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I love the term BBW because it means big beautiful woman.

You get a lot of men who come in and say quite horrible things to you-

- so, yeah, I think you really do have to have a thick skin.

People don't like it because I think they want fat people-

to be invisible.

So many people don't appreciate themselves for the beauty-

- that they are and web camming helps you do that. You pay for me.

I can't just not pay my rent.

People say things like, "Oh, you charge too much,"

- and I'm like, "Well, how much is a woman's body worth?"

Pussy sells more than crack, you know. And that's a fact.

People will push for bareback, people will push for oral without.

It's sad to me that I'm actually getting to the stage where I'm considering it as an option.

Right, so this custom order here, he's explained that he wants it to-

be a mummy and son video.

Just every day, yeah, it is really, really common.

I'll try not to fart.

A lot of people really love the feeling of being squashed.

You OK?

I'm not asking every Tom, Dick and Harry to find me attractive-

- cos of course they're not, but oh, my God yes, I am sexy. I've got it.

So if I know they're wanking, then I think a tip's only fair.

I think there are a number of, like, broken people in-

the industry and that-

- and I think that a lot of people do hide behind their character.

I'm fat, I'm here, I'm taking up space-

- and I don't give a toss what anybody else thinks.

Oh, Richard.

Oh, what would you like Richard? Oh.

Mm.

Eh?

Mm.

Well, I'd better strip all my clothes off.

Mm.

You want to see my big nipples? There we go.

You need to get them hard for me, baby.

Ooh, come and suck them.

I love the term BBW because it means big beautiful woman-

which is all positive words, isn't it?

And I think it's a great thing that the bigger woman can be seen-

- as sexy, I think it's empowering, it's brilliant.

You want to see my tight ass?

My big, fat ass.

When I first started I did not want to show any of my wobbly bits-

- but then I realised, well, the men was asking to see them-

- and I was saying, "Do you really want to see it?"

And they was like, "Yeah, it's sexy, it's gorgeous, its lovely,"

and they love it.

Mm, you want to see my ass?

- At least you know it works. - Yeah, I know.

Just don't know how to fill it.

Well, you did, didn't you?

Before I did cam work I was working in a home for adults-

with learning difficulties-

- but unfortunately that home closed down so I was left without a job.

It was quite sudden so I just sort of panicked-

- a bit cos I had rent to pay, bills to pay, and I remember watching-

- a documentary with my daughter about web camming and she knew I was-

- struggling. She actually said, "Why don't you try that web camming, mum?"

I wonder why they tell you to put water in it. Maybe they can't advertise. You put water in there.

No, I mean why, cos it's not water that comes out, is it?

It's not going to look realistic.

Can we try it without the battery? Do you think it'll come out?

Yeah, the batteries only makes it vibrate. Oh, right.

Me and my mum have been just best friends, really.

My mum actually used to be in an amateur dramatic group-

and she's just like an extrovert.

What did you do?

Did you...?

Did you squirt?

I can't. You naughty boy.

It's a weird thing to say to your mum-

- but because she loved acting and all that stuff and we didn't have that-

- taboo thing about it, it was just, "Would you do that?" And she was like, "Yeah."

So it just came out. "Why don't you try it, then?"

And ever since then it's just took off and I'm really proud of her.

She's always told me not to talk about sex or...

Well, not talk about sex but say, "Mum, stop it, I'm your daughter.

"You can't talk about that sort of thing." So for her to sort of,

- like, mention, "Why don't you do sex online?" It was quite shocking.

But then when she explained, you know, "You'd be quite good at it,

- you like acting, it's all about role play, it's all about fantasy,"

I was thinking, yeah, maybe she's got a point, maybe I could do that, yeah.

How sadistic I'm feeling.

I discovered my kink very early on.

I think I've always been kinky.

Assume the position! This feels too low.

If we could maybe move it sideways-

- and have it adjacent with this... sorry... with this...

I was 11 and my 12-year-old friend told me about bondage-

and I thought, oh, what's this?

And I kind of knew I was kinky-

- and then when I met my husband we explored it more and we were-

- quite switchy with it so we would take the different roles-

- and things like that and that's how we explored it.

I never joined the scene at all until my marriage was over.

- It's not too tight? - No. - Good sport.

That was when I was like, right, that's it, I'm going to go out-

- and I'm going to have great fun and go to the kink clubs.

