Love is Blind (Love Is Blind)

If a foot touches you, are you okay?

- Oh! Do you wanna go foot on foot? - I'm like, "Get your feet off me."

If I'm sitting on the couch with my siblings,

and my brother's foot touches my leg…

- Baby girl! - Hi.

- Are you kidding me? - Hi!

- She's back. She's back! - Hi!

Tell us everything!

- You guys, I missed you all so much! - Aww!

What happened?

- First of all… - Tell us what happened!

So, it still hurts a little bit, but…

- What? - I go in.

- And… - No, no, no.

There was a little bottle there, and I wanted to put…

- No! - …eye drops in my eye.

No! Don't tell me it was, like, glue.

- It was nail glue. -

- Shut up! - It was nail glue.

- I bet you were so scared. - I was scared.

- I would be terrified. - I thought I was gonna lose sight.

- Like, nail glue? I'm like, "What?" - I know.

- Could you see? - It was blurry.

When we got to the hospital,

they just hooked up an IV bag with tubing and just sat here and just flushed my eye,

and the guy was getting the glue out with water.

- Oh my God. - It was so awful.

- My God! - I can't believe I did that.

Love is half blind. I'm really committing. I'm going blind.

I have has chosen Vic St. John to be my husband.

When people love each other, you can't stop it.

I know him, and I know his heart.

And I really fully believe that he sees that in me too.

It's the best feeling you've ever felt in your life, like, times a million.

It's insane that you can fall in love with someone

without physically seeing them.

Christine and I would typically probably not even interact in the real world.

And for her to see my most vulnerable sides

and some of my most vulnerable stories,

and for her to still accept me for who I am

and want to love me and want to have a forever future with me,

there's no words for it.

We really do judge somebody so much by how they look,

and I know he's dated a lot of different people in his life,

but he fell in love with my heart first.

And although there might be somebody more his type or more beautiful,

he saw me and saw my heart first before seeing me on the outside,

so regardless of what he looks like or what he expects me to look like,

he's wise. He's intelligent, and he's gentle.

He has everything that I'd want in a spouse.

He's the whole package for me.

I told Christine I don't need to see her to know that I see her

and that I love her, and that's my fiancée, you know?

I love her, and she loves me.

This is the biggest moment of my life.

Wow.

You're beautiful. You're so beautiful.

Ahh.

- A pleasure to meet you. - A pleasure to meet you too.

Mm.

Oh!

- Wow. - I know.

You're the best thing I've ever seen.

This is crazy.

You can probably feel my heart pounding out of my chest.

- - I was pacing around for like…

I love your eyes and your lips.

- I love your everything. - And a nice smile.

The hair. Long. Much longer than I was expecting.

I love you on the inside.

I know you do.

- I'm glad that you signed up for this. - Me too.

- I feel like the luckiest man on earth. - Me too.

Yeah.

- I wanna ask you again. - Yes.

Christine Louise Hamilton,

will you make the happiest man on earth and be my wife?

I will.

- -

I think I'm lost for words.

- My lady. My fiancée. - Mm-hmm.

- Isn't that wild? - It's crazy.

I just met my fiancé, and I could not be happier.

- Mm. - This.

Mm.

It's so strange putting a voice to a face.

This is just the cherry on top, to be honest.

I think so too.

- Yeah? - I'm glad you think so.

Yeah, but I was gonna love whoever comes through those doors.

Doesn't matter what you look like.

This magnificent woman in front of me… with the biggest heart ever.

- Thank you. - Yeah.

- You look so nice. - Thank you.

Thank you.

- Your eyes. - You look nicer.

You think other people feel like this too?

- Hmm. - Or is it just us that are this lucky?

Who knows?

- I love you. - I love you too.

Mm.

Christine is one of the sweetest, kindest, most gentlest woman I've ever met.

And I can't wait to marry her.

- I think we fit good by each other. - We do.

- - This feels nice.

Yeah, it feels right.

- Mm-hmm. - Yeah.

Gotta get back.

Okay.

Bye.

God is good, y'all.

I feel like the luckiest person in the world.

I don't know what to do. I just feel so gaslit.

- And now I'm rethinking. I'm like-- - No, no, no.

- This is not a reflection of you. - Don't. You didn't do anything wrong.

What I really wanted from Steven

was that empathy and that emotion and that support.

I felt invalidated.

I was like, "What the fuck is going on?"

Wait, so did you say the first guy was your number one?

No. Like, all three of them

within the past couple days have been like one-two-three, two-one-three.

I wanna focus on my relationships with Mike and Connor.

I'm just hoping that they can accept me for who I am.

- Hi! - How are you?

I wanna talk about where our heads are at.

'Cause I really like talking to you,

but, like, is there anything that, like, stands out about me?

I like your laugh.

I think we have the same values on a lot of-- a lot of things.

I can see a future with you.

Yeah.

The only thing that scares me a little

was the conversation that we had with the kid thing.

Oh God. Okay.

Oh my God.

- Take your time. -

I was actually adopted.

Okay.

Um, I'm not going to disclose where

'cause I don't wanna give away my appearance.

You don't have to do that.

I do not know my family's medical history.

I do not know who my birth family is.

To bring a child into this world,

I… am afraid of not knowing

what that means for my child in terms of… health issues.

I was…

born with…

birthmarks all over my body that had a very high chance of melanoma.

- Okay. - So I underwent…

ten surgeries before the age of seven to get them removed.

Wow.

And so I am left with

physical scarring.

And I think bringing in a child, like, I don't know what I'm passing down.

And, like, that's really scary.

Yeah.

I will never judge you for any type of physical appearance

based on, like, what you went through.

I really do appreciate you sharing that with me.

And about the reasoning why, you know,

you're having that struggle with having children.

- Or not having children. - Yeah.

But I mean, just from you telling me that,

I think you'd be a great mother…

…if you were to choose to.

I mean,

to go through so much

and have those uncertainties,

you should be proud of who you are, where you came from.

You're put on this earth for a reason. Things happen for a reason.

I haven't told anybody this here, actually.

So, I was a premature baby.

- Mm-hmm. - Um, when I was born…

um, I… I had trouble, like, breathing.

- Mm-hmm. - And I stopped breathing.

And… and I flatlined.

- Wow. - They had to bring me back to life.

My grandma calls me "a little miracle baby."

I like to consider myself a fighter.

- And I like to think you are too now. - Yeah.

For sharing with me that.

- You know? We're fighters. - Yeah.

To go through something so, um, hard