Yurigokoro (ユリゴコロ)

Ryosuke, you've been raised up by a single father.

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That's not easy.

Oh, yes.

My mother died after trying to save me from drowning in the river.

You drive too fast.

Sorry, I'm not careful.

Don't drive like that again, okay?

Of course.

Here are the meat and vegetables.

Okay, thanks.

This is your favorite corn.

I'll help you turn the fire up.

Thank you.

Chie!

The boss is looking for you, I'll take care of it.

Then, could you please turn the fire up a little?

Of course.

- Thank you, Nachi. - You're welcome.

Thank you for coming.

We're leaving.

Have a safe trip.

Ryosuke!

Your cafe is still full of guests.

Keep doing hard work.

Well, I'll do it.

Chie, come here a second.

Dad ...

She is Chie, someone that I told you before.

We'll ...

get married.

I'm Kashimura Chie, nice to meet you.

I'll be begging you to take care of him.

- Do you want a meal? - I'll order it.

- I'd like to try a special meal today. - Ah, okay.

- The meal for table 2 is ready. - Okay.

I'm sorry ...

I seem to have a cold, I want to take a day off.

All right, take the medicine and rest, I'll be there at night.

Thank you.

See you later.

Has she fallen sleep already?

Chie!

Senpai!

It's the same weather today.

Now, it will be better if you visit your dad.

Sorry to bother you.

Well, I'll see him. Thank you.

I have a late-stage pancreatic cancer.

Surgery isn't helpful.

I don't do chemotherapy either.

I only take medicine.

I'm planning to stay at home as much as possible.

Yes.

I'm back.

Dad?

Dad, I'll go in.

Yuri ...

... gokoro.

Someone like me, who take others live without remorse

is my brain structure different from ordinary people?

What is this?

What is this?

It seems that your daughter lacks of yurigokoro.

Yurigokoro?

If you want to talk ...

you need a kind of place that makes your heart feel secure.

More or less, yurigokoro is needed if you want to talk.

Each time I went somewhere that I've never been there before, it made me in pains.

It's like there are a lot of invisible thorns stabbing me.

It always scares me all the times.

Let's go!

And then, I came to think that it happened because I don't have yurigokoro.

I've been desperately to find it.

At that time, I thought the girl in the glass showcase, she was my yurigokoro.

How did you get here?

It's time to go.

What happened to you?

I'm speaking to you!

Do you ...

Do you want me to buy this doll for you?

I named that milk-doll, and called her Yuriko.

I felt that I finally have yurigokoro.

I made her as my yurigokoro.

She has endured my fear.

Her presence made me able to talk even it just a little.

And even, I went to an ordinary elementary school.

One two three, don't move!

You're moving!

I don't!

You've been moving all the time.

I don't want to play anymore.

The kids from our class always used to go over to Michiru's house to play.

Even she never consider me as a friend.

Well it can say that she doesn't care about me.

She just letting me to being there.

Here we go.

Are you ready?

Yeah.

One two three, don't move!

I was addicted to this kind of game.

You're still here?

Everyone's already back.

I lost my hat.

Have you seen it?

This is for you.

Oh, it's my hat!

Since I was born

I've never laughed and felt happy.

But for the first time, I had a happy moment in my life.

From that day on, a death turned into my yurigokoro identities.

I finally had the real yurigokoro.

When I was in Junior high school ...

I still can’t communicate with anyone.

I started to realize that I'm a living creature that lives in a different world from everyone.

My desires aren't like an ordinary schoolgirl, who yearning for sweet love.

All my thoughts have totally taken by yurigokoro.

Hey look, this is cute, right?

I can't pick it up.

Mommy will be angry at me because I told you to wear it.

What happened?

My sister lost her hat.

I can see it in there, but ...

Okay, I'll help you.

Whoa, this is really heavy.

I'll lift this up.

Then, you pick it up right away, okay?

Are you ready?

Ready, start!

Go pick it up!

How?

Thank you!

I got it!

I already knew yurigokoro doesn't exist after all.

Probably when I was a kid I was mistaken what the doctor said, it was yuridokoro anyway.

Yuridokoro: the place that can make your soul feel comfort (home of a soul)

But this is no longer a problem for me.

Dad, where have you been?

Ryosuke.

You're here.

I just went to the hospital.

That one...

What?

Nothing...

I'll get you a cup of tea.

Thank you.

Dad ...

you've been staying at home.

Do you want to go on a trip?

Would you like if we're going to the onsen?

No, I don't want to go anywhere.

I see.

I'm still thinking ...

I'd better move back here and live with you.

Don't do that.

Your cafe is in a crucial period right now.

If you have time to see me ...

it'd be better if you focus on your work.

Okay.

If you do work hard, Chie will be back.

Thanks Dad!

What?

Senpai, didn't you have dinner with your dad?

I have not.

You face don't look good.

There's something in my head that can't go away.

I found a weird notebook in my hometown.

- Notebook? - Yes.

The notebook talks about murder.

Even thought the content doesn't resonate with me at all.

But somehow I got stuck in there.

Did my dad write that?

But, I don't think so.

But why is it in his hands?

Your father used to be a teacher, right?

He was teaching at cram school.

Perhaps, it was written by student.

Just ask him.

Ryosuke, I'm off work first.

- Thanks for your hardwork - Thanks too.

Ayoko, wait for me!

- Senpai, thank you! - Thank you.

That's really weird outfit.

Then can you help me tune it?

Centipede! There's centipede over there!

It's at the door, what a nuisance!

Centipede?

It's a good sign, which means that there will be a lot of guests coming here.

Don't worry.

Help me to give this to the guests on the terrace.

I can't do it.

Leave it to me.

Thank you.

Welcome!

Would you like a cup of coffee?

Excuse me, is Ryosuke Nagihara here?

Boss, there's a guest for you.

What's up?

I'm ...

I'm Hosoya, Chie's friend.