The Texture of Falling

Subtitles by explosiveskull

Michael, do not slam the door.

You can't do it like.

You can't do it like.

You can't do it like.

You can't do it like.

You can't do it like.

You can't do it like.

You can't do it like.

You can't do it like.

You can't do it like.

You can't do it like I did.

You can't do it like.

You can't do it like I did.

You can't do it like.

You can't do it like I did.

You can't do it like.

You can't do it like I did.

Do yoga or something.

It's not the best place to hangout.

So we were shooting this crazy car scene, explosions

everywhere, and this big piece of shrapnel hit my hand.

I had to go to hospital.

And for four weeks...

in a cast.

It was crazy.

What do you do?

I'm a filmmaker too.

I'm an independent filmmaker here in Portland.

I'm looking to get into features.

I've only made shorts so far.

But I have an idea for a feature film,

and I'd love to share it with you.

OK.

I'm listening.

OK.

Well, in short it's about an artist and her love affair

with the city of Portland.

Different color schemes throughout the film

would represent the different stages of her relationship.

And... that's it?

Well, of course, there's their love story, which

follows the voyage of the hero.

I don't see it being viable, but good luck!

So anyway, we had this great, crazy boat,

and we were like, all on it.

I can't make a story.

I can't make a story.

I definitely fucked it up.

No, I just had the worst performance...

Hey, I know you.

I think you might think I'm someone else.

No, no.

The festival a couple of months ago.

Oh, hey, Louisa.

This is Raiyah, she's another producer director here.

Hi, nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you.

Hi, and this is Luke, he's the composer

for my current documentary.

I know, that's what I like about coming here.

It's weird seeing you here.

You must be from Portland.

No, I'm actually from Seattle.

I was just here for a performance, I'm a pianist.

Oh, nice.

Sorry about the phone thing, I was just

going through some things.

What are you going through?

If you don't mind me asking.

A lot.

I really fucked up that performance.

But then again, I don't know if it's

just like over analyzing self-deprecation stuff.

I definitely fucked it up.

I feel in a very similar place right now,

but I'm sure mine is worse.

Oh yeah?

What's going on with you?

Basically I'm a failure.

I think I can relate.

I should go.

Can I at least get your name?

I'm Louisa.

Luke.

Maybe when I'm back in town we could go for a drink,

can I get your number?

Sure.

Cool.

Well, give it to me.

Here.

Thank you.

Goodnight.

Stop picking.

I'm not picking.

Yes, you are.

Don't do it.

You have to stay on your side of the bed.

Don't touch me.

I drew a line down the center, so don't cross it.

I don't want it to look like everyone else.

I don't want ropes and whips and stuff.

I've never done this.

Sylvia.

But you're not trying to touch me at all.

There's nothing I can do to stop you.

The I all of a sudden get you, I know.

Ow!

I'm sorry.

No, it's all right.

July 15th, dreams are better than memories,

because memories, I will forget them all.

Hi, this is Luke.

I have an addictive personality.

I think that I do too.

What are you addicted to?

Mostly sensation.

Not even sure what that means, really.

What about you?

Well no hard drugs.

Nicotine, obviously.

But it's not that bad, just like two packs a week.

But I think primarily I'm addicted to fascination.

Nothing can be fascinating for too long.

True.

Have you ever been addicted to a person?

I don't think I have ever felt addicted to a person.

Do you want to find a club to dance at?

Sure.

So how was your date with that guy?

What's his name?

It wasn't a date.

We were just hanging out.

Oh, come on, I can tell by your energy it

was more than just hanging out.

You know I never like anyone romantically.

Passage.

What is this?

Passage.

Wondering if you noticed the half moon with Jupiter

by its left shoulder last night.

I did see the moon last night and today.

Perfectly halved.

But I didn't catch Jupiter or the moon's shoulder.

But I did notice your left shoulder somehow.

So you emailed that you had some complications in your life.

Well, I just felt like I should tell you that I'm married.

Separated.

Oh, I thought you were going to say

something different like you were

addicted to coke or something.

No.

Let's play.

No, I'm smoking.

No.

What?

If you are, I am.

No, you can't.

You need to quit smoking.

Fuck you.

Fuck you.

Give me my cigarette back.

Oh shit!

Thank you.

You're welcome.

Who's the guy you're seeing?

What?

What are you talking about?

I saw you going to a club a couple weeks ago with a guy.

Oh, no, Ati, that's the new intern at the gallery.

He's from New York.

Yasmine wanted me to show him around town,

make him feel comfortable.

Seemed to be dancing pretty close.

I was dancing.

I was having fun.

I was helping him feel comfortable.

And what were you doing walking by that club anyway?

What's his name?

His name?

Michael.

I was just walking.

Really?

Downtown?

Mhm.

At night?

That's weird.

I guess that it doesn't seem like you would do that.

It was just coincidental.

Yeah, that's a weird coincidence.

If you say there's nothing going on, then I have to believe you.

OK.

The reason I brought down here was

because I had to let you know that you are safe with me,

and that I have you, and I will take care of you.

Do you understand?

Yes.