Hallucinations of War

Nothing I could have done, right?

Right? Right?

Nothing... nothing I could have done.

Nothing I could have fucking done, right?

Right?

Nothing I could have done.

Um, Em, are you OK?

Jake.

Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit,

shit, shit, shit, shit, shit.

Shit.

Why'd it have to be her?

I know.

I fucking know it sucks.

OK, but what were you trying to cook?

It smells god-awful.

It's two more days.

All right, hold up.

This is like the '90s finest right here.

Still, though, I need to know about what's

going on in this one.

OK, OK.

Oh my, girl, you hit different back then.

What happened?

Hush!

OK.

Hold up.

And Brady Alistair has entered the chat.

Yum.

My god, that... that was one fun night.

That's awkward because they say if you remember prom,

you did it wrong.

But pop off, queen.

Go crazy!

Well, I do remember you sitting by the window

waiting for us to come home.

Speaking of...

Don't.

Have you spoken to her?

You two, I swear.

Although, you'll be interested to hear this.

I heard she's bringing a lover.

Like a date?

Like a boy.

To our mother's wake?

Yeah, that doesn't sound great when you put it like that.

Audacity.

Who told you that?

Aunt Kylie.

I hear he's a Canadian, oh?

How'd that happen?

He must have been born there.

No, I... shut up!

How did they meet?

Apps, dawg, where else?

Fitting.

Makes the world go round.

Hey, stop!

Sis?

Pull your stuff together.

She's coming.

Prep yourself.

We do not want drama.

Gonna throw up?

Sis!

Sis!

Pull that... zip that stuff up, all right?

I think it's time for bed, OK?

Buzzkill!

Night.

Hey, Jake.

Yes?

I'm glad you're here.

We'll get through this.

Do you think that the dinosaurs got depressed too?

I'm not ready to see people.

What?

Hey, um, you know, she was...

She was really proud of you.

It was all your fault.

I'm really proud of you too.

Stop, OK?

It's... it's too early to start crying.

You were her fave, and you know that.

No, she liked all of us.

Yeah, well, it's not like your clone set the bar very high, so.

We hated you.

This is all your fault. You killed her.

This is all your fault!

You did this.

I don't really remember what happened between you and Becca,

so.

Yeah, well, you were too young.

Well, from what I remember, Dad moved out,

and everything just kind of changed.

As long as he doesn't show up, I can deal with Becca.

You pushed her away.

Well, you know, Em, if you can face your past

and figure out how your childhood bubbles up

in your present, you can come up with patterns that'll

keep you from slipping into things

that don't serve you anymore. And...

Hey, what kind of therapy bullshit is this?

Therapy will do you wonders.

I'm good.

Thanks.

You're the reason she's dead.

I'm here for Mom, no one else.

Facts.

I'm not here to open old wounds.

Mm-mm.

Look who's here.

Hey, yo.

Hey, Pawpaw.

Love the hat.

Thank you, pardon.

Yes, sir.

Uncle Jer.

Aunt Kylie.

We'll be in in a sec.

Hi, Pawpaw.

Oh-ho, is go time.

Here we go.

Oh, there's queen bee.

And, oh-ho-ho, who do we have here?

A knight dressed in all white.

He's kind of a snack.

He seems like a real treat.

She just let him get the bag.

What's he doing with his wrist?

What's he... she got the other bag too.

OK, Em, all right, prepare yourself.

Tommy, please!

Tommy, Thomas!

No, please.

Come over here now.

I'm sorry!

You want to make it worse?

No.

Please, no, I'm sorry.

Sorry.

I'm sorry.

You want more?

I didn't mean to.

Yeah?

It was an accident, I promise.

You want worse?

You say that every time!

Don't you ever do that again.

Emily.

Emily.

Emily.

Emily.

Emily!

Emily. Emily.

Emily.

Emily.

Emily.

Emily.

Emily.

Are you hiding from me?

OK, weirdo, here, come meet Adrian.

It's nice to meet you.

Emily.

He's a freaking doctor.

Is that so?

Petrology, spiration, you know, life.

Um, sorry do you... do you mean, like, like, yoga?

Like, Eastern medicine, Em, healing of the mind,

which I think you could use, Sis.

Yeah, I'm good.

Last week, we were stretching, and my chest popped, bam.

And my anger, freaking gone, I shit you not.

Yeah, that... that's wild.

So Adrian, do you have, like, a degree or something?

Let's go meet the others.

Yeah.

Yeah, of course, following you, love.

Don't be a dick!

What?

Don't scare off another man in my life

just because you're jealous.

Jealous?

Becca.

This is a new Becca, OK?

And I will not let you ruin it.

You can't save her.

You can't.

Keep it... keep it together. Together.

Together.

You have to stop trying for it.

You can't save her.

You can't.

For mom, for here.

Save her.

Here.

Together.

We can.

For Mom.

Keep it together for Mom.