Memory Lost (Mei Ren Wei Xian / 美人为馅)

"We are the Black Shields."

"We face the worst crimes."

"We catch the worst criminals."

"We are strong, sturdy shields standing at the edge of darkness."

"We will never fail to sacrifice ourselves for the people."

"We will never fail those we protect."

"If we must die, then let us die."

"We will live on in spirit!"

- It's over. - The train stopped!

Thank goodness! We've been saved!

Captain Qin...

Poker Face and Chatterbox...

have fallen into the river.

Contact all units on water. Get a search and rescue going.

We must find the two of them.

[Based on the novel of the same name. This is a work of fiction.]

[Any resemblances are purely coincidental.]

I'm afraid, Captain. The speed and amplitude of the explosions

indicate that the ship will likely sink.

Gather everybody onto the deck.

We need to ensure everyone's safety.

Try again to contact the ship center.

The signal's back. I have a location.

Contact the Coast Guard!

I found the ship! Sending the coordinates to them right now.

Get them to send units out, they must locate it!

Yes, sir!

Everyone, please remain calm.

We have already located the ship.

Please wait patiently. Rescue is coming.

- Rescue's coming! We'll be saved! - Thank goodness!

R, Zhou Xiao Zhuan broke through your firewall.

Don't mind him. Get over here first.

It's time to welcome S home.

Don't be hasty.

I won't hurt you.

I'll let you out when it's all over.

You... You're S.

What do you want?

I want... you to remember me.

The first time I saw you, you were only eight.

That year, I was 13.

Something else happened that year. Your father...

was killed in the line of duty.

He was in charge of my serial killer father's cases.

My father ended up killing your father and successfully escaped.

I will never forget the last look your father gave me.

I went to his funeral behind my father's back...

and there, I met you.

- I told you not to be too sad. - My condolences.

But you replied...

- "I will never stop grieving." - I will never stop grieving.

Until I catch my father's killer...

- I will never stop grieving. - "I will never stop grieving."

Yes.

Such a brave, grief-stricken young girl.

You made me curious.

My father was a seasoned criminal.

He taught me a lot.

How to plan, escape, use people, find scapegoats...

But he left out the most important thing.

How did my curiosity over you turn into an obsession?

And what was I supposed to do when I eventually fell in love with you?

That went against everything being a criminal meant.

So I left the country because I thought distance would make me forget you.

But Su Mian... I couldn't do it.

When I came back, you already had Han Chen.

So that year when I went undercover and joined the syndicate...

all of you already knew who I was.

Correct. We knew everything about you.

So...

My amnesia... my identity change...

all of it was arranged by you people?

Yes.

Xin Jia's drug could numb the nervous system and cause memory loss.

Unfortunately, Han Chen interrupted the process.

Su Mian, I want to be with you. I want to start over with you!

If I weren't a criminal, and you weren't a girl bent on revenge...

If we had a chance to meet again...

would everything be different?

You can stop.

You aren't him.

You aren't S.

How are you so sure I'm not?

Because I remember everything.

Okay. Then tell me, who is S?

He pretended to be my friend this entire time.

Stayed by my side...

If it weren't for Han Chen's reappearance...

he'd probably have hidden the truth from me for eternity.

Because he knows that if I hadn't lost my memories...

the only thing I could ever feel for him would be hatred

and the only thing he's ever given me is pain.

S. Welcome.

Sorry, I made you guys wait.

It was worth it.

You don't know how happy we are to have you back.

How are things out there?

Aside from this ship, I've hacked into the metro system

and changed the train routes.

There's a train headed towards the city as we speak.

Psychopaths... You're a bunch of lunatics!

We also lined the harbor bridge with explosives.

A has the remote.

When the time comes, he's going to set them off.

S... we've prepared a fireworks show just for you.

Wait and see.

- Good work. R, leave us for a bit. - Understood.

Were you hurt just now? Does your head hurt?

You...

When did you recover your memories?

The microchips.

Microchips?

The ones from T and Xin Jia's bodies.

I prepared them before our memories were erased.

Every syndicate member was personally selected by me.

Even so, I couldn't be sure of their trustworthiness.

I couldn't be sure they wouldn't come and attack us

while we couldn't remember anything.

So as long as two microchips came near me

the magnetic field they generated would trigger the microchip inside me.

It would trigger my temporal lobe and return my memories.

Indeed. You are S.

Looking back... that explains a lot of things.

T's sudden appearance.

Leading to E's exposure.

Leading to K.

It was like a spontaneous chain reaction.

Except none of that was actually planned.

But after K...

A, R, L.

Their entrances, as well as everything that came afterwards.

Everything started gaining momentum.

All of this was because of you.

- Right? - Xu Nan Bo was the first person...

to realize I had recovered my memories.

He wanted me to go back to them.

But that was no longer what I wanted.

I just wanted to stay by your side.

So I did everything I could to get him to reveal himself.

As for A, R, and L...

I told them you had to come with me.

Su Mian, these ocean fireworks were made for you!

I've spent the last five years trying so hard

to remember what happened to me.

But nothing worked. Yet today...

I suddenly remember everything.

Was this also part of your plan?

It was L's idea.

R injected you with Xin Jia's antidote.

We weren't sure it would work. We could only try.

As expected...

Mastermind criminals think of everything, don't they?

Do those psychopaths know? You don't give a damn about them.

You're just using them, just like five years ago. Do they know?

Su Mian, don't talk to me like this. Don't treat me like this.

I know that there's no way S can be with Su Mian.

So I thought, if Su Mian and S both were to lose their memories...

if I became Xu Si Bai and you became Bai Jin Xi...

We spent so many years together and have so many happy memories.

If we could be like this, always like this...

We could be together forever!

In your dreams!

Xu Si Bai.

No... S.

You think that taking away all my memories...

trapping me in some dream of yours...

pretending to be my friend and living by my side...

You think I'm supposed to be moved?

You know what?

Xu Si Bai...

I used to think... he was a friend I could trust.

But just now...

he died.

S, you have no idea what love is.

You are just a psychopath!

You think all of this was for my well-being?

If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have lost my memories.

Jin Xi wouldn't have died.

Han Chen and I wouldn't have lost five years!

You think everything you've done was out of love?

It was all just a selfish, arrogant fantasy of yours!

You're just a damn psychopath!

You are wrong.

I can take you from Han Chen again.

I can start everything over again.

I can do this over and over again... until you fall in love with me.

You're insane.

I used to kiss a woman in my dreams.

I used to see her cry in my dreams.

Han Chen wasn't the only one looking for you all this time.

I could never find you, I could never figure it out.

The familiarity, the confusion, the heartache.

I could never be sure who it was.

But she started looking more and more like you.

All this time, it was a dream I made for myself.

Now, I'm finally awake.

She is not yours. She belongs to S.

Thanks.

Captain Qin.