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I'm a long way from home
Far as I have ever been
I wonder if there is a place for us to kick back
When the wind blows
Remember I love you so
You will never see me again
You will never see me again
You will never see me again
I thought that I was able to do what is best
But now that I don't got you here
I failed another test
When the wind blows
Remember, I love you so
I wish that I had never left
Let's do something.
Like what?
Fuck.
I don't know.
Dare me to do something.
Ange.
I dare you to kiss her.
No problem.
Yeah.
Get it.
Perv.
It's your turn now.
OK.
Emily, truth or dare?
Dare.
Mm.
What do you guys think?
Hmm.
Sorry, I'm drawing a blank.
Truth, then
I still don't know.
OK.
Emily, what's your biggest regret?
Oh, that's a good one.
I had a pretty gnarly haircut in first year.
Did any of you guys know me then?
Lucky you, I guess.
Can we get something juicier?
Like you're sure you never slept with your best friend's
boyfriend or brother or anything?
- Have I ever slept with my brother?
Oh my God, no.
Gross.
I just mean, like, a haircut?
Really?
I know you.
You must have a better story of regret for us.
Oh, fuck.
Uh, OK.
I killed a-- I killed a kid once.
What'd she say?
What?
- I mean, accidentally, of course, with my car.
Yeah.
I'm so sorry.
I had no idea.
- You know, actually, in all honesty,
I really don't mind talking about it.
I feel like people think I'm too fragile or something,
but I mean, it's not like it's something that I forget,
so I try to remember her.
Do you guys want to know what happened?
- Um, do you feel like this is a safe space to open up?
Not necessarily, Ange, no.
Yeah.
I just think, um, with this kind of thing,
it might be best to talk with people
who are more like a part of your inner circle,
like with this kind of thing.
But with that, though, I am truly always here to talk.
Right, yeah.
Thanks Well, you guys are boring.
Where's Charlie?
It did feel like he was here.
- Hey, have you guys seen Charlie?
Who?
Charlie.
Um, I think she's with Nick?
Who's Nick?
Well, you know Nick.
I know Nick.
What are you guys drinking?
It's my lemonade seltzer.
It's her lemonade seltzer.
Can I try a sip?
Well, you could just have one.
I've got so many in my bag.
Thanks.
Geez, this sucks.
So have you seen Nick?
Not yet.
I'm hoping to.
It's just me.
Who are you?
Have you guys seen Charlie?
No.
Are you just looking for your friend?
Yeah.
Is that it?
Oh, fucking finally.
Thank God.
Where were you?
How was your night?
It was shitty.
Yours?
Bad, bad.
Very bad.
Is this yours?
- Yeah, it's my lemonade seltzer.
Hey, do you want to just leave?
There's this other party.
It's going to go kind of late, but.
Hell yeah.
Should we, like, just, you want to just go right now?
- Think anyone's going to even notice?
Probably not.
Wait, are you drunk?
No.
- Jesus, Charlie, you should really try and sober up
before we get there, you know.
These are, like, art school people.
- What do you mean, art school people?
What do you mean?
Why was your night so bad anyway?
- Ah, it was that fucking Nick guy.
It's gross. - Why?
What'd he do?
I don't even know.
It doesn't matter.
All right.
You want to know what I did?
Yes.
- OK, well, after I lost you into the abyss, I went to go
hang out with, like, Ange and Kale.
You know those people?
Yeah, that's shitty.
Yeah.
And they were playing truth or dare, and Ange just straight up
asked me what my biggest regret is.
Yeah. - Emily.
I know.
What, you didn't fucking lie?
Say that you cheat on your boyfriend or something.
No, no, unfortunately.
Oh my God.
Damn, you're fucked.
- Yeah, I know dude, they think I need help.
Don't you?
I mean, not really.
I don't really-- I haven't felt the need to go back to therapy
in, like, over a year.
Hell yeah, dude.
Fuck 'em.
Yeah.
I love you, man.
Really.
Do you have any coke?
- Yeah, actually, I got some right before we left.
Ooh.
Ooh, I had something I really wanted to tell you.
OK.
Oh, fuck.
I was making out with Nick and the whole time I just kept
thinking, I really have to-- - I'm really over it.
Fuck off.
I knew I had to tell you this amazing fact,
and now I can't fucking remember.
Where is this shit? - Charlie, no, no, no.
What?
You said I should sober up.
It's not like you're going to do all of this.
I did say that, but.
Charlie, come on.
At least just wait till I can have some too, all right?
Charlie?
Charlie?
Charlie?
Charlie?
No, no, no, no, no. Stop, stop, stop.
Charlie.
Charlie!
Charlie.
No, no, no, stop, stop, stop.
Charlie, just-- Charlie, move.
Fuck!
Fuck!
Fuck!
Fuck!
Let's go do something now.
I'm sick of this.
You're sick of this?
This is my fucking life!
It's what I have to go through every fucking day.
You think I want this for myself?
You think I feel good about having to come home and start
over again?
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