Love in Sadness (슬플 때 사랑한다)

You must've been scared.

I could never fathom how scared...

you must've been all this time.

But today, I could finally understand.

And I also realized...

that I had a rage inside of me that I never knew existed.

I thought I was like a plant, calm and composed.

But as if I was throwing a vase,

I had a rage within me that made me want to destroy him.

Don't be like that.

Don't taint your heart...

with such evil emotions.

You can't do that for me.

I was never afraid to lose my life.

I just couldn't die because of my mom.

But now,

there was another reason why I couldn't die.

Him.

(Episode 21: May I Confess My Love for You?)

- Sir... - Don't touch me!

This won't do.

You should come to my place.

It's okay, I'll just stay here.

Don't worry about me and go.

How did you come here?

You know very well...

why I'm like this, right?

When I was young,

my parents looked so happy,

so I thought marriage was like playing house.

Like in fairy tales,

I thought you just had...

to make soup and take a walk through the forest.

I thought marriage was all about...

those lovey-dovey and heartwarming stories.

Everyone has fantasies about marriage.

Going grocery shopping together...

and picking baby socks.

And at times, arguing over the most trivial matters.

And when the wife...

runs away from home after a fight,

her husband would go out barefoot to find her.

Barefoot is a bit too risky.

He's so heartbroken that he hurt his wife.

That's why he forgets that he's barefoot.

How was...

your marriage life?

I bet you were so happy.

Did you get into a fight?

"A fight"?

"With whom? Where? Why?"

You stabbed me in the back.

I doubt you didn't know all that when you called.

And many times, at that.

I stabbed you?

You deceived me,

and yet, you wanted to side with me.

Isn't that betrayal?

When I asked...

about Woo Ha Kyung's workroom,

you didn't reply.

But that workroom was actually...

a rooftop house.

The director of a gallery...

works at a rooftop?

Do you take me as a fool?

If you're really on my side,

explain it right now.

What's the truth?

Ms. Joo, you know...

where...

my wife is.

You shouldn't look for a woman...

who has left you.

That'll only make her hide even better.

And even if she returns,

she may not be yours anymore.

I'm afraid...

that my being with him...

will put him in danger.

I'm afraid...

this innocent man will suffer my misfortunes.

Forget about your wife,

and look for a woman who will sincerely love you.

Never.

No one can replace her.

"No one can replace her"?

Why are you so pitiful?

I lost...

my parents at a young age...

and grew up unknowing of their love.

And...

I loved a man who didn't even look my way...

for a very long time.

You remind me...

of myself.

What do you know about me?

A heartbroken person...

can recognize another.

I sympathize with you.

Kang In Wook...

is capable...

of weaving a terrifying web as soon as tomorrow.

I need to leave...

before I get caught.

I wanted...

to look at your eyes up-close.

Those cold, snake-like eyes of yours.

Ma Ri.

Ma Ri.

Where are you right now?

Where are you?

And who are you?

Who are you?

Yoon Ma Ri may not have been able...

to tame that lonely beast.

But I can.

Ma Ri?

Ma Ri?

Stay away from me.

Only then, will you be safe.

I'm sorry.

The number you have called...

MBC E21 'Love is Sadness' "May I Confess My Love for You?" -♥ Ruo Xi ♥-

If I can disappear like this...

Where are you?

I'm looking everywhere for you.

I'm worried sick. Please pick up the phone.

Ma Ri, where are you?

Why are you looking for me?

Don't do that.

I want you to stop suffering...

because of me.

My being next to you...

will only make you miserable.

Ma Ri, what do you...

I don't want to feel sorry anymore.

I promise that one day,

I'll pay you back for the debt that I owe you.

This is a pre-boarding announcement.

Munsan. The train heading for Munsan...

- will be arriving soon. - All right.

- Please come to gate eight. - Goodbye.

And I'm sorry.

Munsan. The train heading for Munsan will be arriving soon.

You said you didn't want to see me going through a hard time.

Then...

don't go.

If I stay, I'll only endanger you.

That's okay.

So, don't leave.

Her hands...

desperately held me...

as if she was waiting for me.

As if she was telling me to save her.

As if...

she was waiting for me to hold her back.

I could sense her feelings...

when she held me.

Why did I...

Why did I...

see Ma Ri's face...

from Woo Ha Kyung?

What made me think like this?

I'll bring your belongings after work.

I can see through you.

Don't be sorry...

and don't be worried.

We can do this together.

Be brave, okay?

I'm starting to finally hear...

rumors about you from the financial district.

They say that the wife of some corporation's successor...

went missing.

I think it's too late now...

to make people believe it's just a rumor.

Are you concerned about what other people think?

The public...

always look forward to the collapse of a successful family.

What?

Are you afraid?

You're the opportunistic mistress of the company...

who used to work as a secretary.

I doubt it.

Do you think...

I don't know about what you've been up to...

these days?

I should've known when you brought a girl who resembled your mother.

I should've known how naive you are.

You must be crying like a baby...

to find the missing girl.

What?

Did you expect me to tremble in fear when you brought a girl...

who resembled your mother?

No.

I wanted you to feel guilty.

Feel guilty? Me?

I've always known...

that you would become just like me.

Think of your wife who ran away from you...