Grey's Anatomy

According to Elizabeth kubler-Ross,

when we are dying... (Monitor beeping erratically)

Or have suffered a catastrophic loss,

we all move through five distinct stages of grief.

(Monitor emits continuous tone, paddles thunk) We go into denial...

Push another amp of calcium. Because the loss is so unthinkable,

we can't imagine it's true. (Richard) Charge to 360. Clear.

We become angry with everyone...

Angry with survivors, angry with ourselves.

Then we bargain...

Damn it, O'Malley. Come on. Live. Just live.

I.c.p.'s 30. Push 70 of mannitol and start bagging.

He's hemorrhaging into his brain stem. Is it too late for steroids?

We beg, we plead... (Derek) He's herniating!

We offer everything we have. We offer up our souls... (Defibrillator buzzes and beeps)

In exchange... (Paddles thunk)

For just one more day.

Stevens, can you hear me?

Look at me, Stevens.

Damn it.

When the bargaining has failed

and the anger is too hard to maintain,

we fall into depression,

despair,

until finally we have to accept

that we have done everything we can.

We let go.

We let go and move into acceptance.

Anybody know if he's a donor?

Whoa. She wants it out. Can't we take it out? She's breathing over the vent.

All right. Let's pull out the tube.

Dr. Bailey.

It's okay. Slow down. Okay, come on. Slow down.

Breathe.

Breathe.

His I.C.P. Went through the roof.

We did everything.

Everything.

Chief, his organs are viable for now.

But it won't be long until he's acidotic and hypothermic.

Is he a donor?

Um, I-I don't know.

I called his mother. She's on her way.

Let's close him up and get him to the I.C.U.

In case she wants to see him.

Who... who's George?

What? John Doe.

The guy who threw me out of the way of the bus.

The guy who saved my life. Everyone's crying,

and they keep saying, "John Doe is George."

Who's George?

You can't tell her. Alex...

She coded in my arms. Out of nowhere, she died.

Just... I'll tell her.

I'll tell her when she gets stronger.

Alex.

You okay?

I had...

A dream.

He was in his uniform.

What?

George is gonna die in the army

if we don't stop him.

Hand me my phone. I need my phone.

Who said that was George? Why do we think that's George?

Meredith said...

I don't know.

That's not George.

Look... look at his feet. Look how tall he is.

That's not George.

He wrote in my hand. (All talking at once)

With a pen? (Richard) What did he do?

In your hand? What does that... No, he grabbed my hand and he squeezed it,

and he wrote with his finger. He wrote with his finger?

You know, in my hand. He wrote "007." Well, give...

I don't understand.

Okay, what did I write?

Joe?

N-No! No, I did not write "Joe."

Are... are you serious? Grey, do you mean this may not be O'Malley?

This is funny. (Richard) Did anyone try and call O'Malley?

Can we get him on the phone? (Cell phones beeping)

I'm telling you, he squeezed my hand. Just sh-shut it. You don't get to talk anymore.

You don't get to talk ever again. I could've sworn it was George.

I got voice mail. He's not answering.

He has a freckle on his right hand.

It's shaped like Texas. I used to tease him about it.

I'll check.

You people, answer your pages.

George O'Malley jumped in front of a bus today.

He knew what he was doing, and he did it anyway,

and he did it to save a life.

So I'm not gonna allow you doctors to stand here.

There are lives on the line.

There are lives we can save.

So if George O'Malley can jump in front of a bus,

we can answer our damn pages.

So let's go.

Damn it.

Damn it, O'Malley.

Now how long ago did the pain start?

I don't know. A-A few weeks?

Growing pains. I took him to see our doctor.

He's a bad doctor.

He's... he stands there texting while I'm talking to him.

He diagnosed Andy with growing pains.

But, you know, I grew up,

and growing pains did not cause me to fall down

on the soccer field. Mom, you're being a little dramatic.

Your pain is dramatic to me, Andy. Your mom's right.

It's a good thing that you came.

Okay, thanks, because it does hurt.

Everything hurts, all the time.

Okay. Well, I'm gonna give you a quick exam,

and you're gonna let me know if the pain gets worse, okay? (Nurses crying)

I know. I'll be all right.

This doesn't feel real.

Does this feel real to you?

No. I don't know.

Oh, crap.

I don't want... (Exhales) I can't...

Mnh-mnh. Don't walk away now. Come on.

Don't walk... mm.

Mrs. O'Malley... I'm so sorry.

You were his wife.

In god's eyes, you're still his wife.

You should decide about his organs.

You should decide. But, um...

I can't do it, Callie.

I can't do it. You understand?

Ronnie and... and Jerry,

they're off on some fishing expedition in Alaska,

and they're gonna come home

and I have to tell them that Georgie...

That's all I can do. That's all I can...

I can't.

I-I can't... even see him like this. I can't.

You need to do this for me.

Can you do this for me?

Speed boat accident. 19-year-old female.

Lost vitals twice, but b.P.'S holding in the low 80s.

Both arms amputated at the scene,

and the right leg's hanging on by a thread. Did you recover either of the arms?

No, they're probably at the bottom of puget sound.

She was thrown from the boat, got pulled into the propeller.

She needs more access. She's bleeding out.

Let's get a central line in her. Let's go. Go.

Draw trauma labs, uh, type and cross her.

And get as much o-neg as possible. Wait! I found them. I found them. Her arms!

They were on the boat with her.

I found them in the water. You have to take them.

They were just floating in the water.

You... you can sew them back on, right? We'll do everything we can.

Oh, my god, jojo. That was so gross.

Jasmine, you just saved her life.

You think?

I'm so sorry. I just heard.

I don't know what to say.

Go home. You need to go home.

You need to cry and scream and...

When my brother died, I-I ate doughnuts.

I ate a lot of doughnuts, and that helped some but...

God, I-I don't know what to say. His mom wants me to decide about his organs.

He lost his wallet in the accident.

They don't know if he's a donor,

and now his mom wants me to decide, and I can't.

I can't tell her no, but I can't decide.

I mean, we were only married for a few months.

Okay, but... during those months,

you were the most important person in George's life.

No.

No, I wasn't.

I...

I'm sorry.

Okay, so let's take a look at the x-rays.

Do I need to take my son to another hospital? What?

That doctor's hands are shaking

as he tries to stick my son with a needle,

and those nurses are crying.

You and your friend... what the hell is going on here?

There was an accident, and one of our people died. (Steve sniffles)

Andy is my person.

He's my only person.

And... something is wrong with him.

So what I'm asking you is,

do I need to take him somewhere else?

No.

No.

I'll make Andy my person, okay?

I'll make Andy my person, too.

I didn't tell her, okay?

Karev... look, we just ignored her d.N.R.

Her kidneys quit and she coded.

She was freaking intubated.

She's not strong enough. What's her b.U.N.?

15. And her creatinine?