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- Dr. Larsen was in a car accident.

She has no recollection of the last eight years.

- Babe, what's wrong? - We got divorced.

- Where's your brother? Isn't he here?

We lost Danny.

: I don't know who I am now

or what I did.

- You're the reason I became a doctor.

- You created a toxic work environment.

You were cold and arrogant.

- But I wanted to be a doctor my entire life.

- She's protected. By law, we have to reintegrate her.

- So, I'm basically a med student

in a department I used to run?

: We were together. She has no memory.

I want to tell her. - She woke up still in love

with her husband. I'd let that play out.

- There's something I need to tell you.

Nora and I are having a baby.

: Maybe she needs to know there's something

good on the horizon. I love you, okay?

I've loved you for a long time.

- My test results. I passed the Boards.

Well done, Dr. Larsen.

- Couldn't have done it without you.

He's my husband now.

You don't remember, but you destroyed him.

Keep your hands off of him. - You can't waste your life

pining over someone who doesn't really see you.

Let's go, move it, let's go!

- Trauma teams to OR 3. I need four units of O-neg.

Prep rapid sequence intubation.

We've got a GSW with heavy arterial bleed.

And he's one of ours.

Michael, what's going on?

: You've reached Dr. Jake Heller.

Please leave a message. Thanks.

- Uh, fourth voicemail to go along with nine

unreturned texts.

And I just wanted to say again,

that what you saw isn't what you think you saw.

: I guess you took the day off yesterday.

So, I'm-I'm just really hoping

that you'll be at the hospital today.

Call Gina.

: Hi. I finally found out what happened

with your patent from the train tragedy.

And... I know you're pissed at me,

and I-I just want to say that I'm here

and ready to face the music,

whatever it is.

And I love you.

Call Sonya Maitra.

- Wanna tell me why Jake stormed out of the bar the other night,

and then didn't show up for work yesterday?

- Hm, nope. But feel free to ask him.

'Cause I was thinking,

maybe you've got a thing for him?

But he's with Amy.

Maybe you said something he didn't like.

Great minds debate ideas.

Average minds discuss events.

Small minds gossip about people.

Eleanor Roosevelt. Great mind.

- Rounds in five minutes. Dr. Maitra,

start with Terry Lewis, Vince Revelle, and Larry Bowden.

Have discharge summaries in my inbox by 10.

Morning.

- Uh, Dr. Larsen, you'll be with TJ.

But first, a word.

Okay, you wanted to talk. Talk.

I...

What you think you saw in Michael's office,

I know how that looked,

but that was just us saying goodbye.

- And the reason that goodbye had to happen

is because his wife warned you to stay away from him, right?

It was after

everything happened with TJ's father,

and then Richard made me think that I'd killed Bill Dixon.

And I just ended up with Michael, just by accident.

And...

we kissed.

But it was just like, a moment of weakness,

and-and the old feelings, and it was just a mess.

And we both knew that it was wrong.

You went to him.

Now here you are spinning because you don't want to lose

your security blanket? - No, that's not--

- You went to him 'cause you're still living in the past

and he's still your home.

He's not, Jake. I'm not.

I mean, I'm trying. I'm-I'm-I'm...

I'm trying so hard. - I know. I know you are.

And look, I know everyone's telling you

how terrible you were during that time

that you don't remember, which I'm sure makes it

all very confusing.

And yeah...

she was a pain in the ass.

And she didn't suffer fools,

and she could be hard to reach, but man...

once you reached her, she was worth it.

That's the woman I fell in love with.

I really miss her.

: I was waiting for you...

But we can't do this.

I know.

: Jake.

: Dr. Hamda, your wife is downstairs in OB.

: Are you all right? - Well, my water broke.

- So, we're going into labor? - Not necessarily.

We could give her tocolytics to help delay this.

Give the baby some time to mature.

- But the last ultrasound, you said he was at least

five pounds, so why do we need more time?

- At seven weeks early, it's about his lung capacity.

- You're worried about his breathing?

- What about corticosteroids? - For what?

- It helps the lungs mature faster.

- We can manage this. Just sit tight.

We got this, okay?

Rosie, you hear that, mamita?

They got a heart, and it's a perfect match.

They're finally coming through for you

after all this time.

Why is she here?

- Dr. Larsen will be assisting me today with your case.

- Well, I don't want her here. - Dad.

- Have I done something to upset you?

You don't even remember?

: Don't blame the doctors, Dad.

It's not their fault.

- Uh, we will need to take Rosie to radiology now

for a CT scan to prep for the transplant.

More tests?

You're doing great.

We're gonna see you in a minute.

Maybe you want to tell him

the reason you don't remember.

- And dump my trauma onto him? What good would that do?

Help us deal with him.

- I'm sure my bedside manner was awful.

The only thing I can do now is to try to be nice.

She's all set in there.

: Okay, let's get it going then.

Scan is starting.

: I remember you saying you're a police officer.

You know, my folks are both cops.

Mom's in the 8th. Dad was in the 3rd

'til it burnt down.

Dark day.

Where's he now, retired?

- He's getting back to work soon.

Matter of fact,

Dr. Larsen saved his life last week.

Something wrong?

- We won't know until we do further tests,

but there is a spot on her left lung.

- What does this mean for her transplant?

- If it's just an abscess, it's, it's treatable.

So, please, Alex, we know how much you want this for Rosie--

This is how it always is.

She's either too sick or not sick enough.

- We're gonna do everything we can.

- It took six years to get to the top of that list.

We're not waiting anymore, you understand?

- We have to report this to UNOS.

Hello. We are looking for Dr. Hamda.

We were told he's down here. - Oh, yes,

his wife's in labor. Room 4.

I'll go get him.

: Like this?

- Is everything all right? - Uh, yeah.

Nora's water broke seven weeks early,

but I think we've got it under control.

What's happening? - We have a patient who's due

for a heart transplant. The donor's across town

at Eastside. And as of this morning,

she's number one on the list.

The problem is we found a spot on her lung.

That I believe is an abscess.

- But it could also be a systemic infection.

- Which would disqualify her from the transplant.

- If we alert UNOS, she'll drop down the list

and lose the heart. - She could drop down,

but they might be willing to wait until we run more tests.

Either way, transparency is called for

in case there's another eligible recipient.

- Well, how long until you figure out

what the results of the CAT scan mean?

- Two, three hours to run the cultures

and drain the collection.

- This isn't just about your patient.

If UNOS finds out we withheld this--

For a couple hours?

- We could lose our accreditation.

- I don't think they'd be that punitive.