If Paris Downcast (Paris Unhappy / Ru Ruo Ba Li Bu Kuai Le / 如若巴黎不快乐)

Episode 12

The more I wanted to prove what I think,

the more you wanted to humiliate me.

The person who should really be ashamed is me.

What happened at the party was a misunderstanding.

However, you can't deny...

there were moments when I was selfish.

Do you want vengeance?

Since you've asked me in this way,

what else can I say?

Honestly, I can't believe it.

So I want you to tell me personally.

No matter what I say,

you will think I'm trying to absolve myself.

I want you to tell me.

I know,

You were hurt because I was mad.

Do you know I feel worse than you?

Nobody understands better than me...

how painful it is when someone plays with your emotion.

I really didn't expect things to end up like this.

Before the party,

I wanted to explain to you,

but I really didn't know what to say.

If I said that...

it was not my intention to get drunk and go to your house,

I wouldn't believe it myself either.

I was not ready to start a new relationship.

However, even Duo Duo could tell...

that I like you.

I felt guilty, and

I blamed myself before.

I never really thought...

that things would progress beyond the point of no return.

Ruan Man Jun,

tell me,

what do you want me to do?

It is too much for me to ask for your forgiveness.

I can only throw myself into my work to numb myself.

But I can't fool myself.

Do you know that...

whenever I saw your car model on the road,

I would take a few more glances.

That's all I have to say,

I should leave.

Ruan Man Jun,

I like you.

Hello, mum.

I know.

Okay.

I'm hanging up.

Auntie's side...

Don't worry.

I'll find a time to explain things to her.

But that day at my house,

I couldn't take it and I argued with her.

I don't think she will give us her consent.

I even told her I had nothing to do with you.

Don't worry. There's always a way.

My mum and I have been fighting for some 30 years,

but look at us now.

However,

it's hard for you to be sandwiched in between us.

Ruan Man Jun,

you need only do one thing.

Regardless of what people say or do,

don't run away.

Promise me.

Let's make a move.

Sorry, yesterday I...

Man Jun, come here.

Are you missing something?

I'll pick you up after work.

Go on.

Good morning.

Good morning.

Were you okay last night?

Okay.

It was okay. Problem solved.

Did you wait for a long time at the restaurant?

I was just joking.

Don't think that because I was busy,

you could get away with it.

No way.

I won't let you go easily.

Let's do it this evening.

You can cook for me at your place this evening.

Let's have a housewarming party and celebrate,

okay?

I haven't purchased my pots.

I was just teasing you.

How about we go to yesterday's restaurant?

I'll make a reservation.

Are you free?

Sure.

Okay.

It's just a meal.

This is our first day together,

and you are not showing up?

Sorry, I was too embarrassed to say no.

How about this?

If you don't mind, we can go together.

Just think of it as asking a friend to a dinner.

You can get to know him.

Okay.

Bye bye.

The restaurant is fully booked tonight.

We need a reservation.

Really?

But I booked it.

You aren't going to cancel, are you?

Of course not.

Stop drinking.

You didn't drink.

One more is okay.

Seriously, stop drinking.

We should celebrate.

There are many things to celebrate.

Let's celebrate you moving to a new home.

How about I send you back first?

- Waiter! - No, no, no, sit down.

Sit down.

Sit down first.

I want to enjoy.

I'm very happy.

What else are we celebrating?

That's right.

Let's celebrate your promotion.

Cheers.

Jing Jie, stop drinking.

I'm really very happy.

Hello, Zhuo Yao,

my colleague is drunk,

I have to send him back.

How about this,

send me the address of the restaurant.

Afterwards, you and I will send your colleague back.

It's okay. if you have something on you can leave first.

Never mind. I'll send you back.

Then have another drink.

Please stop.

One last glass.

Slowly, slowly.

- Are you okay? - I'm fine.

It's okay.

If you need to go first...

Our car isn't here yet. Let me make a call.

I can...I can...

Why can't I get through?

Jing Jie!

Let me help you.

Slow down.

Just drive. Are you okay, Jing Jie?

How are you?

Be careful.

I'm fine.

Sit down.

Jing Jie, Jing Jie.

I'm fine, I'm fine.

Thank you.

-Hello. - It's me.

Zhuo Yao, my colleague is drunk.

I sent him back first.

I forgot my phone just now.

I'm in the restaurant now.

Where are you?

I'll pick you up.

Okay. I'm at the Royal Garden.

I'll wait for you at the entrance.

Jing Jie.

I'm sorry.

Are you okay?

Feeling better?

I'm fine.

Actually I didn't drink a lot.

Okay.

I like you.

I like you very much.

From the first day I saw you,

I already liked you.

-Jing Jie, you're drunk. -No.

Okay, maybe a bit,

but that's not important.

I just want to tell you,

I can make you very happy,

extremely happy.

Can you...

can you accept me?

Jing Jie,

I have always treated you as a good friend.

We can start from there,

and step by step,

I can become your boyfriend eventually.

I already have a boyfriend.

You don't.

You told me before.

You said you didn't have a boyfriend.

Have you forgotten?

You told me yourself,

you didn't have a boyfriend,