Find Yourself (Zi Shen Shao Nv De Chu Lian / 资深少女的初恋)

Right now,

I'm just like those prawns bubbling away in the pot.

Fanxing.

What kind of girl do you think Yuan Song likes?

He's right there.

Why are you asking me?

It depends on feelings.

That's a general response.

You're not being serious. Try again.

I prefer a contrast between personality and looks.

Someone who is tough and fiercely cute.

It would be perfect if we could drink together.

Aren't you basically describing me?

Unfortunately, no.

What a hypocrite.

Fanxing.

Don't you think that Yuan Song and I make a great pair?

Not really.

I think he's not good enough for you.

Did you hear that, Yuan Song?

I'm a catch, so you need to work harder to court me.

I will consider you.

Thank you, but save it.

It's almost time.

The talk will start in half an hour. We should go.

What about you, He Fanxing?

Why don't I go with you?

I don't have plans anyway.

Have you registered?

What?

You need to make a reservation for an invitation to the talk.

Then...

I was thinking of praying at Chongyuan Temple.

I'll enjoy the hot spring after.

It's perfect. You two go ahead.

Enjoy yourself.

Don't get lost.

Don't talk to strangers.

Safety first.

Remember how to get back.

Text or call me if there's anything.

All right, admission is prohibited ten minutes prior to the talk.

Let's go.

I have met a completely aggressive opponent.

Why are you back so soon?

Why didn't you answer my calls?

I can't take my phone to the hot spring.

Weren't you supposed to go to pray?

I thought something happened.

What could have happened?

Forget it.

What are you doing?

I have something to tell you.

Go on.

Last night, you said

that I called and proposed to you while I was drunk.

I have thought it through.

I've been eager to get married

since my dad fell sick.

So when you said I proposed to you while I was drunk,

I don't think you lied to me.

So what's your answer?

What answer?

I wasn't lying either!

I have talked to Ye Luming to end our relationship.

The reason is simple.

I just couldn't develop feelings for him.

It's because...

The one I truly love...

has always been you.

So are you proposing

or confessing to me?

Both!

So what's your answer?

Of course, it's...

No.

-To both? -To both.

You can't say no.

Pick one.

Why do I suddenly feel a great sense of déjà vu right now?

But it was different.

The one who said no was you.

-Say yes. -No.

No?

I've heard your feelings loud and clear.

You and Ye Luming didn't work out, so you came to make me say yes.

Am I a guy you can summon as you wish?

Do I look that easy to you?

You're making me annoyed.

That's not it.

It was my fault.

I apologize.

You're good at apologizing

and making mistakes too.

I...

I'll reflect on myself.

I've been trying so hard to stop myself from disturbing you.

Can you accept the consequences of being with me again?

I want a lasting and stable relationship too.

I mean

I don't want to be hidden away.

If we get back together, it will be public.

Of course.

I've taken care of that.

My parents know that I came here to find you.

This time,

I'm not going to do it half-heartedly.

I don't want to back down anymore.

I'm already in my 30s.

I can't be a coward

who is afraid of facing my own feelings and responsibilities.

I neglected the present because I was worried about the future.

I put in so much effort into work and life

just because I wish to be happy.

It's not only for survival.

I know

that I'm quite a loser.

I'm becoming more immature as I age.

Stop putting yourself down.

That will only make your admirer feel small.

It's as if he has bad taste.

So can we get back together?

No.

Still a no?

I have to consider it.

You do have a prior record.

He's obviously playing hard to get.

I know he is.

But I don't get why he has to do that.

Maybe it's because he was the aggressive one before.

Humans are insecure creatures.

Do you think all men are tough?

He probably wants to see how far you're willing to go for him.

Okay.

Hey, that's all for now.

I need to settle my problems. I'm hanging up.

Goodness.

Our heartless little girl actually sighed.

In the past,

I didn't get why adults get angry so easily.

Now,

even I have started to sigh.

Don't sigh.

That's three seconds off your life.

If only I didn't like you.

What?

My uncle said it.

His matters and mine are unrelated.

He is still good friends with Fanxing.

But...

I still feel sorry towards my uncle.

I understand.

Our little girl has grown up.

What is this?

This is why I broke up with you.

ULTRASOUND EXAMINATION REPORT

You're finally telling me.

I SAW SONG XUE DURING MY CHECKUP. SO SHE'S MARRIED!

We have been together for over a decade.

I thought we knew each other very well.

But you acted on your own.

It's my own decision to keep the baby.

I can't force you to accept it.

In the future, if you want,

you can see him.

It's you who wants the baby.

Why should I see him?

You've made the decision.

The baby is yours.

It's your future.

It's your hardship.

You're independent.

I suppose I should applaud you.

What do you expect me to do?

This was an accident.

If it wasn't for this, I would probably never have a child!

He already exists.

-I can't bring myself to kill him! -Right!

You can't.

But I can.

I'm selfish. I only care about myself.

Isn't that what you think of me?

I never said that you were selfish.

Everyone has the right to choose their own path.

-Even you-- -Sure.

Live by yourself then.

Dear.

You're still up.

Where's Malty?

He's sleeping.

Right.

Next month, the company is organizing a trip abroad.

Family is allowed.

We haven't had the chance to travel.

Let's have my parents look after the kids,

while we...

go and have some fun.

Can you take a day off tomorrow?

Take a day off?

I read about a restaurant online.