Survivor - Forty-Fourth Season

Seriously, both of you guys.

You knew I was paranoid all day.

You did it all day.

Once.

We get back to camp.

I say, "Carolyn, I need to talk to you.

"Carolyn, I need to talk to you.

"Carolyn, we need to sit down, and we need to talk

about Tribal Council." Because the two people

that she trusts the most-- Carson and I--

left Carolyn out of the vote.

Frannie. That's three votes Frannie.

Frannie was such a juicy target.

It was impossible not to vote her out.

I could not resist.

Frannie, the tribe was spoken.

I knew leaving Carolyn out of this vote was gonna be

bad, and it backfired.

-Right. -There's nobody here. Like...

No, there's not. At every ... vote.

-And I could. And I could. -Once. That was once, man.

This is the first time for...

Yam Yam, you were over that. -I'm...

This just happened, man.

I feel bad for Yam Yam and Carson. She's, like, yelling.

I just think she needs some time.

Dude...

-I'm sorry. Like, just stop. -Yeah. It...

I don't play.

Let 'em. Go bond with them. Like, I-I... It's...

Sorry. You guys know what you were ... doing to me.

To find people that you actually trust and then they betray you?

It's torture. It is. It's mental torture.

I didn't expect this from you two, okay?

Yeah. -Like, God.

Yeah, it's... I'm so sorry.

They're just telling me what I want to hear

so I'll vote with them the next vote.

Do they actually care? Probably not.

I should just be able to, like,

turn the page and be okay with it, but I can't.

I don't know what to say. I just need a break.

I think she thought she had the perfect game.

Yeah. -She was right on every vote so far.

Yeah. Yeah.

Exactly.

No.

It really wasn't either of you guys?

It was not me. It wasn't me, I swear.

My vote was big "F"

-and a dotted "I." -Mine was a little "E" at the end.

I got one vote. I didn't foresee that coming.

So, I want

to figure out who put a name on me.

Who has a motive to put a name on me?

I feel like it was Frannie.

To this point,

I have Heidi, and right now,

she's the only thing I trust in this game.

Yam Yam? Well...

I don't-I don't... You know me. I don't...

I don't take it personally whatsoever.

Ay. It was me.

I put Danny's name down, but

I never in a million years thought

Danny would still be here.

So, I am gonna lie my way out of this one

because he's my closest ally, and I got two votes

at Tribal Council that I did not see coming at all.

Luckily, I still have my idol,

so I have to somehow come up with a plan

on how to get out of here and not be at the bottom

of the totem pole for the next one.

Inhale.

Finding that total relaxation and peace.

Exhale.

If you guys are comfortable,

we want to share our gratitude

and use this energy to amplify it.

Every night, I try to thank

the universe or spirit, whatever higher power, like,

my ability to see, hear, speak, breathe, run, jump,

things, like, I take for granted sometimes, so...

So it was super emotional after Tribal.

And this game is really emotional, but

we really are a family out here,

and we are creating real bonds.

I just really appreciate y'all

and your stories and sharing them with me.

Because we can all come together

and meditate together and have this really

high-vibe experience, it does give permission

for us to be super cutthroat.

We are all cheering each other on,

but battling toe-to-toe at the same time.

Being here and dealing

with all the emotions that we deal with--

we have lows, we have highs--

but I feel growth. I feel growth every day

from a young age or even when we started day one,

and I hope that we can utilize it to be a better human being

outside of this game.

-Mm. -We have lows, we have Heidis. -

I think all of us

have gone through some struggles in our lives.

I moved to this country from Puerto Rico,

barely speaking any English. I mean, I had nothing.

I don't have family. I didn't have friends.

So I had a lot of struggles.

Sometimes you get stripped of everything,

and then you find within yourself your strength.

Just likeSurvivor.

I have to work really hard to finish my college degree,

and now, I am an electrical engineer.

I have a good life.

I work, I'm a mother, I'm married.

It's all a dream, and it's coming true

because I just go the extra mile.

And in this game, if I have to go the extra mile, I will.

I'm willing to take some risks

in order to be the Sole Survivor.

Oh, I know... I know, like, I can't, like,

play the game, and then, like, isolate from people,

-and, like, I just needed a minute. -You played...

-Like, I need a minute. -Carolyn,

you play the way you want to play.

No, I know, but I'm saying, like, I know in my head.

Can I see?

No. I can't do this.

Like, go away from people, and, like...

I can't take it sometimes, though.

There's a difference between playing the game

and, like, taking things personally. I know that.

It just takes me a little bit to figure it out.

So even though

they betrayed me, like, last vote, I'm over it.

I can go back, and I do trust Carson and Yam Yam.

I need Tika to stay together.

Oh, and duh.

I have my idol no one knows about.

So I feel good. I feel like I am in a good position.

- I cannot wait... -No, you're not in it.

-You're not in it. -Oh, I'm kidding. I'm kidding.

So, we've been doing, I think, good together.

We came in here with three people at 12,

and we're now down to seven,

-and so we still have all three of us. -I know.

Maybe last vote was a little bit crazy, but I think

-we're in a great position. It's all good.

After talking with Carolyn, she's back on track.

And Tika is still going strong.

Yeah, we get in silly fights,

but we are controlling the votes,

kind of pulling the strings, and

we are playing a very under-the-radar game.

And by the way, we need to make sure Danny knows

that Heidi was the one who wrote his name down.

I feel like he knows.

At the last Tribal Council, Heidi voted for Danny.

When she looked around, nobody was there with her.

Someone voted on me, and everybody's saying,

"No, it wasn't me." Someone here is lying to me.

I'm always using everybody's sloppiness

to my advantage.

Telling Danny that Heidi voted for him

makes the possibility of the two of them working together

against me harder.

Jaime or...

-No. -Heidi?

Really?

No... Oh, that's wild.

Yeah, I didn't even think it.

I start trying to dissect the logic.

How can voting me

propel Heidi's game? Because Heidi's

not gonna do anything illogical.

It doesn't make sense.

I'm Heidi's number one. But you don't know

who's telling the truth and who isn't at all.

We're gonna... we're gonna get back on the same page

next Tribal?

It wasn't me. Doesn't make sense, you know?

I don't... Yeah, I don't know.

-If-if it was you, I'm-I'm still... -Yeah.

down to work, you know, together. -Yeah.

It's-it's a game. You know, I don't look-look at it.

Oh, God. I said, "No, that wasn't me."

I'm lying left and right, just digging

out the hole that I dug myself.

Yeah, I-I feel confused.

So, I-I.... I'm pretty sure...

Could it be her?

Maybe. I think it was Yam Yam.

Don't say anything, though.

No, let-let's not make a big deal of it.

-So, I... I think Yam Yam had this planned. -Yeah.

I know Heidi very well. I believe her

and that-that she didn't turn against me.

I think Yam Yam and Tika

are trying to split me and Heidi up, but