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Are you touching me?
Right there, other side of my neck.
That was loud.
We're gonna make you leave tonight.
No way.
If you're watching me, make yourself known.
I remember everybody was asleep,
and I remember hovering underneath my covers
and looking around.
It was surrounded by,
like every demonic thing you could think of,
and it's something that sticks in your back of your mind.
It's kind of like burnt there,
it's something you can't forget.
I know there were times when you'd go upstairs,
it smelt of sulfur.
My dad saw a cloaked figure walking down the pathway.
It didn't just like show itself,
it also interact with our family.
And I looked into the reflection of that back door,
I saw my dad,
and I was puzzled because my dad was working that night.
Living in that house was a nightmare.
It was like a nightmare alive
that you couldn't wake up from.
I've seen what it could do, I've seen how it plays.
I've seen it almost rip my family apart.
I felt something was there.
When you go through something like that,
you have that sense, it doesn't leave you.
That's when I started experiencing.
It was in my bed and I was laying there,
and the next thing you know
from the corner of my eye, there was a cloaked figure.
I was so paralyzed I couldn't even move.
And I felt my bed shake.
I literally had to fight the paralyzing scare
just to jump outta my bed to run into the kitchen
to where my mom was.
A few nights later it came back,
it was at the end of my bed.
I was so terrified I could not move this time
because they were upstairs, they weren't close by.
I started to hear talking,
and I remember walking over to the spot,
and it was just this one spot,
you could feel a temperature change,
like something was there, like just that one spot.
I was laying in bed and I could hear movements in my closet.
I could feel something lay down right next to me,
and it's like somebody's back or stomach up against you.
And I could feel it breathing.
I was too scared to move,
so I just had to lay there all throughout the night
until the next day.
There would be knocks at the window, but nobody was there.
My mom also heard it too.
I was sleeping and I woke up to,
I woke up to it violating me.
I could feel it,
I could feel it up against my back.
I turned around and there was nobody there.
There was nobody there, it was as if somebody was like,
after a while I wound up pregnant with my first child.
Something dark hovering over my daughter's crib,
woke up from a dead asleep to a growl,
and I heard the door slam upstairs.
There's times I'd hear
what sound to be walking up the stairs.
There were times that my bedroom door
would slam shut outta nowhere, I mean,
things started to get worse after a while.
Things started to become more negative in the home.
It became a nightmare,
because when things started going south and south,
I started thinking things that I never thought
I would think in my mind.
It terrified me because it's not me,
and everybody could tell you that
there isn't a mean bone in my body.
The things that I had thought scared me.
After a while of living there,
I started experiencing movements,
shadow movements.
I could feel it,
it's just a matter of when, that's the thing.
And I don't want any more of it.
I want it to go away.
I'm tired of it following me,
I'm tired of what feels like it's ruining my life,
I'm tired of having to look over my shoulder every night.
I know it's here.
I'm tired, I want it to stop.
I don't want my kids to have to go through this like I did.
I don't want them-
If something happens to me, where's it gonna go?
Who's its next victim?
I don't want it to be my kids.
I've seen what it can do.
I've experienced it all.
I'm tired.
I'm tired.
I can't take no more.
I know it's around, I can feel it,
and it knows I know.
I've tried getting help.
I don't know why it's followed me,
I don't know what it wants from me,
but I just want it to go away.
I'm tired.
That's when I found you guys.
And knowing what you guys have been through as kids,
you guys know, you guys have seen it and been through it.
And be able to live what life I have,
of not having it around.
It's nothing but destruction and chaos.
I know what it can do, I've seen what it can do,
but how far will it go?
It had made me think things
that I never thought I'd ever think
and it disgusted me and it made me feel like a monster.
So this is why enough's enough,
because I don't know what could happen
and I don't want to find out
and I don't want to wait to find out.
And the things that had crossed my mind, it was terrifying.
I want to talk about it,
but I'm embarrassed and I feel like a bad person
for it crossing my mind,
because I'm not like that.
I'm not.
Everybody growing up could tell you I was happy.
There were times that I would smile and be happy,
even though in my mind I'm in a nightmare.
I wanted to cause harm to somebody,
and it was more that just cause harm.
I'm not like that.
I'm not.
I knew there was one time in school I dealt with bullying.
I was in high school, in health class and
somebody had turned around and said something to me
that was unnecessary, and I went into this,
I don't know how to explain,
but all I know is I felt my veins on fire
and in the back of my mind I could hear,
you didn't deserve that.
And I had a pen in my hand.
I was about to stab that person in school.
The bell had rung and it snapped me out of it.
And I thought, my God,
I was gonna hurt somebody over words.
It's not me.
It's not me.
That's why I'm saying I don't know how far it'll go.
I'm not a monster, I'm not.
I feel like you guys are my only hope for finding out why.
Why me? What is it?
What does it want from me?
Why me?
Why all these years?
What did I do?
I just want it to go away.
I want it to go away.
I contacted you guys because you guys know,
you guys have been through this too.
You've guys seen these things.
I saw how you've helped everybody,
and it's like in the back of my mind, can they help me?
You guys help other people,
and you've helped people solve what nobody else can.
It's like maybe, just maybe,
someway you guys can find out what's going on.
I need closure, I need this to go away.
I just want to be able to go on with my life
with some sort of peace, with what I have left to live.
Felt like it was not happy with what I did
in contacting you guys.
It's only gonna get worse if something isn't done,
and I thank you guys for coming out.
I really do, wholeheartedly.
And it was in that room right there.
And he overdosed on pills.
There was a door, 'cause this is all new in here,
and they come in and kicked the door in
and got the gentleman out of the house.
So, when I was talking to my neighbor I asked him, I said,
is there anything else that I can know you can tell me?
He said, There was a baby that was here that died of cancer.
So I'm finding out more and more and more about this house.
So, a guy died in that room?
The guy passed away in that room right there.
That's all I know really about it.
But here lately, it's been kind of crazy.
If anybody can help her out, it'll be you's guys,
there ain't nobody else this world I would want
other than these guys here.
You's guys are real ones,
there's nothing fake about this
and you guys mean well,
and you guys have everything in your heart
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