks.

See?

Compliments work.

I knew what you were doing.

Hey! I have a paper due tomorrow.

Come on, come on!

I'm sure it's genius.

A-plus.

Because you are so smart and sexy at astrophysics.

Aw, a truly, truly sad effort.

Told you I'm terrible.

Hey...

Hey...

It's 9:20,

don't you have a deposition at 9:30?

Oh, shit.

I must have shut the alarm off in my sleep.

Whew.

Hi.

"Sorry this took so long,

but my dad said in his will

that you should get his beloved Marlin 336.

He said you would know what to do with it.

Lisa Krepke."

So...

how are Huey and Dewey holding up?

His two remaining t-cells.

He gave them names.

They're still there, hanging tough.

Couple of bad-asses, Huey and Dewey.

Um...

What are his options?

The only real option is a liver transplant.

Unfortunately, the government won't allow it

for patients with HIV.

How long...

How long do you think I have?

Without a biopsy, it's hard to know,

but, um...

we don't want to put you through that.

Based on what I'm seeing, your liver is already failing.

I'm sorry.

I'm just saying,

don't go in there with unreasonable expectations.

He's the Associate Deputy Health Minister.

He's the only one who agreed to meet with me,

so, no, I don't have high expectations,

but I've got to do everything I can.

You know, changing policy takes time.

Whose side are you on?

The policy is outdated.

It was instituted years ago,

when HIV meant AIDS and rapid death.

There's new treatments now.

People are surviving.

I'll be back soon.

I'm sorry.

For what?

For not being able to give you the life that you deserve.

For not being able to spend the future with you.

I love that you're fighting for me,

I do,

but I've come to terms with it.

The time that we've had together...

it makes me so happy.

I want you to be happy again one day, too.

Please don't be angry.

I won't be long, okay?

You're home late.

I want a child.

Then maybe you should find someone else to have it with.

I don't want "a" child, idiot.

I want your child.

Preferably with you around to help raise him or her.

I'm through talking about this.

I'm not.

You're not dead.

I know that you could die.

I knew that when I married you.

I understand the circumstances, okay?

I'm saying I'll raise the kid as a single mom if I have to.

Why can't you understand?

I want a piece of you, Peter.

Someone to continue on in this world with me.

I want to look into our child's eyes