Ray Donovan

Why would you do that?

Do what?

Jump.

If I wanna be happy,

I have to get away from you.

Hey, buddy.

Dude.

I said shut up.

- Where is she, asshole? - Fuck you...

Where is she?

You're okay, you're okay. Are you okay?

Two... three!

Ray!

Are your parents still alive?

My father is.

How's your relationship with him?

All right.

Just all right?

It's a long story.

You wanna tell me?

He's a piece of shit.

You run, they come after Bunch.

Run?

I was just goin' out for donuts.

Donuts...

pack of cigarettes.

My hand to God, Raymond.

All right.

Let's go.

Gimme a minute, will ya?

I'll meet you in the car.

Four-leaf clover, Raymond.

So you brought him there yourself?

Yeah. I drove him.

- What was that like for you? - What?

What'd it feel like to...

to take your father and turn him in to the authorities?

I dunno.

Wasn't the first time.

Which one of you called me "daddy baby"?

What?

It was Bunch.

I remember.

I remember everything.

Okay.

I'm goin'.

Send my love all around.

You brought him there yourself, right?

You didn't have to force him.

Yeah, I did.

But in the end,

you said he walked in on his own, right?

Yeah.

Let me ask you something,

just... just hypothetically speaking.

What would happen if you,

you know, if you just put all this anger aside

and just forgave your father?

I got something.

I got it.

Oh, it's heavy. Come on.

What the hell?

I didn't do anything!

Jesus Christ.

Hey, are you okay?

All right.

He's all right.

You don't know what the fuck you're doing!

Shut up.

You need to stay away from Britney Muller.

Fuck you!

- Fuck me? - Yeah, fuck you!

You go near her again,

I'll break your fucking arms.

Are we clear?

I'm sorry.

I don't think I handled that very well, uh...

I think you might be mixed up about Ms. Muller.

You should talk to someone about that, you know?

Get some help.

Can you reach the party napkins,

the red ones?

Sure.

The four arch angels

send me people like you every day.

Sure.

Jesus... fuck.

Doctor's office.

Yeah, Te-Terry... Terry Donovan.

I gotta talk to Dr. Basset.

Wow.

Adam's bringing that kid by today.

Why do you do that?

What?

He's like one of the biggest stars on the planet.

- Who? - Jonathan Walker Hanson.

- So? - So you know who he is

and you act like you don't, and it's fucking annoying.

You okay?

I don't think I wanna be married.

Think I made a huge mistake.

I mean, I love Smitty, I do, but I don't...

I don't know what I wanna do, I don't know who I wanna be,

and... and he doesn't either.

You meet someone else?

It's all right, Bridge, it happens.

Yeah, it happened with you a lot.

No, I'm sorry. I-I'm...

Yes. Yeah, I...

There's someone else.

Nothing's happened, but I don't wanna lie,

and I don't wanna cheat.

So don't.

Try loosening your grip a little bit.

Attention in the yard, attention in the yard...

Painful.

Guess all beauty has pain attached to it.

What do you think?

Yeah.

It's good. I like it.

So you're gonna see him in prison?

- Yeah. - Today?

I just said that.

- You wanna talk about it? - Not really.

Does seeing him make you feel uncomfortable?

I dunno.

- You don't know. - Okay.

Yeah, yes, seeing my father makes me uncomfortable.

So what can you do about that?

- I don't know. - How can you make yourself

- less uncomfortable? - You tell me.

That's why I'm here.

So why are you going to see him?

Because you told me to.

That's... you... I... That's what I thought you said,

that if I-I...

work something out with Mick

that somehow that'll make my life better.

Well, it's worth getting you to try.

A lot of people have benefitted from that.

- What? - They try...

getting in touch with them.

The question is, can you do it?

Can you take a... a baby step in that direction?

Can you take a step that's... that's so tiny

that there's no... there's no risk?

What can you change about you

that'll make it easier for you to be with him?

I can breathe.

Do the breathing thing you said.

Been a while, huh?

Yeah.

Everyone come by already.

Daryll came a couple times. Even Terry came.

That was nice of him, you know?

When'd you get that?

Oh.

- Today. - Yeah?

Yeah.

Yeah, I figured why not?

Sure.

Four leaf.

Mm-hmm.

So when are they, uh,

when are they transferring ya upstate?

Today.

- What? - Yeah, you didn't know that?

Yeah, today.

- Mick. - Yeah?

Listen, I... I wanna say, uh...

I wanna say thanks.

- For what? - You know, for all of it. For...

for taking responsibility, you know.

- For... - Uh-huh.

Doin' the right thing. For Bunch.

I just wanted you to know I was... I was grateful for that.

You're welcome.

Somethin' else.

A lotta shit's gone down between us, you know.

I mean, you... you weren't exactly a...

you weren't exactly a great father.

Uh, all I'm saying is...

I just... I want you to know that...

I forgive you.

You forgive me?

Yeah. I forgive you.

You forgive me.

Raymond, 20 years...

sitting in Walpole for 20 fucking years,

and all that time I coulda been with my fuckin' family.

I shoulda been.

But you took it from me, Raymond.

You took it from me. You stole it.

And now... I'm gonna die in prison.

For what you set me up for.

And you're... you wanna forgive me.

You should get down on your fuckin' knees

and beg me to forgive you, Raymond.

Fuck you.

So what'd the doctor say?