Gossip Girl

You were gonna tell her you love her.

I kept trying to make it go away,

but how do you kill a feeling?

You're one of the good ones, you know?

Just because Louis is the father of your baby

does not mean you should be with him. You should be with me.

Why?

'Cause I'm going to love your baby

as much as I love you.

Whoa, there's paparazzi.

Look at them.

Oh, my God!

Carol, it's me, Ivy.

I'm leaving tonight.

This time I'm not coming back.

If "Gossip Girl" didn't exist,

Chuck and Blair would not be in the hospital right now

fighting for their lives.

I wanna take "Gossip Girl" down for good.

I think we should use the "Spectator" to do it.

Blair is awake and responsive.

And Chuck?

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Louie? What are you doing out here in the rain?

I hadn't noticed.

I hadn't realized you and Blair

had returned from Europe already.

Been back for three weeks. I'm surprised you didn't know.

One of the downsides of not having "Gossip Girl"

these last few months.

Any information would have to come

from Blair speaking to me directly, which she hasn't.

She's been busy.

I'm very sorry she lost the baby.

Is she all right?

Seems to be.

She spends all her hours planning the wedding.

Well, I, uh, I can't very well let you get sick

before your big day. Come on. I'll walk you home.

I'll be fine.

Look, I know we've had our differences.

Are you really going to pass up the offer of an umbrella

on a night like this?

Thank you.

Shouldn't you be at some scandalous party

the night before New Year's Eve?

I haven't really been in a party mood.

Well, at least you've fully recovered from the accident.

Physically.

Go find Dorota. Have her dry you off.

Thanks for letting us up while we wait for my car.

It's the least I can do after you saved me from the monsoon.

I'll go get us some towels.

Louis?

Dorota's obviously become lax in announcing visitors.

There's no need to reprimand the help. Louis invited me in.

I should have known you'd manipulate someone.

How can you blame me? You won't respond to my texts or calls.

I just wanted to be there for you after the baby.

Well, as you can see, I survived without you.

And I intend to continue that way, so you should go.

That's it? I'm just cut out of your life

without any explanation?

My New York wedding is in less than a month.

I have to keep my priorities in order.

We were your priority.

What happened, Blair?

What changed after the accident?

Did it ever occur to you

that there's no such thing as an accident?

Well, it certainly felt like one when the car hit the wall.

Or it was the universe's way of pointing out

what's really important.

How can you say we weren't important?

We were the only thing that matters.

Well, you're obviously not leaving, so I will.

Tell Louis Bergdorf's stayed open late

so I can finish our registry.

I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you.

I...

I love you, Chuck.

I love you, too, Blair.

Chuck? Are you all right?

Yes. Thank you.

Blair said to, uh, tell you she's gone

to pick out China patterns.

At this hour?

I'm sure it's just her excuse to avoid me.

I wish that were true.

But these excursions have become quite regular.

Well, is that why you were out in the rain--looking for her?

I just wanna know what she's doing.

Have you asked Serena?

Blair is not sharing anything with her.

She doesn't even let Dorota accompany her.

To be honest, I thought she might be back with you.

Well, as you can see, my presence only made her flee.

I'm thinking of hiring a detective.

I need to know the woman I'm about to marry

isn't having an affair.

Well, we're both here,

so who else can she possibly be cheating with?

Hello, Daniel.

What are you doing here in Brooklyn?

In the--in the rain at night?

I was in the neighborhood

checking in on my Brooklyn holdings,

and I wanted to make sure

you hadn't fallen into another literary slump.

Yeah, I've been holed up trying to figure out a concept

for my new book, and it's great that they gave me a deal

for a second one, but that means I-I actually have to come up

with something to write about, so, uh...

I should probably get back to failing at that.

Of course.

Did you know Blair was back in town?

Um... no. I mean, I-I-I live in Brooklyn.

Without "Gossip Girl," I know nothing.

I assume losing the baby made her realize

she loved Louis after all.

He doesn't think so. He thinks Blair might be having an affair.

What? No, that's insane.

How would you know? You said you hadn't seen her.

Well, I just mean that after everything Blair's been through,

it doesn't make sense.

Love doesn't make sense,

and neither does Blair's behavior right now.

Louis is considering hiring a private investigator.

Well, I hope you talked him out of that.

I did. I think you'd make a much better choice.

Chuck, I'm not gonna spy on Blair.

Why? You know her well enough to know if she's hiding something.

Unless there's a reason

you don't want the truth to come out.

No, that's not it. Of course I do.

Then I look forward to a full report.

Chuck can never know the truth.

Hey, happy almost New Year.

I hope you're coming to the "Spectator" party tonight.

Well, after Nate finally forgave me

for diminishing him to half a Derek in my book,

I'm not gonna miss this chance to support him.

Good, then you can help me with my year in review lists.

I need "biggest transformation."

Oh. Um... how about you?

From busting Ben out of prison

to being the biggest blogger in New York City,

complete with cool new computer?

Oh, well, you can thank "Gossip Girl" disappearing for that.

People are just desperate for information,

even if it's just about me and my lack of New Year's date.

Well, I'm sure that will make all the men at the party

supremely happy.

Have you seen Blair? Is she around?

Uh, she's not. Were you supposed to meet her?

No. No, I just heard she was back in town.

I wondered how she was doing.

Well, I wish I knew. She's been keeping to herself lately.

She wouldn't even let me go with her to Vera Wang

for her gown fitting.

Nate, hey, were you waiting downstairs?

I'm sorry. I'm almost ready.

Oh, good. We just need to meet the caterer.

Hey, Dan, glad to see ya.

You know, "Inside" didn't make it

into our year's best book list. I'm sorry, dude.

Well, it's probably best to keep it in 2011.

It's a new year, new book.

What's this one about?

I don't know yet, which could be

why I haven't started writing it.

You should consider, um, having it set in Alaska

or maybe make it a period piece?

I vote for anything you don't have to write

behind your friends' backs.

Listen, even if it's about Frankenstein in the Old West,

I promise you full disclosure.

Sounds like a New Year's resolution to me.

Let's go.

You wanna walk out with us?

Yeah, sure, I've-- I've got an errand to run.

I get it. Alexa Chung is a better invite than your dad.

Well, have fun. But not too much fun.

Bye.

Jenny sends her love from London.

Oh, it was so nice to have her and Eric home for Christmas.

Oh, no. Not the sad empty nest face already.

No, it's not that.

It's just that I hoped that Charlie might surprise us

with a visit, or at least a call.

She made it pretty clear that life in the Upper East Side

was too much for her.

Well, I can understand, with the press at her party

and the paparazzi chasing Charles and Blair.

But we were so close.

I just wish she had said good-bye.

She didn't want to upset you after the accident.

She was a wreck, Lil. She knows what she wants.

Well, I would feel better hearing that from her.

Every time I call Carol,