Go Ahead (以家人之名)

Go ahead

Episode 34

Okay.

What happened to He Lan?

Ziqiu already knew

you'd been to prison.

Where are you going?

Ziqiu.

You.

I said I'm fine.

What are you doing here?

We're afraid you'd jump into the sea.

I was scared to death when dad called me.

Aunt He Mei is really...

out of line, isn't she?

How dare she lie about such a big thing?

She's never said a single true thing.

Dad is such a quick messenger.

It's really no big deal. Why is he freaking out?

Come on.

She never remarried and had been to prison.

You're really the son of Aunt He Mei.

You all made your own decisions and did great things silently.

Oh, please!

They were destroying themselves silently.

There are two infuriating people like you in this world.

- I'm sorry. - There you go.

Now you know how much damage lies could cause.

Li Jianjian, can you be quiet?

If not, then jump for a swim before you talk.

What do you think?

Can you understand Aunt He Mei?

I kind of understand her a little bit.

Just a little bit.

That's the part she left Brother He in our home.

But I totally disagree with the rest of her.

That's the difference between people.

Some people like to put their hopes on their children.

And others like to protect themselves by separating from their kids.

Well, when you put it like that,

I think the latter is better.

Of course, it's just a little better.

What do you think, Ziqiu?

I don't know.

The reason why I was abandoned

is not because I was a burden.

I felt relieved when I knew it.

She never remarried and bred,

which has helped take my mind off of it.

It's been very rough for her all these years.

I felt really bad about it.

But as for whether I forgive her or not,

I think it's meaningless.

I don't hate her.

I don't know.

That's why Xiao said you're alike.

The way you think is the same.

Just like when you went abroad,

you wanted to save our family money,

but you worried Zhao Huaguang would harm me.

So you played a good show of eating dirt.

Can you just stop talking about this?

I'm sorry, okay?

I'm really sorry.

Li Jianjian, don't push him.

Fine, I listen to you.

Did you like Ling Xiao, as a girl growing up?

As a girl growing up?

You liked to chase Ling Xiao

since the day I met you.

You thought of me every time you did bad things.

Because you were afraid he'd know.

You didn't hit or yell at him, but you hit and yelled at me.

Yeah?

Did I? No.

No?

Your eyes lit up when you saw Ling Xiao.

You couldn't stop talking about him.

In your mind, he's the best in the world.

He is good.

So are you.

No. I didn't like him that way.

I just liked being with him.

Like being with him.

- Is there any difference? - No?

No difference?

Gross.

Here, I'll make you sick.

What the hell, Li Jianjian.

Do you know how smelly your feet are?

- No, stop chasing me! - How many days haven't you washed them?

So what are you gonna do?

I don't know.

I just think it seems deliberate no matter what I say or do.

It feels strange.

I kind of like the way it is now.

Right.

The relationship doesn't work like a tap.

You can't just turn it on and off.

Dad.

You're the one that loves me best in the world.

Thank you.

What for?

Why not you spare me the heartache?

The chrysanthemums.

The walking chrysanthemums.

Go to Syria?

You send me there.

Who's here?

Dad Ling, you're back.

Dad.

Well, I was passing by the noodle restaurant

and I saw your dad talking to Ziqiu.

So I didn't go in.

Is Ziqiu all right?

Yeah, he's great.

By the way, are you still taking the Chinese medicine?

Yeah, I've been taking it.

- Does it work? - It works great.

Keep taking it.

Well, don't eat that... that, um, that stimulating food.

For example, seafood.

And that... carrots.

Jianjian, keep an eye on him for me.

I'll take you for a follow-up after you ran out of the medicine.

Oh yeah, did your mom say when she's going to leave?

I booked the flight for her on Sunday.

Yeah, a few days are enough.

She needs to focus on her health.

If she goes here and there in a wheelchair,

it's not convenient for you.

Dad Ling, why are you more garrulous than my dad?

I'm no match for him.

Your dad is better than the cops.

He can even solve the case.

By the way, do you stay at home tonight?

Yeah.

Okay, go ahead.

I'll go upstairs for a shower. It's been a long day.

Your dad is old. He starts worrying.

Let's marry.

Marry.

Silly.

I should work to pay for a house first.

Who wants your house?

I... I want to eat fruit.

Mingyue, I'm downstairs.

I came for your household registration booklet.

Are you coming back soon?

Mom, I'm the late shift today.

Alright, I'll get it by myself.

Is anyone home?

Of course not.

Ok then, you send me the password.

Mom, just go back. I'll give it to you someday.

Aunt.

Tang Can.

Why are you back so early?

I came back after work.

That's great. I'm just asking Mingyue for the password.

I need to get something in her room.

Come on, let's go.

Okay.

I gotta go. Tang Can is back.

Is it in the bedside table?

No.

Fine, I'll find out myself.

It's open.

Mom.

Aunt.

Okay, thank you, Tang Can.

I'll leave after I got something and cleaned up her room.

Go to do what you have to do.

Okay.

Hello? Mingyue.

Your mom went to your room.

Isn't your household registration booklet in your company?

Anyway, she can't find it.

Look, the notebook is full of notes.

Hello? Qi Mingyue.

Get back right now.

Li Jianjian, Aunt Jin is gonna blow!

Mingyue will be home soon.

When do you come back?

I'm downstairs.