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Larry.
Larry.
Father.
Larry, my bow Are you back?
I came to see you, only for a few days.
You've ripened.
You're a man now.
You haven't changed a bit. Countryside becomes you, obviously.
I've grown old... No use lying.
Who is she?
The latest?
Yeah...
You had to wait for 4 years to come and see your old father again, did you?
Let's not remember the old days anymore.
Alexis.
Just a sec.
Julia. I have a surprise for you.
Walt here. We'll be right with you.
- Julia, this is Larry. - Hello.
Hi.
Alexis has told me so much about you.
He must be terribly fond of you.
Children of mine.
Don't start all over again, father. I won't stay. Don't insist.
I'm going next week.
Some friends are coming from Rome, we'll visit the islands.
Why won't you stay here? Your friends, too.
Not possible.
You won't find a better spot than here.
Larry, I need you.
I want you to spend all summer with us. Would give me real pleasure.
Julia wants it, too.
Isn't it so, Julia?
I don't need tell him that.
The house is his.
I'll get the fruit, now.
How do you manage with her?
A man of Imagination manages everything.
Even in his old age.
You play the guitar, Larry?
I learned to play a little in Rome.
Me and my friends meet now and then and make up tunes, for the fun of it.
Let's hear you play, then.
Come on, Larry.
Come, so.“
One of your tunes.
Alexis, I'll dance.
I haven't danced for so long.
Let me watch you and enjoy.
Nice, nice.
Bravo, Julia. Bravo, Larry.
That's a glorious night.
Very nice.
Alexis, come.
Why stop so soon?
That's not for me anymore...
That's for you, youngsters.
Oh, I'm getting tired...
Well done, Julia. You were marvelous.
You can't get any sleep, either. What's the matter?
- Nothing. - What's wrong?
- Nothing. Want some? - No.
- Alexis, may I ask you something? - Whatever you like.
Why do you insist on him staying?
Does it bother you?
You know I have a soft spot for him.
So you'd like him to stay with us for good?
Right, Alexis? Tell me.
Thanks, Julia. I love you very much.
Today I have a darned penchant for work.
This means you're back in form.
- Is Larry up yet? - No, and it looks like he won't be...
Breakfast is ready.
I'm sleepy-
If you wake up and feel like It, we'll be working at the shore.
So...
If I decide to cheat on you, then I'll abandon you and go.
But you will never do that...
Will you?
I don't see why you're bringing this up.
Fear...
What fear?
Fear of the impending end.
Of death.
Of annihilation.
What is this nonsense you're talking?
I've started getting senile, Julia.
I cannot lay with you In a way worth your while.
I cannot do a painting.
I've grown worse than a dauber.
Larry must be alone.
You'd better go back and prepare some lunch.
We'll go back together.
You go ahead, I'll come later on.
When the sun gets vertical
it is reflected on the sea and causes...
Those fascinating blue-ray variations...
So, let me marvel at them...
Since I cannot reproduce them...
Larry would leave because he surely felt contempt towards me.
He's been feeling that for years now.
He despised me in his own way
never giving me a chance for atonement.
He despised me for his mother's death.
He despised me for that damned night after her funeral
when he saw me In Nora's arms, she was one of my models
and that night was never to be erased from his memory.
He never accepted an excuse or an explanation.
He chose to live with his grandma in Rome
in his mother's family house.
The more time he spent away from me
and the more he wanted to leave,
the more my longing for him grew.
And I was determined to do everything for his sake.
Julia would return home alone.
Larry would be alone.
There would be just the two of them.
And I would take my time...
I could tell he liked Julia.
I knew it the first moment they met.
Julia liked him, too.
Julia might persuade him to stay.
I was certain about that.
She'd turn his mind around.
Because there are certain things only a woman can achieve.
She would persuade him.
Because there are certain things only a woman can achieve.
Never walk around naked again.
I didn't know you could be shocked.
What about my father, you dropped him in the sea?
I want to know what exactly you're doing here.
I'm your father's lover and model.
I also love him.
I didn't know that...
So now that you do, behave yourself.
They hover...
staring and laughing at the foaming wave
but as soon as courage haves them
fly back down to Mother Sea
That's nice, where did you find it?
Family heirloom. Belonged to my mother.
She got it from her grandma.
Secretly playing with her foam
and in the moody wharf
thousands of dreams are wavering
My beloved is
a woman frivolous
like those seabirds
when in the high clouds
or to the sea waters
she gives away her kissing
They hover...
staring and laughing at the foaming wave
but as soon as courage haves them
fly back down to Mother Sea
Are you crying?
Remembering...
My boy...
My boy...
Don't, Larry. Don't...
I love you, Alexis.
I know.
Make a real painting and get my old self back...
Where did Larry get those? I had them put away in store.
When his mother became ill
Larry was six years old.
She adored him. She wanted her by her bedside all the time.
And he played songs on the gramophone to please her.
She'd take him In her arms and they cried together.
They both knew she was going to die.
They would listen to songs, laugh and cry...
This went on for six months.
Until one morning, Larry...
walked in her room...
put the record on for her...
but she was dead.
He believes I rejoiced in her death.
He'll never stop hating me.
I tried to convince him otherwise but in vain.
Larry will never forget his mother.
He told me I have her eyes.
And that he's not sure If he hates or adores me.
Is it true?
Yes.
You have his mothers eyes.
So, he was crying?
While listening to the gramophone.
Let him not know about our talk.
Not sure how he'll take it.
An idea was swirling around in my head...
If only I could relive my youth...
Be again as I was then...
Be like Larry.
Like Larry who was right there before me,
who was my son,
who was my blood,
who was me in contempt for myself,
he despised me
like my old self despised my present one...
the impotent one,
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