Love is Blind (Love Is Blind)

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Beyond just our connection we have...

-Like, I feel the love. -Yeah.

You look at me, you're like, "This is it."

-For real? -Yes!

- You have a good and kind heart. - I've accepted you.

I know sometimes you don't think it, but I would protect you. I will.

- I get to choose our kid's name? -Nah.

-Middle name. -No!

-Seven kids? - Not shaking on that.

You are amazing, and I think you are absolutely perfect for me.

Like I've known you for years.

I feel like I said in the pods, everything's just gonna get harder.

You're going down in history as the swaggiest punter-kicker.

I appreciate that.

I'm even more swaggy when you see me in person.

-Was I a hot commodity in the pods? -We just talked shit about you.

I'm a hot commodity. I wanna see what these beautiful women look like.

Nick!

-Oh, she's jealous! Don't be jealous. -

I'm a little concerned.

We'll see how flirtatious he is in the real world.

Your father, if I ask him for your hand,

and he says, "I can't do it," you know.

I wouldn't blame him. He doesn't know me.

I need this in order to get to, like, an altar in two weeks.

Did you guys ever have an argument?

You know I talk a lot, but he talks more than me.

It's just making sure we're both heard.

-You're military. -Yeah.

Were you ever really into military men?

- I was. -Yeah.

I don't regret joining the military.

-Hmm. Okay. -I'm feeling judged.

-Do you enjoy condom sex? - Yeah.

We could definitely have condom sex, and it'd be fine.

I need sex to be enjoyable.

I'm not upset by you trying to help a couple have kids,

but they are your kids.

This is something I should have known before agreeing.

I don't want this to be the way our story goes

or ends.

- -Three, two, one...

Perfect! Beautiful ring. Who got to pick it out?

- Nick did. - She showed me the direction.

- - Perfect.

Great! You guys can hold hands down here.

- No. Like this? - Okay.

Awesome.

-I think my arms are longer than yours. -

Let me grab it.

-I'm like this. -I'm pretty sure you're taller than me.

-Your eyes look pretty. - Do they?

Yeah. You have blocks to put under my shoes so I'm taller?

Confidence, babe.

Put your hands around her waist.

- She's taller than me? -Like you're at prom.

Not on her butt, right?

If you want to. It's your guys' pictures.

A few more...

Perfect!

-Okay, that's your guys' film. -Cool!

You picked a good day to wear the heels.

- I thought you were secure. -

So it was cool to get, like, some cute engagement pictures.

We can look back on it, like, "Remember we were so hot?"

-"Nick, remember when you looked good?" - Yeah!

Show the kids.

- -All right, I have your guys' photos.

-Here is yours. -Thank you.

-And here's yours. -Thank you.

Oh, yeah.

Wait. You can take this one. I'll take that one.

-'Cause I read. -You don't want...

I read. I want this one for my bookmark.

-'Cause it's us. -

You don't read. You don't need one.

We'll get it framed. Little gold frame.

No, these are great.

-Look at this. -Let me see.

- I chose the best one. - Look at that.

-That one's going above the mantle, right? -Yeah.

Check it.

This is right above the toilet. Yep, yep.

-Because it's the most romantic, right? - Mm-hmm.

The toilet's the most romantic place in our crib.

Yeah, you know. We're gonna be in there a lot, so...

-What's on your mind? -Nothing.

-Nothing? -Nothing.

Are you concerned?

-Yeah. -Yeah.

It makes me worried that we had one conversation last night

and that got you really in your head.

There's things we discussed in the pods.

And last night, it felt like things were, like, shifted.

Like, what specifically?

You were, like, now switching

from the three-to-five that we'd spoken about to sooner.

I was just kind of like, "Is there anything else,

you know, that's gonna..."

I can imagine things will change over time.

Yeah, things will change.

But, like,

the big things, you know, like, the real important things

is, like, really what I'm, like, really thinking about.

It's good.

It's all good.

Let's go inside.

I'm gonna use the bathroom.

- Need a moment? - I'm using the bathroom.

-Oh. - Oh, yeah.

All right, what are you gonna make?

Eggs with some feta, chili crunch.

Okay.

I forgot we had grapes in here.

Why are you looking at me?

Because you're terrible at hiding the fact that you're in your head.

I'm not mad.

-I'm not saying you're mad. Okay. -I'm not mad.

It's a lot. I know.

Well, especially the sexual stuff. It's like...

I do understand, like, your concerns, and they're valid,

but it's also at the same time, like, I'm clearly sick.

I have a severe vitamin D deficiency and the PMS,

and just the fact that I'm going back and forth from Baltimore.

I feel like shit today.

I don't want it to be something where you're, like, not satisfied

because I am a sick person.

I'm willing to, like, work through these things with you.

Yeah, I just assumed if you're sick, like...

I wish I didn't have to explain why.

The reason that I, like, brought it up now is just, you know,

we don't have a lot of time before the wedding.

I'm not saying that's gonna be an issue. I don't think it'll be.

I'll never try to put you in a place where you feel forced to do anything.

I don't need you to, like, feel the pressure to try to prove anything.

Before you walk down the aisle,

are you gonna be expecting to see something?

This part of the experiment was, like, really important for me

because it's where we, like, make sure

that we actually do have the physical intimacy,

the affection and everything I desire in a marriage, and so, like...

You're having doubts.

It's not so much doubts.

It's a big decision.

Like, if we get married, that's it.

It's like, "I want you."

I don't want to sit here and go through this again with anyone else.

I just wanna make sure it's 100, you know?

Like it's... that there's no, like...

Especially something as big as physical intimacy,

I just wanna make sure that that's right, you know?

And it's not right.

It started in Cabo. It was great.

And then, now obviously, you're... we're dealing with a lot.

And so, like,

sometimes you just don't wanna be touched or you don't wanna be...

which is, again, fine.

I just wanna make sure that long-term that

it doesn't look like this.

I feel I've been very affectionate with you.

There's been just maybe three times where I'm like...

-"Lay off on petting me" or whatever. -

I call it petting 'cause that's what it feels like at times.

It's just overstimulating.

Yeah. And I get it. Like, that's fine, babe.

But it's really not fine because you're saying it's not fine.

Not saying it's not fine.

It's, like, long-term, you know, like, if that would be an issue for me.

-Okay. Yeah. - You know what I'm saying?

I do.

I feel like I've been affectionate with you, so...

Yeah. No, you have been affectionate with me.

I'm not saying you haven't.

When I do give affection, and then there's a "no" or...

Do you feel rejected when I do that?

Um, I mean, yeah, maybe a little.

But again, I wanna be respectful of you and where you're at.

If that's not something that you want...

I don't wanna come off as if I'm just trying to, like, have sex.

Like, I love you. I care about you, and, like, I want you,

but I'm just, like, I...

It's a big decision.

Okay.

Can I, like...

I'm sorry. I know, like, if you don't...

Yeah, it's fine.

Like, I still want to marry you.

-Mm-hmm. -I want you.

-Um, just wanna be like... -Yes.

clear, you know?

Did you know men always, like...

A high percentage of men,

when their wives get cancer, they cheat on them.

Your health becomes an issue that I'm gonna want to go elsewhere?

Yeah, that's gonna be an issue for you.

Not even that extreme. Like, postpartum, when you have kids.

There's periods before you have the kid, you're not gonna wanna be affectionate,