If you can go a little bit closer to him, just step right towards him.

Sweet. An now do your thing. Right. So, where do you want me?

You know, I went from being a sub to a slave-

- and then I just thought it wasn't kind of fulfilling me.

I think the submissive in me sort of disappeared and then I found-

- that when I was being more dominant that I actually got more out-

- of it sexually and it's the sense of power and the power exchange-

- and the energy that you exchange with them.

It was a really good rush.

...his face and pull his hair.

And that's kind of when I thought, oh,

- I could do this and I could earn money from it cos there is-

a lot of submissive guys-

and not a lot of dominant women.

Get up at 04:00am to start at 05:00-

- just cos I want to hit the American market when they're just-

- going to bed cos, like, they're six hours behind us,

and then I try to hit the English market-

where they're just getting up for work.

If I didn't do that I would probably get up, have my breakfast-

- and think, oh, I can't be bothered to work today.

It's funny what the men like to see.

They like to see all the wobbly bits.

And women like to hide all the wobbly bits.

It's not really a kink I've got,

- it's just... an ability to, I don't know, attract men, I don't know.

I'm sorry, this is not very sexy, is it?

I always thought I was too big to be sexy so it was quite a shock that-

- men found me attractive and sexy in my body and that was quite an-

- eye opener, really, it gave me loads of confidence, loads of confidence.

The first-ever show I ever did-

- I was so nervous. Took me ages to actually start.

My heart was pounding, I just didn't know what to expect.

Oh, hi, baby.

Ooh, what would you like?

Well, it's like going on stage, isn't it? It's like-

you're in front of everybody.

Ooh, look.

Mm!

Ooh, that's it. Are you on your knees?

I know the men are coming to see me cos I'm a big girl,

- cos I advertise that I'm chubby, I'm wobbly so I know that people-

- are coming to watch me because I'm big, cos I'm wobbly-

- and because I'm older. I know that.

Oh, Shit.

It is scary but the men are just so nice, they know you're new-

- so they're going to guide you in slowly but it was fine, I loved it,

- I came off buzzing, I was thinking, oh, my God, this is great.

Ooh, look. Here we go.

Are you ready?

Oh, yes.

Oh, come and tease my hair.

Some of the videos that she was getting requests for,

- she can't really film on her own. Like, she had, like, a splodging video which was, like,

- where she had to stand there and, like, put, like, beans and, like,

sauces and all that stuff on her.

So I was filming it and it was quite funny, we had such a laugh-

- because the smell of it all mixed together-

- and I had to keep my mouth, like, closed and my nose closed and every-

- time we did a pause I had to go like this so I could breathe fresh air.

But it's, like, at the start we just did loads of videos and it was just so much fun-

- so it's kind of like a bonding thing as well, it's really strange.

She can do whatever she wants in the job.

Obviously she has her own boundaries of what she wouldn't do with people-

- and a lot of things she won't talk to me about because it's my boundary-

- of listening to it, so if she gets, like, a really, a dirty thing-

- that she's doing, she knows that she won't really talk to me about that.

- You all ready and set up? - Yeah.

How much are you ready?

- Very ready, Mistress. - Very ready?

I think you should ask for permission for me to sit on your face.

Can I have permission for you to sit on my face, Mistress?

No. "Please will you sit?"

- Please will you sit on my face, Mistress? - Once more with feeling.

- Please will you sit on my face, Mistress? - Again.

- Please will you sit on my face, Mistress? - Beg better.

Please will you sit on my face, Mistress?

I'll try not to fart.

OK, Mistress.

Face sitting is essentially a form of breath play.

What's the first rule of diving?

Breathing. Exactly.

It's done fully clothed so, you know, they can't,

- they don't touch you or lick you or anything like that.

Nice, big, deep breath for me.

A lot of people really love the feeling of being squashed.

Are you ready? Big breath.

I've got my upper part of my belly-

and then there's the bottom part-

and, erm, the guys love that.

What did it feel like to have the belly on top of you?

It was...

- Have you not got words? - No.

Yes.

Get a free view.

Would you like to be able to lick your nou nou?

Um, I think I'd pull a hernia if I tried.

I do class myself as a BBW.

I am fully aware that I am a bit chubby.

I know that I am. I'm honest about that,

- like I'll laugh about it and I say to my family, yeah, I'm a fat fucker-