The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives

Come here, sweetie.

Be good for Daddy, please, okay?

He's so awake right now, huh?

He knows it's party time. Say, "Party!"

Well, Jen hasn't been responding to me.

-So, I'm just gonna head over there-- - You're gonna go just see?

-Yeah, I'm just gonna knock on the door. - Okay.

Mayci's invited all of the girls

to go support her for this pickleball tournament

that she's hosting in Scottsdale, Arizona.

Jen and I were gonna ride to the airport together,

and this morning, she's completely MIA.

Technically, I'm not back in "MomTok"

but I'm so grateful that Mayci invited me on this trip

because it's gonna give me the chance to rekindle

and, hopefully, mend some relationships that really need mending.

Jen, how are you?

-Can I come in? -Yeah.

Okay. Oh, gosh.

You don't need to apologize for that. Oh, gosh.

- It's been a lot. -It looks like fun!

Looks like there was a party here.

-What, to go? -Uh, t-- No.

Um, I'm so confused, when we were talking yesterday,

you seemed like-- that everything was okay.

I think I first started feeling depressed

when I realized what needed to change in my life and in my marriage.

But it wasn't until after I found out I was pregnant

that I truly hit rock bottom.

What ha-- What happened?

Oh, Jen. Oh, my God.

You don't have to.

Zac and I were driving in the car...

and I-I don't know what got into me...

but I just...

had a thought that...

that I don't wanna be here anymore.

And you're exactly right.

I never thought I would get to this point.

And I don't want anyone to think of me any different.

Don't feel bad. Don't feel bad. You take care of yourself first.

That's the priority. Always.

-Yeah. -No matter what.

So, when somebody asks me like, "Hey, why is Jen not here?"

-Yeah? -What do you want me to say?

Um...

yeah.

You're fine.

I don't know how comfortable I feel leaving without Zac being here.

Let me clean up some of this food.

I'm sad Jen's not gonna be able to come to Scottsdale with all of us

because it's gonna feel like a part of MomTok is missing.

But I think she's making the right decision

to focus and prioritize her mental health.

I don't really know what I can do,

but what I'm gonna try and do is just cheer her up.

Oh, my gosh, stop.

Stop!

You're kidding me!

Oh, my God! Jen, no!

Ooh, I could get used to traveling like this.

Instantly take it off. Woo!

-Yeah, of course. Have a good day! -Thank you.

- Party bus! - Thank you.

- -Thank you!

Oh, a stripper pole!

Yay, fun! I've never been on a stripper pole!

- Oh, wait, that's cute! - This is so cool.

MomTok's girls' trips, I mean, it could go one or two ways,

sometimes it's connecting, sometimes it's disconnecting.

But I'm really hoping me going on this trip

will be a huge turning point with me

and the relationship as a whole in MomTok.

Everyone has to take one go 'cause it's actually really fun!

I was just gonna, like, do the little leg swing.

-Is your coochie healed? - No!

-This is not a good idea! - No!

No, you literally could, like, bleed out, dude.

- You can bleed out? - Yes!

- No, I don't have stitches. -No, but you're healing on the inside too.

-Be careful. Be careful. -Alright.

'Kay, where's Jen? What's happening?

-What's going on with that? - You guys are her besties, so.

Yeah, no, she's really sick.

Jen not wanting to come to Scottsdale,

I genuinely believe she's scared to face me and Jessi, specifically.

I think she's just being a coward.

Check your phone if it wasn't obvious at all!

No, my favorite was when you were,

like, in the airport for, like, five seconds,

and you're like, "Hi, babe, I miss you,"

and I was like, "Didn't he just drop you off?"

No, he didn't. I had to go a whole car ride without him!

Oh, okay.

See, but here's the thing, we're together a lot throughout the day,

but he-- we also have our different routines.

Like, he'll go to the gym for a couple hours,

he goes and works and stuff, but, like, we're always in contact.

Like, we never run out of things to talk about.

I did hear that Bret did sleep with someone

in Mayci's Sinner Sunday confession box, but it's never been confirmed.

I think Demi, maybe, she is projecting, like, this perfect relationship

'cause I've seen it a lot here, especially in Utah.

They want everyone to think that they have, like,

this perfect family and whatever.

It's overcompensation for something and I don't know what.

But think about it, when you had, like, best friends growing up,

like, you guys were, like, attached at the hip,

that's kinda how Bret and I are.

-'Kay, ready? - Yes!

I got asked to host the USA Pickleball Celebrity Tournament in Arizona

and I'm so excited.

I have a lot planned for this trip.

I hope there are enough distractions

to where the girls can just avoid the usual drama and love one another.

Let's do this, girls.

- Look! - Woo, it's fancy!

My ass is asleep.

Scottsdale! Scottsdale!

Woo! Woo!

We arrived to the villa and it is absolutely gorgeous.

Oh!

It has a pool, and a hot tub and a big open living room,

so if we're gonna fight this weekend, at least we have a mansion to do it in.

- Hi, how are you? -Hi.

Thanks for hugging me, my other friends just went straight through.

- This is nice. Taylor! - What?

Do you wanna be in this room with me?

Look, y-- This can be your bed, Tay. You can have your own bed.

-I don't mind sleeping on the bunk bed. - No, you're postpartum--

-No, I know, but I really don't mind it! - I don't either.

No, I'm gonna sleep on the bunk bed.

I honestly will sleep wherever, you guys.

- Where'd the girls go? -Grape is my favorite one.

Where'd the saints go?

-There's the pickleball queen! - There she is!

We were wondering where you whores were.

-"You whores"? - This is the party room.

It seems like it.

- It is gonna be. -Not at all.

Yes, question of the day: where's Jen?

Well, she's not here. She's back at home.

Where is she? Where is she and why?

She is pregnant.

I'm shocked to hear that Jen's pregnant.

I don't think it's the ideal time to have a baby

because her and Zac have been struggling.

But it is making sense that she's been a little off.

But it doesn't excuse the behavior and treating your friends badly.

-No, I was shocked too. -Are we shocked, though?

It never is planned, but she doesn't, like, protect at all.

So, I feel like if you're not protecting, you're planning.

What is Zac thinking with, like, all the chaos that's been happening?

A Band-Aid baby! Yay.

What?

The babies don't Band-Aid anything.

I am so shocked. All of us have been pregnant.

All of us have experienced modes of depression.

And I'm just feeling like there's no relatability going on

right now, just, like, harping on her for not coming on this trip.

And right now, there needs to be more understanding.

- Should we go? - Yes, let's get ready.

-Okay! -Get slutty.

Half of my suitcase is shoes, by the way.

I feel like I smell like a freaking onion.

- I don't think you do. - I think I do.

- I love Poppi. I am obsessed... - I'm going with this bad boy.

Oh, my gosh.

I love it!

-Wait, this is so cute. - Yeah, cute. They have

a little menu right here.

"Serve & sip, the classic dirty pop."

-So, which one's that one? This one? - This one. This one.

-Wait, yum. -Is it good?

Yeah.

This smells so good!

Okay, so cute.

Ooh, they actually have name things.

- How does this feel? - Tay, you look so good.

- Very cute, Tay. - Alright, who's saying the prayer?

-Okay, prayer, guys. Whitney. - Okay, ready?

Dear heavenly Father, we're so grateful for this day

and to be able to be together as a MomTok family?

Please bless this food

and bless that we can clear the air tonight

and just, hopefully, get even closer than we are now.