For When You Get Lost

Hello, Jack.

Almost here. Damn it.

Fucking hybrid gas saver.

Oh, Dad, I didn't mean to answer. Sorry.

Don't answer the phone when you're driving.

I'm not driving. I'm parked.

When was the last time you changed your oil?

Uh, listen, Dad, I can't really talk right now.

-I'm kind of in the middle of something. -When?

Um...

Four thousand miles ago?

You're supposed to change it every 3,000 miles.

Listen, Dad, I gotta go. Hey, why do you have an eye patch?

Oh, uh, the tumor's pushing against my eye.

-Oh... -Listen, Joann wants to throw me

a birthday thing this weekend. Book a flight and get up here.

Uh, yeah. No, Dad, that sounds pretty last minute.

-I don't think I can do it. -Well, Mikey's flying in from school.

Well, okay, maybe. I'll try.

Have you, uh...?

Have you talked to Cami?

Not in seven years. Have you?

Well, when you get up here...

we need to have a talk.

I, uh...

Dad?

There's just some things I need to say to you.

Dad?

-Dad, is that a cigarette? -Call Joann...

when you book your flight.

Dad!

- Fuck! - Someone here?

What? June?

- June, is that you? - Jack!

Shit, shit, shit.

What? What are you doing, June? What's going on? Come on.

What the fuck?

June!

What the hell was that?

Did you just try to kill yourself in a low-emissions vehicle?

-Did you hire a housekeeper? -Yeah.

Did you just try to kill yourself?

No, don't be so dramatic.

I'm being dramatic?

June, if I would have been here a few minutes later, you would...

Oh, my God.

Was that staged?

April Fool's?

Oh, my God.

I'm fine, by the way. God.

-Hey, where's my beer? -I threw it out.

Yeah, I'm going dry again this month.

-You threw it out? -Yes.

Next time, just leave me in the garage.

Oh, that is pretty fucked up, considering your family history.

Oh, what, my mother killed herself, so now I can't make a joke?

Yes, exactly, you psycho.

"Psycho."

Wow... That is low...

considering my family history.

Yeah, okay. I'm sorry. It's just that you drive me crazy, June.

Where's my lucky beer mug?

It's in a box with your stuff in the bedroom.

You really want me gone, don't you?

Yes, June, I do.

'Cause this is so hard.

It's just tiring, and you don't have any awareness

of other human beings on this planet.

Zero.

My dad called.

You know he never calls me.

It was really intense and it was really scary,

and he's sick, and it's...

-He called? -Mm-hm...

Don't. June.

Boundaries.

Fine. I'll just get my stuff and leave.

Great. That's the plan.

-What'd you do with my mom's clothes? -In the closet.

Where are you staying, June? Where are you gonna go?

-I'm gonna go see my dad. -Alone?

No, I'm gonna go get Cami. She still lives in Sonoma.

I thought she wasn't speaking to anyone in the family.

She's not, but I'm gonna take her up to see my dad

because he told me he wants to apologize.

He did?

You can have one.

He said he was gonna apologize.

Well, he said he wanted to see me in person.

I know he wants to say sorry for all the fucked-up stuff he did,

and then I'll be better, and then you can take me back.

An apology's not gonna fix everything, June.

That'd be a Band-Aid on a huge gaping generational wound.

One of those little tiny circular Band-Aids for warts.

No, it's not a Band-Aid for warts.

Why do you have that ridiculous hat on?

Aren't you sweaty?

-I told you, I'm going up north. -Put it on when you're up north.

I'm gonna fix my family, Jack.

You'll see.

I'll be whole and you can love me again.

June.

You need help.

You should come with me.

I want you to take a look in the mirror

and observe that strong, powerful woman,

and remind yourself, "Ya got this, girl."

Ya Got This, Girl is hosted by--

Call Mikey.

Calling Mikey Stevenson.

If you've made it this far, you're old.

Excuse me, Micheline, I'm not old, I'm driving, so I can't text.

Okay? So call me--

If you are satisfied with your message, press 1.

Call Mikey.

"Oops, cellular data exceeded"?

What?

No.

Ya got this, girl.

Ya got this...

It wasn't me. It's a...

Shit...

Oh, wow... I haven't seen actual maps in a long time.

Oh, yeah, my dad stashed them in my car for when I get lost.

That was nice of him.

Trust me, it's not nice.

It's condescending.

He thinks I'm lost.

-Can I...? -Yeah, thank you.

My father gets disappointed in me too.

I work here in a brewery,

not in the vineyard with him like he always wanted.

And how do you deal with that?

Well, whenever we fight, I grab his hands or his face like this:

I make him look at me in the eyes, and I say to him:

"Not all doughnuts come out with a hole."

What does that mean?

It means things don't always turn out how you planned.

Yeah.

I don't think I could grab my dad like that.

He's, um-- He's intimidating...

and I haven't been that close to him since I was a kid.

Maybe I'll make my sister do it.

Got it.

Daddy! I'm gonna get it.

I told you it wasn't Daddy.

Hi. I'm June.

Auntie June?

Yes. I'm Auntie June.

And I have to pee really, really bad.

Can I come in?

Stranger danger! Stranger danger!

I'm not a stranger. I'm Auntie June.

Are you from the North Pole?

Girls, just let Daddy in.

Is he dead?

I hope I don't get a UTI.

Do you have any cranberry juice?

Remember how much cranberry juice Mom used to have in the fridge?

Makes me wonder how much sex she was having.

Man, it is hot! I thought we were up north.

You can't just show up like this. They don't know you.

Yeah? Whose fault is that?

I'm sorry. Are my boundaries too healthy for you?

Oh, is that what you call that wall around you?

What the fuck is with everyone and boundaries?

Auntie June said a bad word, Mama.

I know, sweet pea. She doesn't follow the rules.

That's why she's... like this.

Any other words you wanna teach them?

Look, it's Dad's birthday this weekend. There's going to be a party.

-Did Joann tell you about the--? -She left a voicemail.

She said it was stage four and he had six months.

Yeah. And you just wanna leave things the way they are?

Me? He has a phone. My number hasn't changed.

Cami, he's stubborn. You know that. He barely calls me.

But listen.

He said he wants to talk to us. In person.

He said he wants to apologize.

He said that?

He said, "I want to apologize"?

Well, in his way, yeah.

Oh, my God, June.

This is for real, Cami.

We get to heal as a family.

Olivia, look.

I mean, don't you wanna have a family again? To have sisters?

I have a family.

Yeah.

Where is Matt?

Why do the girls expect him to knock at his own house?

- Girls, come in to eat. - Okay, coming.

Coming!

If Dad wants to talk...

he can call me in the next six months.

He smoked pot in front of me.

-He knew you could see him? -Yeah, it was on FaceTime. He knew.

He doesn't have six months, Cami.

We have right now.

Come with me, please.