Wayward

Damn, that was perfect.

Tell Nikolas thanks for the food.

Benefits of being the hostess. Free leftovers at the end of every shift.

Oh, and he said if I get my SafeCheck certification,

then I could do waitstaff shifts.

And then I'd get tips.

Okay, kiddos.

I am off.

Be good. Take care of Leila, Jess.

And I will see you before school.

In the morning.

You know, a first job is a pretty big deal.

I'm proud of you.

Come here.

-Thanks, Mom. -Aww.

-I love you. -Mm, I love you.

That's not what really happened.

The mirror room only works if you're honest with yourself.

Remember again.

You know a first job's a big deal, right?

Nikolas is doing us a big favor, hiring you.

I miss you already.

I think you cracked my back.

Oh, okay. Good night.

Go to bed.

You want to go out tonight?

No. No, I don't think that we sh--

-Yeah. You want to go out. -No, I don't think it's a good idea!

-No! Jess! -You want to go out tonight! Yes!

Here.

Ugh. It tastes like piss.

Jess is into a little piss play for the right guy.

Shut the fuck up! Ow! You just punched my tit!

I had to! I'm sorry.

Oh. Okay, yeah. Just pull in right here.

Okay.

Wait. Why are we at my work?

Well, we wanna have a fun night out, right?

So you're gonna help us have a little bit more fun.

Come on, please, Leila. It'll be so fun.

Anything goes wrong, you can blame it on me.

-Yeah. -Okay?

Mm.

Yes!

-Come on. -Whoo!

-Yeah! -Let's go! Let's go!

Leila, each memory hides a feeling.

And the feeling hides a wound.

Show me what happened the night Jess died.

Each of you had a hand in either starting the riot

or failing to stop it.

And you know what bums me out the most, you guys?

Is that your protest had so much potential.

But it devolved into chaos.

-Why did it devolve into chaos? -Straighten up.

It's because you don't respect yourselves.

And that's on us.

Especially… Rabbit.

You need to learn what you're made of.

And that's what the wild is for.

Everybody's pack has the supplies you need.

A bottle of water, a tarp, a flint to make your fire,

a trowel to bury your shit, and a map so that you don't get lost.

-Take it. -Take out your maps.

I'm not gonna explain this twice.

Maps!

Here… is where we are.

And this… is where we want to end up.

Mount Otis.

And if you even think about makin' a run for it…

Oof. Know this.

If you place one toe outside the parameters marked on this map,

you will run into a bear trap or a Tall Pines staff member like me.

Mount Otis is like 50 miles away.

How long are we gonna be up here?

-As long as it takes. Any other questions? -Yeah. What happened to Leila?

Leila should be here!

She started that bullshit, and Rory's a fucking idiot for--

Shut up! Enough whining!

Today is about personal accountability!

Jeez.

Come on.

And it's not without reward either, guys.

The first person

to make it to Mount Otis and ring… that bell…

gets to leave.

What do you mean, leave?

Exactly what it sounds like. Leave Tall Pines.

That's right.

You all seem to think you're ready for the big, wide-open world.

Well, one of you will get the opportunity to do it.

-Let's go! Hurry up, little chickens! -Yeah!

Maybe we should share resources--

Okay! Abbie, wait, wait, wait. My shoe's untied.

Are we going this way?

You're the fucking best.

Yeah? Front door.

Just be quiet.

-Hi! -I see you.

-What? -You're crazy!

-Yo, what up? -Hey!

-Sick! -Where's the bar?

Hey, guys.

-Jess! -Who wants ouzo?

-Me! -You said it was just us.

You were begging me to go to a party last week. Here it is.

Okay.

Oh! We got some tunes!

What?

-What are those? -Ecstasy.

Pretend that you brought them.

What do they do?

I'm giving you instant hero status, 'kay?

Everyone will be in love with you.

You're welcome.

Holy shit. Guys, little announcement.

Leila brought E.

Oh my God, Leila!

-What? -Badass!

-Shit, dawg! -Leila!

-Okay! -Give me some!

Give me some of that!

-Give me some. -Come here.

'Kay, little Jess.

She could be so warm when she wanted something from you.

It's just what sisters do.

Stop protecting her, Leila.

You need to open the wound.

Oh, this compass is busted, dude.

It won't stop spinning.

I think all those other guys are gonna try and go over this raggedy, bumpy part,

but if we head west along this stream--

The compass is broken. We don't even know where west is.

Isn't west always left? Like "westy-lefty"? Isn't that a thing?

-Give me your water! -What? No. Let go!

-Now! -Get off!

Jesus!

Hey, man. We can't just hit each other. Oh!

I'm not playing!

You suck, Alexandra!

-Good one. -Oh my God.

Are you okay? Oh man.

Did your nose cartilage shoot up into your brain? Because that can happen.

No, come on, man. We just have to keep moving.

-What? What is it? -I… uh, it's nothing,

I just, um…

It's not a big deal, but I… I, uh, left my inhaler in the bag.

-Then why'd you let her take it? -I was scared.

I'm so sick of being scared.

Oh! I touched it.

Dude, I think I felt its heartbeat.

-Hey, guys. -Fish don't have hearts. That's mammals.

Guys, please! Come on.

-Here, fishy, fishy. -Guys, you're being fucking idiots.

You know, this is why no one's gonna have sex with you.

-We know why you won't. -Yeah.

At least I get some. What about you?

-I'm on a dry streak. You know that. -Off you go.

Love you, Ash.

Wouldn't it be nice if our whole universe was just a tank

that someone else was responsible for?

Your sister's a bullshitter.

I know those weren't your pills.

-No. They're totally mine. -Mm-hmm.

I'm a big deal in the drug world. People fear me.

Okay. All right.

Take it from me, you're gonna wanna grind your teeth,

so just… relax your jaw.

And don't drink too much because you're not gonna be able to pee.

Don't ask me why. I don't know science.

You smell like cinnamon gum.

Ashley was sweet to you. It felt good.

But Jess wasn't happy for you, was she?

Leila, are you flirting with my best friend?

-What? No. -You've known each other since you were 8.

Okay. Stop.

I'm gonna get a drink. Do you need one? Do you need one?

What? I'm protecting you.

Ashley would eat you alive.

She's like… a real woman.

And you just got tits. They're making you weird.

She didn't like it when people gave you attention.

-No. -She wanted to keep you small.

You didn't know her. I loved her. I wanted to be like her.

Dig deeper, Leila. You're not there yet. Remember again.

Please… Please…

We will keep remembering until you can face your pain.

I don't want to do this anymore, okay?

Please don't leave me here!

So what do you do if you get out of breath?

Well, just gotta try and stay calm, I guess.

Take big, deep breaths through the nose.

A good hot cup of coffee has proven to open up air passages.

Oh, really? Okay.

-Start roasting the beans. -Yeah.

Um, Abbie, if we do make it to the bell first,

only one of us gets to leave, right?

-I wanted to know what we were gonna do. -Yeah, we'll figure it out.

Just maybe not talk so much, yeah?

-Save your breath. -Okay.