Meatball Machine (ミートボールマシン)

“Suicide Note”

Michino...

What happened after you left with her last night?

What do you mean?

Don't play dumb! What did you do to the girl, Miki?

Well, she said she'd miss her train so she left me...

What?

I didn't leave you two alone for no reason!

What were you doing?

Hey, what are you doing?

Hello.

What's up?

Doi, do me a favor and knock first...

Oh, sorry.

Anyway, how are you doing?

Do you want something?

Sorry, but could you lend me 10,000 yen?

Again?

It's okay, isn't it? You'd be helping your neighbor out.

I don't have much.

Don't worry... You have money!

I don't have a lot.

I'll pay you back with 200% interest.

Holy shit!

What! A party with the women next door?

The factory workers?

Aren't they all old?

Don't be silly. Look.

See that one with the long hair?

She's the kind who's just waiting to get laid.

Is she, really?

Hey, I want to get a look at her too...

What?

Could I screw her, too?

If you paid her.

Are you serious?

You've got a hard on!

I haven't!

You're too old!

Anyway, after I screw her brains out, she's yours.

Are you sure?

What? Do you want her too?

Shit!

What are you doing...?

It's okay, isn't it?

Get off me!

You're adorable! I'll make you feel good.

Here, here.

Take your hand off!

Oh, I think I'm in love with you!

You've got nothing else to do anyway.

Let go, pervert!

You!

Who do you think you are?

You thought that you were better than me?

Do you have anything better to do than go home and jerk off?

Next time, treat me right.

Take a shower. All you guys stink of grease.

At least you can smell good.

Is that woman coming today?

Of course. I don't give a shit about the other ones.

We can screw her after you, right?

Why don't you hurry up and take a shower?

See you later.

Overtime again, Yoji?

Yes, sir...

You swindler! You're supposed to finish on time.

I'm sorry.

I'm leaving now.

Lock up when you leave.

I will.

You're home late.

I told you to knock...

Come with me!

Where to?

I'm going to pay you back.

You don't have to.

You look like shit. What happened?

What's next? Do you want to eat something?

Anything you like.

There's a new place that's somewhere over that way...

Why don't we take off and go somewhere else?

Let's ditch them. These guys are boring.

Who's that? Your girl?

Okay. You want to get laid?

But... I...

I'll take you where every girl is gorgeous!

No, I don't want that.

Don't act like you've never done it before!

You haven't?

- Hey. - Yes?

Take your clothes off.

I'll help you.

Well... No...

Is it the first time?

Well, I...

I can't do this. Sorry.

Don't worry. Come with me.

Don't!

I know you want it.

Tanaka, stop it!

Be quiet, I'll give you what you want!

Hey...

Who the hell are you?

Yoji?

What do you want?

What are you doing?

What's that?

What did you say?

Do you want to hit me?

You think you can fuck with me?

Tanaka!

Shut up!

Do you want more, huh?

Stop hurting him!

See you later.

Are you all right?

Thank you... But I'm really okay now...

Thank you...

I'm getting a towel.

Thank you...

Sorry.

Thank you for what you did.

I'd better go now.

Can I... Can I ask your name?

Oh, I'm sorry...

My name's Sachiko Misawa.

I'm Yoji... Yoji Muraishi.

I always see you eating your lunch alone.

You're always by yourself.

I noticed you because you always looked lonely...

And I feel the same way too...

Do you?

I thought you were going to be at the party.

Otherwise I wouldn't have gone. I hate those things.

But...

I always used to watch you.

This way?

Yoji...

I have to tell you this...

I have a hideous scar on my chest.

You'll be repulsed by it.

Okay...

Wait.

Are you sure you won't mind?

Sorry...

It's okay.

What happened to you...?

I have more scars.

On my back, thighs and...

Do you want to see?

That bastard did this to me.

He inflicted these scars on me when I was little, so I wouldn't be desirable.

He wanted to possess me forever.

He abused me until I entered high school.

Who did it?

My own father.

So I finally hit him with an iron bar.

Now he's bed bound. He can't do anything by himself.

Would it be so terrible...

for me to fall in love like other people do?

I know...

Tell me.

Are these scars so terrible?

No, but... I'm sorry...

Stop apologizing so much!

Why can't you hold me?

Why can't you?

Why?

Help me...

What is this?

Yoji...?

No, not me...

Yoji.

It's not my fault...

It's not my fault... No...

Why did you take off like that?

Yoji.

Yoji.

Help me.

What...?

Where am I?

Who are you?

That's my daughter.