The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives

Did he sleep with someone?

-If you wanna know, I will tell you. -I do.

-Right now. - Yeah.

He slept with someone I'm sorry, he did.

I'm sorry.

-I know, I know, I know. -It's not surprising.

Like, he probably has fucked everyone.

Dakota and I have been done for a few months.

But he still is, like, all about family,

and wants a family, love, loves me, his child, all these things.

I wanted to be with him, and so for me, it's very confusing.

That's where I think my frustration comes from.

This is just like my sign.

He is who he is. He's never going to change.

It's time to move on with my life.

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

It's okay.

I'm sorry, Taylor.

I do feel a little bad about telling Taylor right now

because The Reunion's coming up

and she could be extra emotional now.

But to be honest, there's never a good time to hear something like this.

Taylor and Dakota's dynamic is so toxic.

At this point, I'm not sure if I made the right decision.

I-- I don't know. I-- I feel like my intentions were good

because she wanted to know, she was asking me,

but now I'm wondering if I just opened up a bigger can of worms.

I'm so pissed. Not at him.

-Just him as a person. -I know.

Fuck!

And now he's having sex on TV.

I know, I know.

It's like, have you not done enough to me?

-And I had to move on. I have to move on. -You do.

Like, I don't have a choice. That's what sucks.

Yeah. And I think you're feeling resentful towards him

for making you have to do that.

I know we're, like, done.

It's just, like, resurfacing feelings of like--

It's just reliving them, the same betrayal I've lived for so long.

It's like, anyone that's ever been in this position knows

it's like, you're mad at you because you're allowing it.

I'm-- Taylor's allowing it.

I'm doing this to myself.

Like, it's my responsibility to let go and stop

and I just, like, am having a really hard time doing that.

So, it's just like, I'm mad at me.

- Taylor, stop. -No, I just wanna know.

- - Taylor.

-I just wanna know why. - Know what?

-Why. - Why what?

-If he enjoyed it. -Taylor, you don't need to know that.

You don't need to know that.

Hello?

Hello.

I just wanna know if you, like, enjoyed it.

- Taylor-- -I'm freaking so sad

because you made me do this, and I didn't want it.

And then, you go and have sex on TV.

- No, I wanted-- -But you did have sex on TV.

Don't say no, you did.

I didn't enjoy it, Taylor.

-Of course, I didn't. -Oh, you didn't? You didn't finish?

No.

Did you finish? No? Did you finish?

- Yeah. - Okay. So you did enjoy it.

- What do you mean? -You enjoyed it, then.

I can still have sex and it not be enjoyable.

Do you feel better?

As if you didn't harm me enough,

as if I didn't have to leave you already?

If I didn't hurt you enough?

Well, who was the one that was always pushing me away? You!

Was I ever pushing you away the entire relationship?

No, Taylor, never. I never didn't want you.

You made it impossible for me. You made it impossible for me.

I hate how toxic this situation is for Taylor.

It is ruining her day by day.

And I am so hoping that The Bachelorette is a really good detox for her

to truly move on.

Sorry, I moved on. Like, what do you want from me?

You moved on, you have another man that you apparently love so much.

I never said love.

Yeah, 'cause you don't like him.

Do you love the girl you fucked?

Fuck, no!

Do you even know her?

I mean, no, not really.

So you just fucked some random hoe?

-On TV? - Yeah.

Congrats. You win.

Shh.

Babe, spill the tea. What happened at the villa?

It was crazy. What do you wanna know?

Who do you-- What do you wanna hear about first?

- Start from the beginning. Like-- -'Cause you actually don't know like

-pretty much anything? -No.

-Tell me everything. - Okay.

Zac has been back from the DadTok trip for a couple of days,

and to be honest, I've been so busy with Dancing with the Stars,

work, and taking care of the kids,

I haven't even had time to talk to him about what happened.

All I know so far is that

Zac talked to Marciano more about what happened with Demi.

I actually talked to Marciano for like an hour

and surprisingly, I trust him, personally, more than I trust Demi

based on my personal experience with her

and how manipulative I think she is as a human being.

I'm dying to hear more about what actually happened.

One of my biggest takeaways from the villa is that

there is two sides to, like, all these stories that are being told.

Like, the first dinner, we all wore black,

'cause we were like, it's Marciano's funeral.

Like, we were all planning on just going HAM.

And then, we-- we talked to him and he--

Like, babe, he really was...

not a good guy, but, like, you could just tell,

like, he does have some genuine remorse.

He was just like, "No, like, I messed up. I felt bad about this.

"But, like, I don't know how to handle the situation.

This is what happened."

He kissed Demi before he left.

And then, he also said, when they went up into the bathroom,

they did more-- more than talking.

Like, I talked to Hannah, and Hannah's like,

"Yeah, when Marciano and Demi went outside,

-like, they talked for six hours." - I know.

I've always had a feeling

that Demi was lying about the whole Marciano situation.

Even the kumbaya didn't seem genuine to me.

I never wanted to talk about this.

That was the reason of me being like, "Please, Jen, don't bring this up."

I obviously wanna walk outta here and be like, "Oh, I understand Demi."

Like, "I can see her. I wanna move forward."

But to be honest, I'm even more confused now.

I think a lot of the girls are trying to move past everything that happened.

But to be honest, I'm having a hard time looking past it

because I don't think that she should just get away

with treating everyone like crap

and then just pretend like nothing happened.

I kind of want to set the record straight.

We'll see what happens at The Reunion.

Thoughts and prayers. We're gonna need it.

Like, I've been on Jordan's biased side. I've been like, "Oh, Marciano."

It wasn't until I talked to Marciano--

Even after Jordan found out about the affair,

Jessi continued to talk to him.

I think we've put so much blame on Marciano--

"Marciano this, Marciano that, this horrible, evil guy."

I'm like, it is just as much Demi and Jessi, if not more,

'cause they were the married ones, Marciano's single.

So, they're way more in fault than-- than him, in my opinion.

I don't know exactly what happened between Marciano and Demi.

I don't think anyone's ever gonna know.

I think that the story Bret and Demi are telling isn't true.

The Reunion is coming up.

If anyone does call out me or my wife, I'm gonna be defensive.

I guess we'll see how it goes.

Sooner or later, everything will come out, unfortunately,

-so... - Yeah.

But anyways, Dakota...

somehow ended up hooking up with a chick and...

- And he had sex with her. -...and he had sex with her.

Ugh. Oh, my gosh.

Next morning, he seemed really happy.

'Cause he was slapping cheeks!

And now, hearing a little bit more of what actually happened at the villa,

especially with Dakota and some of the girls there,

I definitely think Taylor is gonna lose her shiz.

Honestly, going there and seeing the single life,

it made me realize I would--

Like-- Like, I honestly just felt bad for Dakota and Chase.

I'm like, "I would never wanna do this."

- -Instead, we'd rather do this.

-I would rather do this. -

Yeah. He's got the best of the best.

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