Kuzu no Honkai (Scum's Wish / クズの本懐)

I want more.

So shiny and beautiful.

People's thoughts and feelings. Desire.

I want to collect all the colors

and blur the lines between them.

Only if we spend the night.

That was my condition for our next date.

Of course, with this one.

I can't do that with a minor.

I'm having a wholesome date with him next week.

There's no real reason for the order.

This is how it usually is.

I always try to cross the line with everything.

If I had to say if I was suited for it,

I'm probably not.

Do you know what you've done?

You spent the night at his house, didn't you?

I didn't have a reason to say no.

There's something wrong with you!

Is he angry that I spent the night?

Hey.

Why do you look so sad?

Does this mean that I crossed a line?

I don't know.

Making someone special cross their line,

the pleasant feeling of having your own line eroded...

Joy, anger, sadness,

I'm sure I was never meant to feel them.

Because

I feel so disconnected.

Why do you keep doing this when you're not suited for it?

Why?

We're almost there.

You were fast asleep. Are you tired?

Atami Special Issue

No.

That's because I was with a young guy last night.

Spending a night in Atami...

It's like we're having an affair.

I'm not married!

So this is a pre-honeymoon. Wait, I'm not sure if that's right either...

Well...

It was just a joke.

A Kind God

I want to treasure the most what is most precious

But even something so simple is The one thing I can't do

"If destiny is real,"

"Then you are the person I'm destined to be with"

Those are the words I can't say because I'm scared it will destroy what we have

Even when you're near, you feel so far

This feeling that comes and goes

"Give up" "Don't give up"

The petals I pick are never ending

The treasure box remains locked

Embracing the sparkling feelings

Hiding the faintly colored fragments in my sighs

If our eyes meet, please don't look away

See through this lie I've locked away

I don't know how much more I can take

So please don't say anything yet

It hurts

I love you so much it's scary

So how have things been with you, Ms. Yasuraoka?

Why do you suddenly ask?

It seems like you're not spending time together with Mr. Awaya anymore.

I came because you said you wanted my advice on something.

So why are we talking about me?

Because we can learn a lot from your experiences.

You were such an attractive couple, you had everyone's attention.

Really?

So we're curious about what happened!

Yeah! So please, tell us.

I don't think we've seen each other since summer vacation.

-Why not? -It's the end of October already!

Well...

I think it's better we didn't see each other now.

You're such a grownup, Ms. Yasuraoka.

-Here you go. -Thank you.

You're surprisingly easy to get along with.

Really?

I just stopped putting on an act since it didn't matter anymore.

You should act more like that at school.

Absolutely not.

Your ice cream will melt.

Why do you continue this?

How the hell should I know?

Probably because it's my life's work?

This view is incredible!

I don't care about the view.

It sure is windy today.

I don't want to beat around the bush here.

I need to know what this relationship is.

Oh, I'm so tired.

Are you okay? Do you want me to bring you some water?

Honestly!

I'm sorry, I'll...

Why don't we rest first?

Yes?

I'll go get some water!

Why...?

Okay, let me think about this from a different angle. Why did things end up like that then?

Come on.

Just one drink.

No, I really can't drink alcohol.

Come on! Come on!

Chug it down!

Nice!

Alcohol?

That feels so nice.

I remember going to a hot spring with my mother once.

I bet the stars are incredible.

Too bad I can't see them without my glasses.

Anyway, this is like a dream.

I'm on a trip with Ms. Minagawa.

All right! Let's go see the stars together in our room!

Oh, no. This is seriously bad.

Why do I always do something like this when it counts?

I really wanted to see the stars together.

You took a long time.

Huh? What happened to your glasses?

Because I'm serious about this.

Please don't laugh when I tell you this.

The stars, the flowers...

All the beautiful things in the world

exist to be compared to you.

Is the room too dark?

It's fine. I want to see the moon.

I can see even less in the dark.

Yes?

What did you mean when you said I didn't need to stop?

What are you referring to?

How do you not remember?

You know, me being a slut.

You do it because you like it, don't you?

You don't have to stop then.

You make it sound like a hobby.

Do I not have it right?

I do it because I like it,

but I'm asking you how...

How it makes you feel...

Are you serious?

You have to think about this? Really?

Wait, what am I feeling?

Why am I nervous?

-I-- -I...!

I don't like it! You have to hate it!

What am I saying right now?

Will you hate me if I don't get upset?

Yes.

God, this is so pathetic.

He really throws me off.

I see.

But...

I love you.

I still love you.

Hypothetically, could you continue to love somebody who hates you?